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Dearest friends and family on VR. We have a pedophile in our midst that has many accounts that comes with many different faces. These accounts are shadowking. He deleted that account. DarkestTemptations. Dark3lf. Thehaunting. Masterofmadness. Darkskelton. Bloodpact. Along with Ganren01 as well. Implore you to block these accounts asap. Keep your children away from these accounts as they are the same person. He's been targeting me for weeks on end finally revealing himself to me over messages. I can provide evidence privately. I have them on file. To the pedophile. You best enjoy your freedom while you can. Cause your days are numbered.

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immortalxkiss
02:04 Feb 27 2020

Baseless accusations should not be thrown around like this. MasterofMadness is not a pedophile nor is he any of those other people you've rattled off.

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Gosuckadickimmortalxkiss
02:13 Feb 27 2020

Stfu immortalxkiss he is a pedophile you don't know shit

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There's this place in my mind that makes me go very dark. When I go there I tend to push people away from me. Always wanting to be alone. I feel angry all the time. Mentally in pain. I always want to scream but I don't. Its exhausting that I can't function on a daily basis. To face the day I have to put on mask that hides my true self. When I'm home I just stay in my room and stare at my wall. I don't want help though. I just want to be held and be accepted for who I am at this point. To be loved and not left behind anymore. Please. Anyone. Please be my friend. Or my family. I don't want to be alone anymore. Reach out your hand to me and I'll take it. I'm sick of being in tears day in and day out. Trying to take my own life just for someone to come talk to me. I wanna be better. Or at least try to be better. Please. Someone.

There are some humans you can trust and can't trust. But you don't know which is which unless you take a leap of faith. Its hard because most of us trust at all. Or hardly ever. But in the end, once one human reveals who we are, then its usually all over. Blabber mouths the whole lot of them. It just gives us all the more reason to not trust anyone.

So, I'm just going to rant. I've been feeling kinda crappy lately. Depression kicking me in the rear and it sucks. But I'm trying to open up more to people. But... Even though I'm doing that, I feel like the mental hole I'm in keeps getting bigger and deeper. Sometimes I even take my own life. I'm taking medications and going to therapy. But it only goes so far. I feel like I need more than that. Like outside support or something. But I don't know who to go to. I don't have friends near me to go to. My family is distant from me. I'm alone besides on here. This site is my getaway from reality. Home away from home. Lol. Every time I come on I'm like, "My family!" Anyway. I just more friends on here. Maybe to rp with or to just to talk. Thanks for listening and reading. Love y'all.

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DarkestTemptation
14:35 Feb 24 2020

Sounds like you just need a big hug from a few here that care and understand what you are going through it’s tough but, you will make it. Just try to open up a bit talk be yourself and get to know others that been then and done that.

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Sangreas
02:34 Feb 26 2020

Depression is a lifelong journey and while medication can help only force of will can overcome it.Good luck on your journey,I know how it can be but try to keep at it.

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I'm having trouble staying staying positive about my life. Apparently my friends have all turned their backs on me. I told them what I was and they've changed and never treated me the same. Its to the point where they've stopped talking to me. My family tried to crucify me. Damn Catholics. No offense or anything though. Its just devastating is all that I'm alone in this.

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DarkestTemptation
14:28 Feb 24 2020

A honest to god good friend will stay and try there best to help you to feel better when your down in the dumps. Go out and have fun go places that are fun in nature. Try to life up your spirits and show you that you will never be alone. A good true friend cares and wants you to be and feel happy. Some secrets are best kept to you till you might feel it’s time to let it out or keep it inside. Those that don’t understand are afraid because they choose not to learn and understand what is happening in general.

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So, I know this isn't Reddit, but I thought this might give you guys a good laugh.

So I work in a pizza joint called Papa Murphy's take and bake right? I've been working there for 2.5 years and never seen a Karen in person before. Until a couple of months ago. This was my first encounter. And mind you this took place when we weren't open yet. We open at 11 am. My boss, coworker and I were in the back at 10:30 am talking and laughing. Having a great time. Til we hear this : "Excuse me!" We look and see this old lady standing there at the till, waiting for us to take her order. We just looked at each other cause we weren't open yet and the outside door has a schedule that says we open at 11 am. My boss walks over and says, "Can I help you?" The lady huffs, "I need to order a pizza." My boss says, " we don't open til 11 am". The lady tries to keep her cool saying, " I don't care, I want to order my pizza now." At this point my coworker and I were trying so hard not to laugh because I knew what she was. I explained it to my coworker. And we knew my boss wasn't going to take her bullshit. So she does this, "Look lady, I don't care who you are, but you're nobody special, we open at 11 am. You can wait, just like everyone else." The lady lost it, "You can't talk to me that way! Get me your manager." I lost my shit laughing right there and then. My boss did the final blow going. "Bitch, I am the manager!" The lady gaped and left the store. I've never seen her again after that.

So there is something I need to address and need to do it now. I just blocked three accounts by the same person. A confirmed pedophile. I'm going be quiet about this and just let you guys know. I may have been targeted but I won't let anyone else have the same fate. If you want more info on the matter, don't hesitate to message me privately. I'm not trying to seek attention. I just want to spread awareness.

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Deathsaint37
10:33 Feb 21 2020

For whatever it's worth I will pray for you

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LilicaZhaki
01:06 Feb 22 2020

Thank you. That means a lot

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I feel numb. People want to be with me but I have no idea why. I don't see myself as what other people see. I see myself as a monster.

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NikkiAidyn
01:11 Feb 21 2020

Sometimes we are hardest on ourselves... maybe you should try to see yourself through their eyes

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Deathsaint37
10:34 Feb 21 2020

I may say so you're in a world full of monsters and that's why we were attracted to you because you deep down you're a great person to be around so don't really worry about being one cuz you're in a world full of it

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LilicaZhaki
01:05 Feb 22 2020

I consider all of these people on here my brothers and sisters to be honest.

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Sangreas
02:37 Feb 26 2020

I have had depression for years and only a special little lady helps me keep going and not see myself as a monster.We’re all different and sometimes we can hurt others,but everyone makes mistakes and if you feel like you’re a monster you probably aren’t one.

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Sometimes its a good day. Sometimes its a bad day. And most times, I wanna kill some poor asshole. But its all good. Why is it that everyone I care about is leaving me behind no matter how much I hold on to them dear to my heart? Its like I'm being ripped apart and get hurt in the process. Going in different directions at once, just to please everyone in my life. Or get left behind while trying. Its like nothing I do is good enough. And yet I still try. And I don't know why. Then I get betrayed by getting ghosted or discarded for someone else. I just sit there and wait for them to come back. I can't do it anymore. None of you have come back for me. Now I won't wait anymore. Its not fair, being alone. Not trusting. I hate it. If you all ever come back. I won't be there waiting anymore. I'll be long gone. Goodbye....

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Deathsaint37
10:37 Feb 21 2020

Car reminds me of a quotation sometimes the people you care about most in life will turn on you it's not that is a guy that makes a truly sad it's when they become your enemy in life and they wouldn't stick out with you until the end that's what's really sad what's up

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I love being near water or swim in the water. And to sing. A lot of people call me a siren. I don't know if I'm that good but I do say thank you. When I swim it puts me at ease. I don't know why but it does. Singing, keeps me sane. Apparently other people like my singing. So yeah plain to see that I might be what some humans like to call a melodic vampire. So idea what that means but it sounds interesting. lol

Have you ever seen shadows of some kind and feel a familiar connection and you don't have no idea why? Its like every time I turn around its there and I have no clue why. It doesn't scare me. But I don't know what to do. It feels familiar. Like a long lost friend or loved one. But why? What connection could someone have with me. I know that I'm on the verge of becoming human again. I don't need a reminder of it. Might as give up entirely and accept my fate. But it terrifies me. Lower vampires are probably seeking me out to eat me. Might as well let them.

I can't seem to get him off my mind. I feel the connection so strongly. But I'm so afraid to let him get close to me. To do anything to me. I've been hurt and abused so many times that it scares me to let anyone in. Whats wrong with me?

People keep telling me to find a new mate. To either preserve the family coven or start my own. I didn't know why its so important to find a mate for life. But I don't know how though. Nor do I know why anyone would choose me as a life mate.

Tell me. Where did I go wrong? I had everything I could ever ask for. Lover, baby, house. Now... its all gone. I thought everything was going right. Guess I was just blinded by what I had. All have left is an empty house and a whole lot of tears. What is it that I did wrong? Was it revealing what I really am? I can't help that, I'm sorry. Now, I have nothing. I nothing but a devoted partner. What else did you want from me? What was wrong with me? I thought I was doing everything right. Was it because of my weight gain or something along those lines? Just tell me! You just up, took our baby and left. How could you do this to me? Its just cruel. And wrong. Now that I think about it.... You were the one that's wrong. And yet, I'm the one whose sitting here alone with nothing but tears. So tell me. How is this right?

Its funny. My sire is in the same city as me and I didn't even know it til recently. Explains the haziness I've been feeling lately. Its him calling me. I know it is. I can't go to him and it hurts. Its like I can't breathe and really thirsty at the same time. I walk around like a zombie with no expression at all. It scares me. When I come round I have no idea where I am and how I got there. I guess I'll find out when I find him.

I feel the sexual need to hunt. I don't know if that makes any sense of not but its the only way I can describe it. Its like some Incubus demons are near by. Its just so overwhelming that I can barely do anything.

The path, clear as day as I ride on my horse. Just bareback and galloping so fast in the woods. My horse pure white. Wolves running along side us. Howling living free. The wind blowing in my hair and their fur. Such freedom. Just going and going and never getting tired. Just loving the feeling of no rules and laws. Just me and me alone

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Earthgrinder
04:37 Feb 14 2020

That is freedom and that is what it is all about. I hear you.

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Its been said that humans fear that they don't know or/understand. Vampires are no different. Some might not think so but I see it. I know to be true from all the abuse and torture from humans keeping me prisoner. We may fear but we rise above that fear. To be feared ourselves. To be stronger. But as we grow stronger, we lose trust in people. The trust I have in humans and vampires alike is very slim.

My dearest Sire,

There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I wonder how you're doing. I'm still searching for you. And yet you keep evading me. I have so many questions that need answering. Like, why didn't you train me like you should have. I hope I find you in this life cycle. I'm determined to sense you once again.

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IvysxHaven
01:17 Feb 13 2020

I know how you feel, lost my first one, years ago he was everything to me. I am here if you need guidance and support, there are many of us here who will listen and guide you.

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LilicaZhaki
02:10 Feb 13 2020

I need a Sire. So that means a lot

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I met someone and I feel something that I haven't felt in a very long time. I'm scared to get attached. I've been hurt so many time. before. Here's to hoping it goes well I guess

Blood. Sweet intoxicating blood. Screams of humans filling my ears. All I can do is laugh at the screams. The sweet blood splattering all over my face. All I really feel is anger at this point. No love at all anymore. Humans have screwed me over and over again. Well, no more. Vampires need to rise up take whats rightfully ours. Our right to live and not be hunted.

I've searching for someone for such a long time. I don't feel him in this world anymore. I don't know how long I've been alone. Year. Ages. Who knows. I can't feel anything anymore. I've met so many people along my journey. But as I start to really feel again, I'm left to be alone again. All I am doing is going through the motions. Unless someone can make me feel something again.. Its almost time for me to move on to a different place again.

It takes a lot to feel something in this world. One way is to get high. I'll admit its not the best way but its all I got for now. It seems like my best isn't enough to get by anymore. Theres wanting to feel something. But then theres just faking it to feel something. Most of the time I fake it. I don't have a reason to be real anymore. Why bother? Theres no point since I'm judged every five minutes.

Many humans think that vampires are to be feared or worshiped. Or a downright abomination. For me as a vampire myself, I guess it depends on the individual human themselves. I've dated plenty of humans. Most of them are the same. Egotistical jerks who think that vampires are all the same beings from movies and books. Stereotypical Blood thirsty beasts. Its insulting! You'd think that they'd all live in the dark ages. Its pathetic. Then there are those you marvel us and wish to be us without thinking twice about what they're giving up. Its mind boggling. To be a vampire, you have to keep that world as you know it and start over being alone and work your way up. To be feared by those around you. Not knowing who to trust, where your next meal is gonna be. Humans are delicate creatures. Going from one life to the next. And destructive. And they call us evil. Maybe Humans should take a good look at themselves in the mirror before judging us any further than they already have.

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Vampireking777
03:24 Feb 09 2020

Well that human ignorance for you and it common problem.

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So I got sick. I have no idea how but I did. Some energy might've been taken from me while I was out yesterday. Wouldn't surprise me. Though it annoys me a bit since I have to work tomorrow

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Vampireking777
08:30 Feb 08 2020

Well Get better soon

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There are a few things that I despise in this world. But there are many things that I love in this world. However, there is one thing that I've forgotten in this world. And that's to feel. Anything really. Emotions mostly. To... Touch one's flesh with my own. Why anyone would want this is beyond me but to each their own. I have been asked what its like to be a vampire. I don't really know how to answer that question but to say to people that they should find out for themselves. People in my close circle know that I don't feed unless its extremely necessary. Or given permission. Whether its energy or blood, doesn't matter. Being a vampire.... It can be taxing on one's self. It can be amazing and scary all at the same time when you are newly turned. But if you are just a blood bag... Well, lets just say you're screwed either way. Why? You're eaten away slowly. But you look at us as like we're marvels to look at. Beings that are beautiful. I don't think of myself as such. Oh no no no no no. Far from it. We vampires are fleeting beings. Some of us claim that we are immortal.... Immortal, Ha! Not in the slightest. We can die, just not in ways people might think. And yes we live a long time. Some of us thrive in the sunlight, calling ourselves day walkers. Don't make me laugh. Most of us prefer that moonlight. Far more comfortable if you ask me. I've walked this earth for thousands of years. I may look lovely and beautiful on the outside. But on the inside, I'm very much tired. And yet I choose to carry on. Why? To find someone that will fill my dead soul with hope once more. Well, I should go slumber in order to wake up to a brand new day/night. Goodnight/Good day, my fellow children of the night.

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LadyLavender
11:15 Feb 06 2020

Amen to that miss,. I feel these things constently Im and empath vampire my self.

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iris18
03:16 Feb 11 2020

I feel ya. Journey never stops

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Humans are never happy with what they have. They always want they can't have. Always striving for being the best at everything they can achieve. But hate themselves because someone else is one step ahead above the other person. Never ending cycle. Then there's the temptation of cheating and taking what we want. Just to get to the point of where we want to be. But the temptation of wanting more will always be there. Some are weak and some are strong to the very powerful temptation that many people succumb to. Which are you? Do you have the will power to not give in? Or will surrender to the temptation that you're facing.

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LadyLavender
11:15 Feb 06 2020

True story keep it up.

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What attracts us to this wonderful yet painful concept we call love. The complexity of the meaning. Different types, meanings, uses, ways... I can go on. Its something we cling on for dear life and yet we fear it so much it hurts us from the inside out. It can drive the very most respectable person in the world into madness. How? Well let me tell you. If a person sees someone they fall instantly in love with, they immediately become jealous if the person they desire is taken. And every time the person sees their love interest, the jealousy broils within them to the point where it becomes resentment, then into hate, then into pure rage, then into madness. They start to have thoughts of doing things they'd never do if sane. Such as murder or causing scenes into fights. Or get so drunk they don't know what they're doing. Sometimes the thoughts get too much and the murder gets carried out onto the loved one and their lover. Then when the person comes to their senses and realizes what they've done, they go into despair and either turn themselves in or go into further madness. They go into an asylum never to be seen again.

Time has always unpredictable since the day of Earth's existence. Even the existence of this universe. How you ask? Science. Or so the human race says. Scientists that think they it all figured out. Then more questions than answers up and its back to square one. Well technically speaking. Seems like the fate of time has a hold of you the moment you are born. And it follows you everywhere you go no matter what you do. Telling you how to act, what to say, how to dress, what shoes to wear, what to eat, etc. People say that you can't change your fate or you can't your destiny. But you can. I know this because I did. All it takes is one step at and taking someone's hand that you trust/love the most. Let mine be that hand.

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Earthgrinder
03:06 Feb 04 2020

Time is an interesting concept, structure whatever it is it can not be recovered once lost it is gone. We only have now. use your time wisely. memento mori.

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People tend to hang on emotion. why? People hang on to hope. why? Humanity. Its nothing but word now. Nothing speaks humanity anymore. why? There's no point in it anymore in it anymore. All there is only destruction and more destruction. Everywhere you look people fighting each other. Doesn't matter if its a mere battle or a war. It always ends in blood shed. So why? Why feel anything at all? Its just end up feeling pain in the end. Why? I just don't understand at all

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DarkestTemptation
21:23 Feb 02 2020

Because things have changed here on earth and in the spiritual realms too. It has a pull on many people that are weak minded or have no care for the future or anything great or wonderful. Their whole sense has been altered by god or twisted like that of the devil. It’s a all out battle good verses evil and everyone is in the center of it all. That is my view on the matter. Few might agree and few might disagree. But, it is what it is.

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It is said that when you're born, you're body begins to die immediately. Very slowly. As you age, the faster you death approaches. But you don't notice it because its faint. Years and years to you turn elderly til you start to realize your at deaths door. However you fight to stay alive, your strength depletes. At this point you get tired and shut your for your eternal. Eternal night and slumber overcomes you. As you sleep, your soul prepares to be reborn again. A never ending cycle.

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DarkestTemptation
21:28 Feb 02 2020

The outcome is to learn all that you should know and not to repeat the same mistakes from our past life’s. But, my question is how would you know what they was if I can’t remember them til it’s to late.

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