Some people are like slinkies. Not really good for anything but they bring a smile to your face when you push them down a flight of stairs!!!
Come on in...
First of all, there is no rhyme nor reason to the order of things here.
It's about me, what interests me, makes me laugh, makes me cry... Pretty much the guts & glory of me! I hope you enjoy it...
Second, there is more in my portfolio, pictures, quizzes and the like if your interested...
A Proud Member and Coven Chaplain of
The Coven of the Templar Knights!!!
An interesting trio if I ever did see one....
Zombie, McDowell, Yankovic
A little about my past....
I was raised on a farm in a small town in eastern Ontario, Canada with my mother, grandfather, grandmother and brother. It was the same house my grandmother was born in. It had no indoor plumbing... so that means no indoor bathroom or running water (got water from a well)... and yes, we had an outhouse and a woodstove as the only source of heat which was in the kitchen. We boiled water on it and poured it in a big metal tub to bathe, yes... just like you see on the old westerns!! And since this was done in the living room... you prayed company didn't drop in!!! lmao!!! Oh how I wish I was kidding...lol
We moved into town when I was 14...
Shortly before turning 16... I had enough, so one day I went to school and instead decided to hop on a bus with a one way ticket to Toronto.... never told anyone where I was or contacted anyone.... I went home for the first time 9 years later...on my little brother's 16th birthday... No emotions, it was like everyone had just seen me the day before as opposed to hearing or knowing nothing for 9 years. But that's way my family was/is... we don't do emotion. We bury them and keep them hidden. Not always a bad thing but not always a good thing either!
Sitting on a park bench one day when I just turned 17 in Toronto, waiting for a job interview at a restaurant, a guy walked by and asked what time it was (3:10pm - I still remember)... stopped to talk, his name was Craig and a 20+ year friendship was born. He became the family I never had and always wanted!
I then finished high-school. After that I worked waitressing to put myself through college and I did it all on my own without taking a dime from anyone! I am damned proud of myself that I didn't have to crawl home or once ask for money! It has been been over 20 years... and it wasn't always easy and had found myself more than once homeless and hungry... but always managed to pull myself back up.
Life in general now....
Gone from absolutely shitty to pretty good, back and forth too many times, and now in the grand scheme of things, pretty good again, for now! But I don't sweat the small stuff... You live once... Live!!!!
*** I have few friends (as with the word love I do not use the word "friend" lightly and when I do use it, I mean it and it means something to me!) The friends I do have are loyal and love me for me! As I love them for them! You can't ask for anything more in a friend! They are an eclectic bunch of peeps... every race greed colour religion... no assholes though! They get weeded out pretty quickly! No time for them! The special ones will have pictures here or in my Portfolio. These are the best of the best!
My health is not at its best, understatement you could say... shit happens and it happens a lot to me so I survive, get through one day at a time. You'll never hear me moan and complain blah blah blah... shit happens don't it!!!! But more on all that in my Journal!
I care about people that I think are worthwhile and unfortunately most turn out not to be or don't know the meaning of loyalty, respect and honour! But I try to help and get fucked over... but I will still give the next person the chance, it's not their fault someone else was a dick, and I will help if I can, since I don't know where I would be today if someone didn't give me that chance... It doesn't always work out but everyone deserves ONE chance at least! They fuck it up though... they are on their own. They fuck ME up... they'll be sorry!! I believe in and enjoy revenge!!! I don't give 2nd chances! Unless the person has one fuck of a good reason!!!! And OOOOOOOOH NEVER NEVER LIE TO ME!!!! I hate people thinking I am stupid... I am SO NOT stupid! Book smart AND street smart! And I really DO NOT like people who DISRESPECT MY FAMILY OR MY FRIENDS...!!! I mean, if you disrespect them you are disrespecting me!!! So off ya go!!
I guess I think that since I don't fuck people over, others don't do it either! HA! But then you wouldn't get to dish out the sweet revenge!!!
So now I just don't let the assholes and goofs get to me... Fuck 'em!
|What do your eyes say about you?|
Eyes of Passion
Fiery, thats what you are. You have passion in your soul. You are the person that will defend those that you love with your very life, and to the death. You are not a person to piss off. If ever one you loved was in danger you would be the first to offer to take their place, and without a second s hesitation.
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I love Keith Richards! THE coolest man on earth! He died 10 years ago... just know one has told him yet!!! hahahahahahaha!
Family.... ummmm, I'll keep this one short!
Three wonderful (over-protective) brothers and a few great cousins... the rest of them...???... I met my "father" (don't know what to call the man cause he sure wasn't a father) once, about a year after I had left home... I am the spitting image of him... except for the ZZ Top beard (his, not mine!)! But I didn't know of his existence growing up and did fine.... didn't need him then, don't need him now... and never saw him again.... So thats the Fam... there were alot of them but most are dead! My real family have been, always were and always will be the bikers and friends that I have met throughout my life and have been loyal and true enough to be with me through ups and downs, mine and theirs and always will be.
A little about Love...
I have been burned before (too many times) and I have always found it hard to actually fall "in love"... when I say the words "I love you"... they mean something and I don't say them lightly!
So needless to say I am very cautious and probably a bit too untrusting when it comes to this "love" shit, and am always very picky... not one to be fooled by the nice wrapping....
Shit in a pretty bow - is still shit!!!!
I want the whole package! Looks, brains, heart and balls! I like men who are MEN! I find I am a bit of a male chauvenist... I like being a woman and treated as such... You treat me like a Queen and I will treat you like a King!!! Not easy to find... but at least I am willing to try! And of course there is finding someone who'll put up with ME!! THATS the tough part! LMAO!
Until that time or person comes along, I will bide my time...
As Eddie Murphy said... you will never find someone perfect... the best you can hope for is to find someone as fucked up as you are! hahaha! I so agree!
So, I want to find what is perfection according to me and yes, someone as fucked up as I am! The whole package and that includes mind, body and soul! I want to be me, and he be himself, no bullshit, no pussies and no phonies... And be drop dead gorgeous! hahahahaha... Oh admit it, we are all somewhat shallow! I just ain't afraid to say it! :)
|Whats your sex forbidden?|
Erotic Sex forbidden
Kissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!
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I believe in Destiny...
I believe that Destiny flows from One's past,
I believe that a person has many pasts
and One Destiny that goes on and on and on
till the end and it is fulfilled.
I believe that One Person has a mate
that they have loved comtinously
from days of old
thru their pasts to the present,
some lives they find that love
and others they don't...
...it's Destiny as to when and how they meet
and if the circumstances are correct
for them to be One!
"TILL THE DAY WE ARE REBORN" ... are the words I will speak to the ONE, when I have have found the ONE...
I want to share with you this poem. It was written by my dear friend here "ThothsAngel"
Aug 01 2007
Just for a day...
If I laid my head in your lap
And asked you to love me
Just for a minute...
If my tears fell
And I grew weak and weary
For an hour...
Could you hold me?
If I could not take a second more
I was beaten and worn
And needed you to love me
Just for a day...
If just for a while...
I needed you
To take time from your busy life
If you could only look
To see that I was broken
And if only your love could heal me
Would you love me...
Just for a day?
....written by "ThothsAngel"
Now, I do not know if what I have provided will satisfy your curiosity, morbid or otherwise... but I have done my best to share a little of me... and trust me THAT is something I do not do often, lightly or easily!
If this just wasn't enough for you and you have become utterly obsessed with me...it's okay, no worries... it happens!!! I have been stalked and kidnapped a few times! But please... just send me a message and ask and say what is on your mind! LOL! Nothing offends me (unless you do the things in my "dislike" list) nothing shocks me and nothing embarrasses me... so ask away!
I might not choose to answer but if I do you will get the truth!
|What is your theme song|
Down With The Sickness by Disturbed
Every where you go people abuse you either mentally or physically and eventually you will snap and attack them back .
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"Honesty, Loyalty and Respect"
To be given and earned...
... never taken nor demanded!
... and here is me.... in my dreams (oh and Nikki Sixx would be at my feet!!!)
REAL MEN, Vampyres, Any thing Celtic, Castles, Medieval times, Knights, Anne Rice, Stephen King, Edgar Allen Poe, Oscar Wylde, Anton LaVey, UFC, Hockey (Toronto Maple Leafs) Barrett Jackson Auctions, Horses, Car Racing, Harleys, Long rides with your man going nowhere in particular, a man who can sing (cause I like to but can't...!) or least one who will sing badly with me!, a nice bloody steak and lobster to go with it (sorry vegetarians... but I loves my bloody meat!), All types of music (well not hip-hop, techno shit - fine if thats your choice... just not mine), Rocky Horror Picture Show, Monty Python, Thunderstorms, Moonlight, Passion and Kissing in the Rain...
Gawd... this makes me laugh my ass off....
Some of the boys I would love love love to bite.... and taste.... yummy....
I remember going went to the Roxy Theatre to see Rocky Horror Picture Show when I was 16 (yeah, it was a while ago...) and loved it (My favorite movie to this day!) and Tim Curry is just too amazing in it! As he is in everything he does!
HANDSOME AND ODDLY SEXY IN GARTERS! TIM CURRY AS FRANK 'N FURTER IN THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW
AND... AS THE PRINCE OF DARKNESS IN "LEGEND"
HELLOOOOO? ITS JOHNNY DEPP... END OF STATEMENT!
GARY OLDMAN... WONDERFUL!!!!
"Do you believe in destiny, that even the powers of
time can be ordered to a single purpose? The luckiest man who walks on this earth is the one who finds true love."
THEY DON'T COME ANY HOTTER....
NOT BAD FOR A GUY THAT DIED!
NOW THIS IS ONE SMOKEN 50 YEAR OLD!!!
ERIC MARTIN (MR BIG) SO CUTE!
TOM KEIFER (CINDERELLA)... THE HAIR, THE VOICE, THE LIPS, THE SHEAR HOTTNESS!
MR TYLER.... 'NUFF SAID!
MICHAEL WINCOTT AS TOP DOLLAR FROM THE CROW. DAMNED HOT AND A WICKED VOICE!
BRANDON LEE AS ERIC DRAVEN FROM THE CROW
TYPE 0 NEGATIVE... PETE STEEL... AGAIN, THE VOICE!
STEPHEN AND NIKKI
ADAM ANT... HANDSOME, CUTE... HOT!
What can I say... (long) dark hair is my weakness... and raspy, growly voices!
AND SAM ELLIOT... JUST A DAMN COOL MAN AND AGAIN... WHAT A WICKED VOICE!!!
Rudness, Ignorance, Cruelty to animals and cruelty and disrespect to the elderly, Liars and Thieves, GOOFS!, rats, phoneys, noisey eaters, bad manners, disrespect, Jap scrap and crotch rocket bikes..., rap & hip-hop "music", assholes, whiners, bitchers and complainers... we've all it rough - stop blaming everyone else for your life going wrong!
If you need a miracle... be a miracle.
Well I guess time to go on to the not-so fun stuff...
I was lucky enough to once have had the pleasure of knowing a great man... until he was killed some fucking goof... for no other reason than he was trying to help someone else.... when he was shot and died in the ambulance on the way to the hospital.
He was a great friend and a real good man!
Three months later I lost my best friend, Craig, of over 20 years when he had a brain anerism... yes this is the same guy that I met on the park bench when I was 17!
I walked into work Monday morning to the phone call that Craig had died Saturday night. I had been away all weekend.
When I went to my desk and listened to my voice mail... there was a message from his girlfriend, on Saturday, saying she and Craig's mother were at the hospital and that Craig didn't think he was going to make and all he was asking for was to see me... that is what really hurt me. I wasn't there for him.
Although I do miss their friendship... I feel blessed that I got to have these two wonderful men in my life!
RIP Sean & Craig...
loved and missed forever
My Protectors and Friends!!!
Well I hope you enjoyed your little glimpse into me... obviously there is way more and way too much to every put on a single page! But you get the idea...
Family & Friends...
My Brother Psycho Dave
Me, Mom and Brother Peter
My Cousins... Kimmy (she is giving me 1/2 her liver if I am able to get the transplant! God love her!!) Betsey & Bonny (twins) and Melody (Muggsy), Me and Kimmys daughter, Destiny, in front.
My Cousin-In-Law and very good friend, Terry and his and Kimmy's kids... Bevy, Jesse and Mikey!!
One of My Best Friends Cathy and Me going up the CN Tower
This was my attempt at looking through the glass floor at the top of the CN Tower... Like Fuck I was gonna stand on that thing! LOL... Cathy was so proud I actually did this much!
So that is me in a nutshell!
Come back and say hi anytime!
I am always tweaking and changing things.
Add as a friend if you care to!
Now go away for now... ya gonna hang around all god-damned day!!!!
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