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i dnt even kno why im writing this... i just feel like if i dont get it out i might fall apart completely.
i feel so so alone. not just like... no ones here... but like no one would even notice if i was gone.

my hands wont stop shaking. its hard to even type. my chest hurts and my eyes sting, i keep crying and idk why anymore.
i just want someone to tell me im not broken. that im not invisible.

i wish i had friends. like real friends who dont laugh at me or ignore me or just... pretend i dont exist.
i try to smile but it doesnt feel real. i feel fake. like i’m just a ghost walking around and no one sees me.

everytime i try to talk to someone i panic. my heart goes so fast n i feel sick.
so i just stay quiet... but then ppl say im weird for that too. i cant win.

i dont kno whats wrong with me.
i just want someone to care. even just one person.
maybe then id stop feeling like this.

pls if anyone ever reads this... im still here. barely.
but im here.

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Cadrewolf2
19:14 Jul 01 2025

Be strong for feelings pass and life expands to unknown journey

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captainglobehead
20:42 Jul 01 2025

More people care than you know. Feel free to reach out.

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