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is an old feeling,a feeling of fear...suddendly it seize me and frozen my body..it thickens my veins...a hear burnt my back...don't turn it off...let it...I feel how I'm flowing slowly...don't go....stay...come with me to lose in the eternity...I feel...is slipping..I touch you...is not you...my soul is capture by time,my lips sketch a demonic laught,my yellow tooths are full of cold blood..don't touch me...my skin is white...a drip of love stream down on my shoulder like a petal of rose,wilted...pour down on my tender arms and from my neils it droop on your sick lips..it evaporated...is gone...you're gone..by my dark eyes are borning strings of ilusions..don't ask why....search the answer hiden in the filth..search me in the cradle of remembrace...still me....or maybe her.....the same words are exhausting me,the same empty speech without meaning and justification,the same sadness is racking me.....we are two..me the body,her the daemon..the same frivolous thought,the same desire that kill,the same dead pleasure....I'm sorry...I forget...love her...hate me...I overwhelmed her...she choked...the pain is...it never leave...I tasted the life



03.06.XXXIX by DemonikQueen

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Dragonrouge
13:43 Oct 19 2008

I love this one!

The end is great!

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I tryed to hug you

But it wasn't you...it was nobody

I woke up full of blood...it wasn't yours

It was mine....it were my tears

...I felt when you were touching me last evening

you trembled at every contact with my skin

you tryed to taste my soul...you cut me with the knife,but you god ascare...it was black...you run...the remembrance was fallowing you...I was One with you...you were One with me...I remember when you were smiling at me...you waited me to awtch you......touch me....my eyes are drained of tears....I started to love the fantezy...you were my escape from reality....I'm still shuddering....I still feel the moment when we were Us.....and undr the moon's light I took you for the first time...it was cold....you still have the traces of my tooths and red shadow of my lips on your neck....you were in my power.....I was felling how the life was dripping slowly from your body,you was withering....I gave you the life again....why you hate me?...come look into my eyes...I want to see your white pupils....to warm me up again....I know....I feel the same.....my hand is paralysed and is close to the end...close to a new begining....come give me your hand,to walk on the fog of time,to treat ourself to the tender of life...don't be afraid...their pain will revive on a tear on my cheek...don't be ascare...the oldness of your body is delighing me,is filling me....bite my blue veins,anxious to touch your lips

close you eyes

it will not stop

I offer you the eternity

wake up at death with me



20.06.XXXIX de DemonikQueen

I start....hear and feel

The ball pen sighs at a touch with the book's page

Only it speech...live in the same time with me the anxiety which catch life from the dream...

You know it....don't deny...now remember the reason,the idea,the passion...

I know...among these letters I tell you pain,pleasure....I don't cry but I feel you laughing....I want one instant of night and the moon with his pale face to embrace me into his tenebre light and the wind to carry me to the tree from down,that from the middle died..... one idea lure me,one thought loves the caress...it stopped...is gone...one moment us to be alone...I know...I desire to feel your last breath on my hands,and the fire who is smouldering from you to burn my skin...it is blue....I waited you,I will wait you....my transient soul...soul murdered by greif...I took your breath and washed myself in it....the lips grieved by pleasure....and the eyes were looking at your fear...you were feeling it close...it was me....the end...the infinite....the adoration...the remembrance....the caress...the desire...the pleasure....the begining and nothing...this was me,nothing...you were everything....I felt when I was feeding from you...I was thirsty....I couldn't soothe my ecstasy...you couldn't go....the suffering enter in our veins...why you don't kill me?...I know...this is what I want...to return into the darkness from where I was shadow,I was smoke...only this I want....to kisses me until the last instant and to kill me penetrating me...to die in pain from where I woke up....a last thing...breeze



4.08.XXXIX by DemonikQueen

I took a needle and pick my finger

A thin thread of blood flowed on the white page

I try to write letter by letter

Your name.....

My eyes are closing because tiredness

But I don't want to sleep

I run through the room with the look so many times

And seems that the door will open..

But I still write about you

I write the feeling that possessed me

Forgive me....I took everything from you...

I know that even the instant of sorrow aren't touched

I resign to talk with you

I don't deserve....

In the night with shadow I kissed you

And the dead leafs embraced us

Everything around us was light,was dead

It was me,it was you,it was us...

Don't look at me...I blind

I don't have heart and feelings anymore

I'm weak,naked,alone

Only the bloody arrow is killing me

I look...I dont' see you

I hold out my hand.....I can't touch you

Only me...

Please forgive my passionate desire

The pain is getting thoroughly into with every drop of blood,every one at one touch with the page is breaking,with every less my powers are decreasing...

I want to tell you!

Listen to me,please!...

I'm sorry!

I loved you,I don't lie!

I still love you!

....I took a star from the sky....

I was walking alone on the mist

I stepped with greif on time

Without desire,pain,ideas...

Only me....

The rose teared an alive petal

Already,I don't feel my right hand

I see her thin and the neil black

My whole body is fallen asleep...

But I don't stop.....I want to tell you everything...even with the last drop which will fall from my finger....

I look in the mirror...still me...

My skin hardened again

I smile....my dry lips seems to lose theis grace

I lean my head on my green hand,without move

You spoke at me again....you appeared how I knew you...but now you are cold..I didn't killed you....

...I touched your face with my blue fingers...

I woke you up....You was looking only up...

I scream at you,but my neck didn't say a word..

Yesterday I die in past....today I woke up in imortality

25.06.XXXIX by DemonikQueen