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I talked to a lady here at school yesterday about trying to apply for a scholarship to help me out. So thinking that it would not be so bad i came to school early to find out about it and fill it out. I filled it out, but before i did i read over what sort of scholarship it is. It is a stepping stone type scholarship. Here is what it says: - "Pays for emergency road blocks such as housing, utility payments, car repair, or other road blocks that may prevent a student from remaining in school." I filled it out as I was instructed, but I had to fill out an essay as well explaining why I was in need of it. I really hated having to do it because I am not the type to ask for others for help even if I needed it. As i have been told time and again it never hurts to ask because if you don't you will never know the outcome. I guess my problem now is, is that even though i am between a rock and a hard place that i feel as though i should not have filled it out because what if there is someone who is in need of it more than myself? I suppose i do not need to worry and fret about it. If it supposed to work out then it will. If not then maybe it wasn't meant to happen after all right?

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xxEmaeraldxx
22:30 Jan 25 2012

what a very unsekfish thought. you must be a strong character and full of substance. :)

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Almost 11 years ago I took a 2 week trip to Glasgow and Edinburgh Scotland. It was a beautiful an dvery rewarding trip. I went with a missionary group and had the best time ever. Here lately I keep having the desire to go back and wish that I could. I even looked into renewing my passport and getting a work visa to stay there. I know that I am endlessly rambling, but its not like anyone really reads this anyways. So oh well right? I just have a feeling that the Highlands of Scotland is where I belong and should be instead of here in the south. 1 day God willing and the creeks don't rise. *crosses fingers*

I am beginning to dislike school. It isn't because of the teachers or programs or anyone in particular. It is because i can't lsiten to any music online. Not enough something as simple as i heart radio. I know it sounds childish but when you show up hours early before classes begin to work on research papers the silence is overwhelming. Music helps. I guess i need to find a new alternative now. This really blows. :/ What is wrong about listening to a simple station online to pass time? Nothing other than i guess 1 could argue that is distracting for students :(