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Craving and addiction is not desire. It's pain. Desires arise from the place in you that is full. Craving arises from the place in you that is empty. A moment of craving is a moment of feeling incomplete. It's an externalized attempt to feel whole again. There is no amount of fulfilling your cravings that will make you feel whole. Temporarily, maybe. But you will always come back to the hole in your bucket. Eventually, you need to fix your container.

You will come across men who like mysteries until they meet one they cannot solve; men who think women should be caught and pinned down; men who are unkind to women they cannot figure out. You will come across men who expect you to shrink yourself to fit their shallow ideals; to fit into the space between pretty and nice, to make you easier for them to comprehend. But the truth is, those men will never have the vocabulary to define all that you are- they will only ever be able to be there for you in half-measures because they cannot even fill themselves up. And the next time you come across such a man, this is what you'll say: "I am not sorry that you are intimidated by me. I am the ocean, home to depths that people die trying to explore and get to the bottom of- I would rather drown myself than calm my tide just to make your journey smoother."

Men feast on me
with their eyes
only to spit me out
when I speak.

"I am all honey and gunpowder"

and women with
war in their bones
are hard to swallow.

Pleasure is not a sin.

Order the bread basket; soak in oil.
Step out into nights wet with wanting.
Go the long way around if the view is better.
Swim naked.
Dirty your knees at desire's holy altar.
Seek, sweat, and savor.
Give love your tender mouth.

fuck lingerie -
wear your tremble for me.
wear the way your pulse
has never learned how to slow down.
wear the ghosts of every time
someone called you too much.
wear the moan of your first heartbreak,
the gasp of your first joy,
wear nothing
but the way you look at me
like a place to lay.

Them: What's your secret to manifestation?
Me: Sex magick.....
Ever tried whispering your dreams into the spine of someone who believes in you
While your bodies are speaking a language older than words?
Ever come so hard the entire universe restructured itself to fit your vision?
Yeah. That.