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everday
00:25 Dec 31 2008
Times Read: 655

very Day I'd wake up in tears

And watch the dawn come

Carrying all my fears

I fear that I'd lose someone today

I fear there's no one to show me the way

I fear life

I fear death

I fear the earth

It's last struggling breath

Though I try

To ignore this pain

Though I try

To stay calm and sane

Darkness continues to creep into my heart

Overtaking my soul

Destroying my heart

I try to be strong

I always say it's alright

Awake I struggle

But true peace comes at night

When my eyelids flutter

And then close tight

Words of prayer I utter

Before saying good night

In sleep I find peace

In my dreams I see light

In this new world unbothered

My heart is all right

Here there is nothing

That I can fear

No one to hurt me

No words to hear

In sleep I know

My words can hurt no one

Sensitive or bold

In my dreams I escape

To places far away

Places reality has never heard of

I dream about every day

Beautiful places so peaceful and bright

Places of nature

And sheer delight

But as dawn comes again I feel my heart disappear

Jumping out of my chest

And running in fear

Again the tears they come and fall

I hug my blanket tighter

And huddle up against the wall

Oh if only the wonderful sleep could last

If only my heart could forget the past

If only my fears would go away

So I can live happily every day

Ah, but this is the terrible truth of life

Sharp and painful like the blade of a knife

Only true peace comes in an end

But it carries a message too hard to send

Goodbye dear family

I'll miss you my friends

May you remember me always

For memories never end

I don't mean to hurt you

Or cause you to grieve

But I can't take this life

I just want to leave

I only find happiness in my sleep

I just want to be at peace

Please do not weep

This is the only way

For me to find

Eternal sleep

And peace of mind

No longer will I wake in fear

Finally the dawn brings no tears

I just wish to go away

And maybe I will see a new day

For now loved ones

Don't be alarmed

I seek freedom from darkness

A soul unharmed

I hope to meet you again one day

But for now I must go away

I love you all

I'll miss you too

With all my heart I truly do

I guess I've said all I can say

Please understand it's the only way

Grieve not for me

I'll be alright

An endless sleep

And a peaceful goodnight

I Feel
00:24 Dec 31 2008
Times Read: 656

I feel that no one loves me,I feel that no one cares

I feel so much emptyness when people point and stare

I wait for the answer of hope and a dream come true

I ignore the pain inside me and the answer I already knew

Of all the hate and pain I feel inside

I know there's much I shouldn't hide

I think about the words I've said

I lay awake and cry in bed

I will never have what I want,I will never be free

I will be blind to this world and yet everyone else will see

There are many pieces to this world that will never fit

Sitting alone wanting and wishing it will all just quit

Knowing that it never will,I walk back down my shady life

Falling to my knees with pain that feels like a knife

All alone in this world,there's no help around

I can't taste,there's no smell,I can't feel,there is no sound

It's all just blackness and all I want is light

But there is no morning and no afternoon all there is,is night

This will never end I guess I'll have to deal

I thought this whole world was fake,but because of you,now I know it's real.

Now
00:21 Dec 31 2008
Times Read: 657

Das Messer schneidet tief, meine Zeit ist gekommen

Me
00:20 Dec 31 2008
Times Read: 658

schlitzen Sie meine Kehle auf und passen mich Blut auf

Lifes Ride
23:57 Dec 30 2008
Times Read: 659

And remember: "Life should NOT be a journey to the

grave with the intention of arriving! safely in an attractive and well

preserved

body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand -

chocolate

in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and screaming

"WOO HOO, What a Ride!"

Time
23:55 Dec 30 2008
Times Read: 660

It takes a moment to find someone special, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but an entire lifetime to forget them.

Tears
23:55 Dec 30 2008
Times Read: 661

No man is worth your tears, and the one who is wont make you cry.

The promise for a friend
23:54 Dec 30 2008
Times Read: 662






I can't promise u the sunshine in a cloudless clear blue sky or to make the

days seem shorter and to stop them as they fly.



I can't promise that tomorrow will be brighter than today or that the road



will be easier along lifes narrow way.



I can't promise that our futurelife will be filled with light there will be many



moments that will cause us pain and strife.

But there's one thing that i'll promise i will always be your friend, now until



forever when the sands of time might end.

FAREWELL
23:53 Dec 30 2008
Times Read: 663










TIME HAS GONE SO FAST

AND I THOUGHT THIS WOULD LAST

IF ONLY I CAN STOP THE TICKING

THEN I WOULD, SO YOU’LL NOT BE LEAVING



IT’S BEEN ONLY MONTHS, BUT FOR ME IT’S ETERNITY

THIS FRIENDSHIP THAT WE HAVE, I WISH FOR ITS CONTINUITY

THE LAUGHS AND WEEPINGS, THE GRIEF AND BLISS

ARE THE PRECIOUS THINGS THAT I WILL MISS



I’LL NEVER REGRET TAKING THIS PATH WITH YOU

AND I WILL NOT THINK TWICE TO START ANEW

I DON’T KNOW IF I CAN SURPASS THIS SADNESS

BUT I WILL FACE TOMORROW AND LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.



IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY, THAT EACH OF US SAID “HI!”

AND NOW, HERE COMES TODAY, THAT WE MUST SAY “GOODBYE!”

WE MIGHT NOT SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN

BUT GOD KNOWS, THIS IS NOT THE END.

I Love You Good-Bye
23:48 Dec 30 2008
Times Read: 665




To look at you

breaks my heart in two,

because I know

I can't be with you.





I realize your heart

belongs to another

but I can't be myself

they'll be no other... like you.





I imagine us together,

happy and free,

our true love endless

for all to see.





You and I on an island,

just the sand and the sea,

would be the perfect dream

but'll never be a reality.





I just want you to know I love you

as I leave you behind,

and to the one you spend your life with,

you're a valuable find.

Misunderstood
23:46 Dec 30 2008
Times Read: 666




When I cut, it is as deep as my pain

searing

thundering

my dark soul cries out but no one listens

think in your perpetual dead reason.

my heart is as black as my nail polish

i am mocked by foolish mortals

padding softly this padded cell

broken

i am fallen and will never rise

neil gaiman writes from my heart

endless unhappiness

Gothic Love Poem
23:45 Dec 30 2008
Times Read: 667




I would watch the sky with you

Scan the stars for super novas

Trace castles in the clouds

Count the degrees of the sliding moon.



It will be warm with a breeze

That draws us closer.

The world will melt

All sound but our breath, stop.

Time cease.

We will be a universe born

Building empires from atoms