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I hate being sick...and am sick more this year...mmh maybe it is all the kids I watch

Family Reunion Weekend...



Kill me know...maybe I can get out of Saturday since technically I was supposed to be in Cali this weekend and for the next two weeks...



but eh i can always make an appearance then hide in my room :)

My nephew Fox turns 2 tomorrow and it makes me realize how much I really want a baby. I want my children growing up with the cousins that are going to be near their same age.



I have 12 nieces and nephews but they are getting up there in age...at least 8 of them are.

My oldest niece turns 18 this year and the 4 youngest will already have their age thing going for them.



oliver is going to be 3, Gracie is 2 1/2, and Landon turned 2 earlier this week.



Grrh...I wish life would decide what it wants for me already

I have to say graduations are one of the most boring things I have ever been to in my entire life, including my own.



I know it is supposed to be the celebrating of a huge accomplishment whether from high school or college or whatever program you have studied to achieve success in.



But really the students who are sitting in front of the podium look as bored as hell while speech after speech is given. But as you are sitting there all you can think about is how much you just want this to be over, diploma in hand. And get on with their lives whatever path they have chosen for themselves or has been chosen for them.



Of course some of them will realize that it means they will have to start being responsible for themselves and their own actions. That no longer will their parent be there for them as a cushion to wake them up in the mornings to make sure that they will get to school in time, get their assignments turned in or even to be motivated to do anything.



Some though will continue on doing what they have been doing. Supporting themselves or their families. Working hard towards something that isn't what they dreamed they would be doing when they graduated from high school because life and events got in the way.



Welcome to the real world



there was more but I lost my train of thought

Do i have something stamped on my forehead that says i will watch your kids?

It's one of those days that one person in my life is really pissing me off. I so can't wait until she is gone. Her attitude lately has been shit and it's not my fault she left things to the last minute- kinda dumb if you ask me when she is supposed to be graduating in 4 days to not have assignments from 3 months ago turned in.



I probably have holes in my tongue from where I have bit to keep from telling her off. I will not be a bitch...I will not be a bitch