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Ever got the feeling,

You're not really there,

Ever had that feeling,

You're drowning in despair,

Ever had that feeling,

They've given up on you,

I've got that feeling,

And i know you do too.



Ever got the feeling,

You're not really there,

Ever had that feeling,

No one truly cares,

Ever had that feeling,

There's more than you can see,

'Cause i've got that feeling,

And you can see right through me.



If you've ever got that feeling,

Running through you,

Just remember 2 things to do,

Remember you're loved,

By family and friends,

But by far remember,

Your enemies are your better friends,

Visit them often,

Screw up their marriage

Make sure they remember,

The day they took your life.



Ever had that feeling,

You're not really there?

Because i am,

But the sad thing is,

I've got this,

Transparent feeling.



By Jamie Ratcliffe



Illianos.

Run around the outside woods,

Enter the darkest area,

Set upon the ground,

Your bag and your supplies,

While you hide from your pursuers.



Enter night...



The sun goes down and light dissapears,

While all around you hear the weirdest fears,

Run through your head, a knife so sharp,

They've given up by now, you think somehow,

Yet you know you're never far from here.



The wolf howls at new blood smelt,

The bats twitter as they listen,

Echoes through the woods they can still see,

But you can't tell what's behind the next tree,

Yet the fire keeps you company, keeps you warm and well.



But do you know how far you've traveled?

Just where you're going to?

And do you understand what others are going through?

Do you realise all the pain you're causing?

Do you understand what this does to people?

Driving them insane under the pressure?

You're dead to the papers, but really hidden under rocks, it's sad to see a perfect man, become torn apart because family just didn't understand.

He ran away from his fears, and never left a note, they never knew what they did wrong, and soon they wepped many tears.



But this story doesn't end so bad,

I suppose you could say i'm glad.



This child went home 5 years later,

And announced his arrival as the front door was open,

No answer came from inside,

So he went and checked upstairs in the room on the right,

He could hear nothing, no stirring, no sound,

He opened the door and saw his parents bleeding on the ground.



To this day he visits their grave,

This old man, so pale... so sad,

But the one thing that one will never understand,

This man is actually the child's dad.



By Jamie Ratcliffe





Get it?

I don't :P



Illianos.

If you believe,

In hope and despair,

Why do you contradict yourself?

If you believe,

In life and death,

Why must you live through both?

If you believe,

In being happy and sad,

Why can you never be just one?

If you believe,

In social and personal acceptance,

Why does no one accept you?



Think about these things,

And wonder for just a second,

Are you truly accepted for what you are,

Or just for what you pretend to be.



By Jamie Ratcliffe



Illianos.