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We had 18 people
Pay out was to 4th and below
I did not top
I won 2 lost 2
4 rounds
I played a homebrew mono black jank lol
6th place

So I got this weird Superstition it's going to be really hard for me to explain it however I'm so basically when I think about somebody and I masturbate about them nothing ever comes true that even a hi hello friend we never talk but if I don't I mean I I do fantasize about them but I don't Mastery about them then some most of the time we least become friends or maybe more sometimes they could just be me but I'm not really want to believe in superstitions at all I know this is really freaking stupid butt am I the only one that has a Superstition or curse rather I mean can you be cursed this way?

So my best friend of 20 plus years who's also my foster-brother I ended our friendship and Brotherhood today because I learned that he's been going behind my back and talking bad about me to women to try to get with him so that's 20 year friendship down the drain Asic Lilo exam oh I have nothing

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Sorvena
21:45 Jun 27 2019

If you think about it, be glad that it is ended, so that way you don’t have to deal with that kind of a relationship that you don’t need. It’s actually a blessing. :)

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Look her in the eye
Kiss her forehead deeply and softly
Tell her i love her! And wish her a good night..
Cuddle with her while we sleep
Finally get a hard on and make love lol
Maybe get married again
However the reality is...
I can not meet up or be with her
She is too far away and has someone already
I have a erectile dysfunction
Im sterile and im too poor to afford a proper wedding
She never points out my flaws because i am wise enough to know what they are
I still tell her i love her
Sometimes in german
She never replys to it
However that makes it clear to me
She does not feel the same way
So lately when i do fall for a lady who feels the same way
She leaves eventually or sometimes i end it because i no longer feel the same way.
So i decided to remain single till my last day on earth which if my health keeps declineing like it has been then it should be soon so i see no point in suicide because im about to check out soon anyway
I just hope i have enough time on earth to remove or cover my ex wifes name on my shoulder and play defying gravity by veer union[ acoustic version] at my funeral
I really like that version of the song lol
Also i hope someone will remember me and i hope its postive
I hope i can go to Universal Studios Orlando Florida and Disney World lol
But im benching all my hopes and dreams and trying to focus on living another day...

Hey baby I've bet your pussy taste just like Frosted Flakes cuz it's greeeaaaaatttt lol

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LORDMOGY
19:17 Jun 25 2019

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So I eat pussy like a retard on bath salts and any takers? Lol

So there is this lady im feeling some type of way about
I wish she would remove all her clothes from the waist down and sit on my face
So i can turn my tongue upside down and 3at my way to her heart lol

I Love my na na!

6/21/2019
It was 4 rounds
I lost 2 won 2
I played my friends mono red deck
I will be playing my own version of it next weak lol

My physical health problems include diabetes ulcers acid reflux sclerosis I have a crooked spine I've had two strokes and a heart attack I have extremely bad Vision I'm extremely dizzy still suffering weakness from my left side from my last stroke my went mental conditions include anxiety depression post-traumatic stress disorder narcissistic rage and Hyper and I also have hypertension I'm pretty much confined to a wheelchair I'm also sterile I cannot get I have an erectile dysfunction and I make 793 a month that's below the poverty level so I don't make enough money to date I'm not healthy enough for someone to be with in the last woman I was with last good woman apparently choose my piece of s*** foster-brother over her I thought she was giving me an ultimatum no she doesn't really want to talk to me doesn't really want to be my friend anymore because I'm not living under her roof doing what she says hey sis what I think I don't know I need an I also have kidney failure forgot to mention that and this I realize I'm going to die alone may God have mercy on my soul..... I can't stop thinking about her I think I screwed up it's making me tear up like a little weakling I don't know what else to do I'm wondering if the answer is ending it all is it what I should do what it make burn this on the other people I would not die with my ex-wife tattoo on my shoulder maybe I can call it quits after I get that taken care of I don't know what else to do

I'm in the hospital again for bronchitis fluid in my lungs and high blood pressure been coughing Non-Stop some chest pain I'm in Saint Vincent Hospital in Erie Pennsylvania brother 4233

Happy Fathers Day..

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ABHORASH
18:06 Jun 16 2019

Thanks, same to you.

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I played gates
Sidebaorded my lifegain
Won 2 lost 2
We had 4 rounds
I got 6th place
Payout was to 4th and below

I'm coming home.

I realize atm no one truly loves me
I realize i am close to my final days and i will die alone
Yes its depressing and no this is not a call for help
This is the only place i feel safe sharing anything
I however made peace with my situation
If i die
I hope its here in the hospital
I got admitted for fever.throwing up and some kind of infection
I ate a can of yams that was over a year expired which my blind ass couldnt see the expire date
One of my roommates told me it was expired after i threw up
Which.after i vommit
He looked at the expire date
None of my friends came to visit me
The last time i was hospitalized
Only my ex came to see me
Now because i moved out of her place she wants nothing to do with me
No i am not talking about esma
But again i realize
Dying alone
Is not so bad afterallq

I am in the hospital for fever food post food poisoning and possibly a stomach infection I don't know what I want to be out I want to be here for a few days at least I think I'm not sure

So today 6/2/2019
I tried taking my power wheel chair to golden carol
Which was like 10 miles give or take from my home
About a half hour in my trip
It broke down by this construction company
There was a guy there with a firklift truck who helped me get home
Then i called blackburns(the company where i got my wheel chair)
They sent a tech to my home to take a look at it.so he loaded it on his van and came back with a temporay one for me to use
Than i took the temporay up to burger king(which was closer than golden carol lol) so i could finally eat after i checked my blood which was 378 then i took my insulin and ate lol

So i played my gates deck
It was 4 rounds
I lost 2 won 2
Pay out was to 6th and below
I got 6th
Won 2 packs and traded a eare to get 7 dollars store credit