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Man, has anyone else been inundated with moronic messages from whelps thinking they're all that and a bag of cookies? Over the past few days, i've managed to have multiple ridiculous messages from babies on here, either challenging me or wanting to be my friend, or threatening me with their 'dragon sword'.

Oh god... is this what our culture is coming to? These kids are ruining the experience this site is supposd to provide.

Oh, and the grammar and english used? virtually nonexistent! Good lord, if that's the state of the American school system, then i'm glad I live north of the border!!!

And to the whelps that have been pestering me? If for some odd chance you happen to read this (and understand it), mess with me, I dare you to. You won' t like the result. For the one that wants to impale me on his sword? Bring it, I've been training with weapons and without for longer then you've been alive. Bring you and your cronies, I'll take you all to school .. first in combat, and then in proper english. It appears you need lessons in both!



Thank you.. rant over..:)

WOOHOO!!! Good news (mostly) for once!!!

Went to the doc's this morning, fully expecting another bout of radiation treatment and feeling icky for days. Instead, the he sits me down and tells me that I DON'T HAVE LEUKEMIA!! Yeayy!!

The down side is that my large intestine is breaking down at a scary rate.. thanks again to the Crohn's. Turns out that the markers that showed up in the initial blood test are the same for both problems, and only when they ran the full test did they discover what was really wrong with me.

While I'm ecstatic that i don't have leukemia, I'm hoping that the new meds i'm going to be on will do their job. See, if they don't, say bye-bye to my guts.. that's right, they'll take 'em all out and give good ol' Mav a colostomy bag.. but on the bright side, no dying today!!!

On step at a time now.. and here's to hoping the new meds will kick in and do the job they're supposed to do.

Big thank you to all who were thinking of me and worrying for me.. there's a lot less to worry about now! :)

Wow, after today, I DEFINATELY do not reccomend radiation treatment!!! Went to see my specialist today to follow up on the tests done last week on me.

The good news was that the previous tests were not conclusive for leukemia.. YEAY!! Mind you, he changed my meds anyways, and decided that it wouldn't hurt to zap me today with radiation.. 'just to be safe'. They also took blood before and after to see how I'm doing..

Well, back to the 'zapping'. Really don't recommend it to anyone unless you really, really need to. See, what they do is they inject you with a radio isotope then put you on a table and pass a nice big machine over you. .think x-ray, mri, etc... only problem is, you get all weird feeling.. warm.. odd..

when i got up.. I felt stoned.. in a bad way. and had this really weird halo around everything I looked at..

the werid feeling turned into nausea when my parents came to drive me back to my place. Thankfully I didnt' throw up in their car..

At least now I'm feeling better and the future is looking a little brighter then it did yesterday. I may not feel better right now, but i will soon, and that's all that really matters

my recommendation? don't get crohn's disease.. it's really not a fun ride

Well, shit.. never fails.. Here I am going on with my life, pretty happy and all. New job looming on the near horizon, great friends, fantastic woman in my life, only bills are easily handled, then this...

See, I've got Crohn's disease. One of those nasty 'we don't have a cure for it yet, but we're trying' diseases. if affects your intestines, in a very bad way. Without going into deep medical explanation, i have to be very careful about what I eat. Because of the swelling that the Crohn's causes, i don't digest food the way a normal person does.. hell, some foods I can't digest at all. And when I don't digest properly, I get the runs.. think the worst case of diahherra you've ever had.. that's me.. can't find a toilet fast enough. That's compunded by the fact that I lost 7 of 12 muscle rings in my ass to it, meaning when I gotta go, I GOTTA GO!!

I'm on medication, which contains it for the most part, and I've been doing fairly well the last while.

Which brings me to today. I get woken up this morning by a phone call from my specialist.. he wants me in to the hospital asap for some tests.. apparently my white blood cell count is off. So, in I go. The hospital proceeds to run a whole bunch of tests on me, and my specialist sits me down... turns out i've got phelbitis and looks like I may have leukemia.. Well isn't that a kick in the balls.

If it's that, I'm going to be in the hospital for several weeks, dealing with chemo and radiation therapy. Nice.

So here I am, feeling like shit from the injections this morning, puking my guts out, dizzy, and may have to go throught this every day for the next 6 weeks.. Yeay. On the plus side, I'm already bald, so no worries about hair loss, and i'll prolly lose about 40 pounds.. well, that I don't need, i'm barely 150 as it is!

Just when it seems like things are progressing, bang! Guess we'll just have to wait till monday and see what the full test results are. here's to hoping it's something they can handle quickly and easily!

Ever meet someone you thought was going to be a cool person? Maybe turn into a partner or a friend? Then, as things continue, you find that they're, well, kind of odd. Not odd like most of us are odd, but odd as in scary odd.. They show up at weird times, call at even weirder times.. thinking YOU'RE the only one who can help them/fix their problem/understands them..

You know, the 4am phone call where all they want to do is talk... the 10 calls a day 'just to make sure you're ok'.. stopping by work.. giving you gifts long after you've made things clear that you don't need/want to see them... generally becoming a pain in the ass.

then it becomes really scary. They just won't leave you alone, no matter what information you give them. Man, I had to have my roomies and my significant other talk tell one on the phone that i'm not intersted.. SHE STILL TRIES!!!!!

It doesn't just seem to be me either.. too many people I know (and a few from vr) have their own personal stalkers.. be it virtual or whatever..

What is it with these people? Can they not understand that we don't want or need them in our lives? Can't they just move on and do something consrtuctive with their time other then harass us?

This comes out now after a multiple phone-call and email day from my stalker, as well as several friends complaining to me about similar things...

Well, i'm done, enjoy!