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Why me when everybody else is numb? When spring renames the dead of winter The Dead of the symphony The Symphony of hell in the large opera hall? The Hall of Fame that makes me wonder how small i am in the eyes of God... God...does he really exist? Existence is the element that makes us numb,that makes us frozen inside Inside...just like a wreck...pretty in the inside Beauty...is in the eyes of the beholder... Eyes?what can you see in me?just me?just a girl who is loving you? Love...such a complicated feeling... Simple plans...just for cowards not tasting the adrenaline of life Life?let me outline a life...let me pic a pen and outline a life Drawing angels and wax demons with my own hands and letting them live That's what life really means... That's why i was chosen from all around me I was chosen to create To make To do To think... And if none of these mean anything to you than you lived your life without knowing it's true essence It's true beauty...