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You give me the physical violence that calms my soul,
Pacifies my weeping cunt,
And leaves me in rose colored dreams

Let your tongue write poetry on my skin
Kiss me so hard my lips bruise,
But leave something tender in the pain.

Let me taste your desperation while you claim mine.
Fuck me until every breath we take feels stolen

I take walks at night when I can't sleep. And in that field all alone, I feel more at home with the distant light of the street lamp a mile down. I don't know why I find so much comfort in not knowing where I am going but knowing it is better than here. I pray to a god I don't believe in that one day people can be happy. If I could I would take all the pain from you; but I know you deserve it more than I do.

I never knew what it felt like to have a purpose in my life or in myself until I met you. I wish I knew you sooner and how your mind perfectly mimics my own. Love me like your old mattress, put the weight of your existence onto me so I can feel what it's like to have a purpose. You tell me I am making you better.

So I keep praying to this god I don't believe in to help someone find a purpose and to give them the happiness they deserve, who knew it would be you.

When we first met you told me how much you loved sleep. But your naps soon turned into walks and sleeping at night became late night talks. You say I make you feel a little more alive.

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I am thinking about a life without you but I hardly see a purpose in that.

Beware of the daggers hidden in a girl's mouth.
Her words will cut you so quick that you will only realize
once she rubs salt and venom into your wounds.

You are a sweet, sceptre of a smile from a perfectly painted mouth,
but she's made of something fierce; and wild animals bare their teeth
to warn you that they can rip the heart out of your chest,
without any remorse.

I take rumors as a compliment.
The fact that you're bringing my name to tables
I don't sit at shows your obsession.

Please; tell me what else did I do?

You ever been pinned to a wall and eaten
senseless by a dominant on their
knees, arms locked around your thighs?
That's the only kind of helplessness I want.

That feeling when he's inside you
burying his face in your neck
murmuring how much he loves you
stroking you into craziness
and groaning in your ears is
everything

Before fucking with me
consider this.

You call people to handle something.

People call me to handle something.

We are not the same.

Fuck...
I want you
until my legs shake
until my throat is sore
until I have to come up for air
until we're touched, tasted, occupied
every inch of one another
until we're temporarily filled
our craving for each other

Come to me. Let me remind you why human contact is an absolute necessity. Let me grab those hips of yours, and bring you in close enough to show you that you will never lose me. I want to bite your lips and fill your mouth with reasons why you'll never want to belong to anyone else. I'll let you trail your fingernails down my back as a map of the places you've taken me. You'll fill my ears with noises you make and the remind me that the only thing I want to get high off of is your laugh. And when I whisper that I love you, it'll never be out of secrecy, but rather out of the certainty that you literally leave me breathless.

Hands that kiss hymns up your sides,
He confesses how long he's looked
for a place to worship and,
oh,
you put him on his knees.
When he sinks to the floor and moans,
like he can't help himself,
you wonder if the other angels
fell so sweet.

My ideal man is someone who embodies the term 'dominant' but looks at me as his equal. I will gladly kneel at the feet of a man who walks by my side.

I want you
to tear down my walls.
Let me feel those hands.
Let me taste your hunger as you devour me.
Get inside me. Under my skin.
Enter my blood stream.
Love me.
Tonight.
Tomorrow.
Always.

i keep having this craving.

a hunger that i can't seem to satisfy.

it's not some little thing in the back of my mind.

it's a physical craving for something intangible.

i realized tonight what it is

i realized what will satisfy my hunger



it's you

i want to fuck the self doubt from you
drive the ghosts from your darkness
leave you a mess
a tangled
breathless
glowing body

to run my fingertips up and over your hips
down every single ridge of your spine
and watch the constellations dance in their wake

i want to love you until you burn so brightly
i can no longer touch your skin
and i am left laying in your star fields
bathing in the moonlight
sleeping in your afterglow

I see it in your eyes, your soul craves to inhale mine. If I could, I would crawl in and kiss each rib with my love. Wrap myself around layer by layer, until you feel all of my warmth. Feed your lungs every ounce of air and keeps me alive.
Perhaps, if you allow my lips to sleep over yours. To embrace the corners my tongue so achingly yearns to swim in, maybe then, I could show you. Help you understand how desperate my heart is to cradle yours.
You see, I want to melt into your skin, lay beneath every goosebump my breath makes you feel. I want what beats in my chest to keep yours charged. For my bones to be your strength.
How do I express what boils in my veins? From the moment your voice seeped into my air, all I feel, touch and see, is you, beloved.

We've done this before,
haven't we?
Found each other
in the middle of lifetimes,
pulled together
by something stronger
than time or death.
And we'll do it again,
in the next life,
and the one after that,
until we've lived
every love story
our souls
were meant to tell.

i cannot offer you all of me.
i am not whole.
i have chased shooting starlight down broken paths,
played with tainted hearts and sampled sin.
if you want me, you must take me as i am.
no one will ever have all of me.
i have fallen to pieces far too many times to be put back together completely.

i won't lie or play coy.
i wonder what you're like in bed.
i wonder what it would feel like to let your knee gently
part my thighs as your hands unwrapped my undergarments.
i imagine how your mouth could look melted against my collarbone,
if your movements would be urgent or slow.
i wonder what my name would sound like from your moaning throat.
i think about the weight of your body over mine,
how you would fill me, and what color your sex would stain my body.
a girl can dream...

When He slid
his hands
on the curves
of her body,
my mind slid
into lunacy.

And when She
slid her tongue
all over my body;
that was the moment
I questioned reality.

I want to be fucked in a room full of strangers ..... again.
Every eye will be on us.
Every gentleman will be envious of you for indulging
in the pleasures of my body.
Every lady will be envious of me; secretly longing
to be ravished in a room full of strange faces while
honoring, accepting, and letting her inner slut roam free...
even if just for the evening.