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Tears sting my eyes

And burn my cheeks.

My chest hurts more

And more with every breath.

My heart is pounding,

Thumping out a rhythm

All its own.

The rhythm of

"The Lullaby of Heartache."



The tears I cry are black

Because pain and hurt have turned my heart to stone.

They cut gorges into my cheeks as they run;

From eye, to cheek, to nose, to chin.



The burn lets me know I am still alive

and inside my silent Hell I shall dwell.

Condemmed forever to suffer this pain,

And hurt.

Agony and misery are now very dear friends of mine.

As we walk together down these firey halls.



Pain.......

The pain is immense

And almost unbearable.

Please, someone come save me

And put me out of misery.

Why is it that we leave one place and travel to another; only to move on to yet another place only to end up back where we started??

Why leave in the first place some may ask but unless you are in that exact moment wearing that persons shoes you will never understand. You may even close your eyes to things that are most obvious reasons why they would do that. Maybe you are angered by their decision, or hurt or maybe you never really cared the way you should have in the first place.



But of you I ask. Who are you to judge them for whatever decision they make?? You the one who was suppose to be a friend, suppose to care for them and accept them just the way they were. Who are you to judge?? Why judge?? Is it easier to judge someone else rather than look at yourself and fix what is wrong there?? I guess so because it happens to often. The ones who claim to care the most are usually the first to judge.



Maybe the next time you find yourself in a situation like this you will step back and look at things from all points of view before passing judgement. Maybe you will think twice before you believe what someone tells you over your own friends, family, etc. And remember at some point, for some reason everyone lies. But will you decide to let a lie ruin a relationship or let the truth put some freedom in that relationship?



You are the one who will have to decide.