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Ever get the feeling it's ground hog dau all over again?



For the past 2 years I've suffered from a problem with my left eye since I had Lasik surgery for correction vision.



On and off, I get a new attack



This year is the worst.



Since Feb, i've had a total of 7 attacks, 1 of which landed me hospital becasue I couldn't stand the pain anymore (for those who know me personally, will know pain is not an issue with me, I don't ever complain of it, so it was a huge thing to finally give in and admit I couldn't handle it anymore), 4 attackes at the intitute requiring medical attention



For the past 4 weeks, I've had the best period, no problems, but I am living on an oil eye ointment to get through, that mean... yes the horror of it.. no make up!!!!! ( I am so crushed by this)



Meaning I could catch up on work etc in this period.



It is now 1 week before my check up, and 2 weeks before my surgery to hopefully fix the problem and guess what?



IT'S FUCKING HAPPENED AGAIN TODAY!!!!!



Talk about not cutting a break.



So... another early night, no gym, no work, no net.. and no rave....5 minutes for messages... catch up in the conservatory and pop a few pain killers to make me sleep and nite nite for 12 hours....



Sorry about the whinging... you could say I am so sick of it, it's driving me insane and affecting my quality of life.



Whinge whinge whine whine.. I'm annoying myself!

Naughty me hasn't had time to type, to chat, to socialise, to enjoy.....



I have so many things I want to do... and I only achieve about 10% of it.



I hear you say, if you really wanted it, you would make time for it... and granted to some extent you are right... but let's face it, when there is little choice... for example, sleep or surf... sleep wins in my current situation.



What is new in the realm of Moreish?



dam good question... many many many things



Rather than bore you to tears, I will be gracious and post the short bullet point version... plus it saves me time for messages, forum and blessed renewing sleep!



* Back at the gym

* working about 6/7 days a week (yes, freaking amazing I know)

* Lost 10 pounds so far... aiming for 20 more.

* Joined a 3 month fitness challenge and re-engaged my trainer... she is going to whip my ass!

* Work settling down, but took on 3 new projects. stress still there, but i cut back on my hours for the sake of my sanity and my fitness/happiness.

* Planning to go back home in September for 2 months of lovins, shopping, parties and loving family.... *sigh*

* No longer a blonde folks.. yes don't be too shocked with the new images coming in 2 weeks.

* Black Diamond sales going very very well... registering a business now and already selling to jewellers!



Enough for now... my eyes are sore and I keep yawning!



Big kisses and wild fondles till next time



And DA baby.... I am so glad you are back on line... words can't describe it



Love you.