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Perfect Now
07:37 Oct 22 2009
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Not fine and somewhat okay

The things we do to eachother - The games we play

I dont believe in the propaganda

I dont want to listen to my head

And with your love there you go,

One more hit , round for round, blow for blow

The things we say to eachother even if its out of line

I cant believe your stripping my heart and leaving me blind

I dont believe in the Propaganda

I think I'd rather be dead

Inside out and inbetween - No middle- just end

I spread my wounded angel wings and accend...

I dont believe in the propaganda

I just believe in whats before me.

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Porvida
06:22 Oct 16 2009
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The way you'd sing in that whiskey voice

The strings on your guitar that I'd try to play

The soul in your songs even when I wasnt in the mood to listen...

The betrayal. The brutality in your words and I still forgive you.

The way you always understood when the world kicked me to the curb

The way your hand was always reaching out to mine, but I didnt have to say a word

The way we'd all jump if one of us was down for the count

The way we kicked ass and took names, It was just another day in our life

The way you cooked me breakfast for dinner when I was cold, tired, stressed and over worked

The way you always stood up for me even when I didnt feel worthy of it...

and I just fucking miss you.

Your old tattoo's and the strut in your walk even when the times were darkest

The way you got on your knees and begged to know the name of the one who hurt me when I cried...and I didnt say a word.

The way you tried to stop me when the bottle of narcotics was large and my sanity was near gone,

The way you took me by the shoulders and told me that anchor is never dropped,

The way you watched over me for days on end.

The 'talk' you'd have to have with anybody who got close to me,

The fucked up way we had to say goodbye...

The fucked up way it remains. The fucked up way I still dont drop anchor, remembering how we all used to crack eachother up.

Hello friend, come get cozy near me, he's gonna play his guitar here in a minute...

We both looked at the floor and let our tears say goodbye.

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Dig
02:42 Oct 16 2009
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Are you aware that I'm sweet as the days are long?

That despite of what tries to kill me Im too strong?

You say you want a gun and that you're beyond pissed

I laugh. I have two fists and your name at the top of MY list

And the world just passes you by

Eat. Choke. Consume. Die.

And the world shuts down when you do

Drink. Smoke. Inhale and screw.

We speed down the highway and remember fragments of when we used to laugh and smile

We chew on our lower lips and say nothing at all, Do it all over again...It's been this way for a while,

Why the fuck do we even bother? Why the fuck do we even care, if we even care at all

Why the hell do I even feel, It's not like there's anything left in me and if there is, Fucker, it's real small.

And the world just passes you by

Look at the way they play

And the world just passes you by

Look, Watch em' go. They're not gonna stay...

It's not like I planned for this, I didn't wake up one day and say fuck it

It's just because your shit eating attitude reminds me how you can suck it

Its not like I wanted it to come down to this

But seriously, It's my ass you can kiss.

Are you aware that Im patient as I could ever be?

That If I have to, pretty soon, Im gonna pick up something heavy...

So keep on putting holes in my happiness and we'll see how it goes

And if you can manage to move after i'm done, Well...who knows...

And the world just seems to keep passing by

Eat. Drink. Smoke. Consume. Screw and Die.

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Dont Give One
11:28 Oct 07 2009
Times Read: 720

They say that bad things always happen to good people,

You never seem to run out of luck

They say it gets worse before it gets good,

And it should...

You say she doesnt want to talk to you

And I don't give a fuck!

You want

You take

You destroy

You lie

And you breathe!

Want you to go,

Want you to leave.

Nothing takes

You dont care

Your too selfish to be there

You hurt

You devistate

You take away

You give up

All of these things

And I dont GIVE A FUCK!

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