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Tell me how my life is dissappearing from me now....and ill probably cry. shed a few tears, and sit silent under the stars for days.



Im not sure why, or what, or how I did something to make everyone go away. But I did.



I have honestly never felt so alone in my life, All of my friends have gone away, they are never around, never online, and there is noone to talk to. I cant get any advice and sometimes I just wish I was someone else, somewhere else.



Life has gone downhill agian....my friends are gones yes....but they come back......my love life......has dimmished.......things have changed.......its like im not good enough......he's changed.......entirely......even mom says that he has changed since he first moved here.......I keep telling mom that what I do and say is only what he does...but she doesnt seem to believe me.....says its not nessecary......I know for a fact that he has changed for the worse......his image is different...not just his personality...he has withdrawn, barely talks to anyone, is on the computer playing games more then he talks to actual human beings.....



Lately all ive felt like doing is crying....a part of me wants him gone...out of my life...another part of me...doesnt.....but I do know that this isnt going to last much longer....mom thinks he wont last much longer here...that he will leave....im already okay about that.....I know that after this......itll be a loong while before i think about being with someone....this one will hurt.......worse then the last one.......