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I have had quite a long absence and I am here to fill you in. For months now nothing has been going right... now to top it off I have been diagnosed with severe (end stage) cirrohsis of the liver and liver cancer.



It is inoperable as the specialists said I would not survive the surgery. My liver is too far gone to regenerate itself so my only hope is a full liver transplant. So for 6 months this little Irish girl can't drink... soooo unfair!



So I have been spending alot of time in hospitals and visiting doctors and having major amounts blood taken (they never give any back, bastards!)... tests after tests every two weeks at two different hospitals. Not fun in a hospital when your arms are already black and blue from all the needles they poke in ya... and they want more! Its a lovely look!



I have quit drinking (no kidding!) and am on a special diet and a lot of medication and pain killers. But I am staying positive and know I will get through this!



Now I have to get myself set up on disability as I am not allowed to work. I just don't have the strength or stamina right now besides the pain comes and goes any time and my hours are totally screwed up. I will go for days without sleep until I have to drug myself to knock myself out.



I hope I will get to be back on more frequently... until then take care my friends and enjoy your life because you never know what is around the corner. There were no symptoms of this until it was too late and even then I thought I just had a kidney infection...



So thats it in a nutshell I guess... goodnight and will talk to you all soon. Take care and be well!



LadyLynn V^^V