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Have you ever felt so desperate?


I live in a home that is not my home if you know what I mean? I am married to someone I dont even know anymore, he keeps me prisoner in my own home. I have no friends and those that I call friends he has brainwashed, he has taken everything away from me over the years I have been married to him. It is like a living nightmare and the only reason I stay is for my son, and he knows this and uses this against me daily.

He has even gone to far as of late by forcing himself on me, I threatened to call the police and he laughs it of as his uncle is the sheriff here, I am at a lose here and it just helps to let all this out in words and vent.

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LordBatGirl
19:20 Jul 14 2020

I'm sorry to hear that. I know how scary it is to live under those conditions. Remain strong, find excesses to leave the home. Like saying your going to the store. But instead find programs that dwell with domestic abuse. Libraries internet would help.

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XbluesandX
00:54 Jul 15 2020

How long have you been married?

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Thekingofshadows
01:18 Jul 15 2020

Get out and call the police on him, get son out of there

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Dreadz
03:52 Jul 15 2020

@bluesands nearly 3 years now, and I cant call the police his uncle is the sheriff.

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Ylvax
13:13 Jul 15 2020

You need to find a way out. That sounds super dangerous

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I had a smoke before I wrote this.

Weed and anxiety go together, for me anyway. I use it to help me out when I'm feeling particularly anxious but I also socially smoke it with friends and my fella. He smokes just because he likes it, he doesn't have anxiety although he might after being with me.
My counsellor says I shouldn't smoke weed when I'm feeling like that because it can block your mind and you won't know what you are really feeling but I go to work everyday still unless I'm really suffering like this week then I will avoid it, but its very rare I don't go to work because of it and also don't smoke in the day unless its the weekend. I'm a night smoker more than anything so my days are free to keep my head straight if you want to call it that. If I lose my control over my smoking ill reign it back in, I'm always aware of how much I'm smoking.

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Grayangel
17:44 Jul 14 2020

Try CBD it does wonders for stress, start with a small does 500 mg and biuld it up to amount were it help you. I am on 3000 mg uop to 3x daily. Have no side effects with it , helps me a lot without the head high.

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