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I'm sorry dyzan I never ment to piss you off. Your a good friend to not be upset that I pissed you off when i wasn't trying to. Im upset coz Your like my big brother and I hurt you. I'm sorry for that dyzan, so im saying sorry in public so you see how sorry i am for going that. Please forgive me?

This is the first thanksgiving with oout my momma. I miss her alot i wish she was here so i wouldnt feel so lost. Im starting to hate the holidays coz shes not here to make them happy again. She was always happy to be around family she held it together when things started going wrong. She made you laugh when we start to get fussy. I miss you momma.

HI!!! lol. Well College is hard and going good. met some good friends. Jason earp, and britteny scott. They are kisck ass lol. I just got home from hanging with my loud family, and damn they are loud i could hear them over my ipod hahaha. But hey we had fun met some family i never met before in my life. But hell they know me like we hung out forever. Tomorrow I'm taking my aunt to the toby keth restrant for her birthday. i hope it makes her happy

I sit here talking to you and you talk about your gf and then you say you love me. How does that work you want to fuck her and me be fine with it? It dont work that way never does. I love you and you dont care so why love back i guess. I cry coz you talk about fucking her and crap but never think of how much it hurts me when you ask if itd make me mad. I cant say no it wont make me mad coz, it hurts just for you to ask that from me to do. I am sorry but you can have her if you want her so much, you say you dont love her and you dont want her but you talk about her all the time. You dont know how much that hurts me inside. You ask whats wrong but I can't get myself to say whats bothering me coz you date her and sit here talking about her and saying you dont want her but you wangt to have sex with her so bad you can taste it and dont even think of how i feel since you say you want, love , and much have me. *shrugs* Well im sorry to hang up on you but i couldnt keep in mouth shut and just listen to that. So you can have your girl that makes you happy.

Been gone for a while sorry. College work keeps ya busy and a night job dont help for me in the free time. sorry if you message me and i dont get back to ya sorry.. Im trying to get free time but i only have saturday off so im sorry im not on then studies are hard and been busy with family and my damn car lol..

I sit here thinking of you, thinking of why you did what you did. But it just comes back to i couldnt keep you happy. So i tell myself i deserve it but im just me so i say fuck you and leave me alone to the world. Its a hard mean place the world is so all we can say is fuck you to the world. You want to be loved and never let go by the one you love but it always happens. You read the books of fiction and wish that the girl/guy in the story was you and the one you love but thats why its called fiction coz well it doesnt happen to some of us like it does in books. Its the way the world works really, it gives you a good thing then before you know it, it rips your heart out aleaving you laying on the ground crying and calling someones name for help but they never come. They say they love you but do you ever really know if he tells the truth when he says that? Nope he/she could just like to play with someone for fun. lol man we live in a mean ass world but hey we live and lose, we cry and laugh but we will always love the someone we love

You say you love me but you told me you didnt have a phone or nothing. But then you tell me its my fault coz i dont call. How can i when you tell me you dont have a phone? I cant and well im sorry I love you and I ever met you. Its all my fault for this stupid feeling. I do love you stupid stupid boy but you say i dont so im giving you what you want im leaving for good this time. I hope you are happy and have a wonderful life in the world. I hope like hell you still go to college so u can be happy. But its all i can do is wish for you now. You ahte me and always did like everyone else that i loved and cared for. You can call me anything you want to coz i deserve it anyways always do. So this is to you, I love you and wish you the best in the world.