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11. Do you feel protective over someone?



nahh

21- Do you ever really learn from your mistakes?





Yes sir I really do learn from my mistakes. :)

I'm going to trave the world and it make it better one city at a time. I'm going to do what makes me happy and fuck everyone else. I'm going to go overseas and make life better for people over there, especially in the third world countries. fuck everyone else. I'm done with them. (:

I'm going to redo my profile completely. ^-^ woohoo! soo expect new profile info within the next few days. xD

fuck you all... i'm done. (:



enjoy the rest of your day guys. ♥

10. Did you have a good day or a bad day? Where do you think that defining line was?





Let's see yesterday I had an okay day. If the car dealership wouldve had my papers signed when they sent them out to me, I wouldn't have had to go back and wait for twenty minutes before it was faxed back. The courthouse lady was a real snot too. Work was alright, though i wanted to punch betsy in the face because she was super slow and my customer was getting pissed. :P



That defining line was when i went to the courthouse and the lady told me that my papers weren't done for my car. That's where it all went downhill. :P

22- Whats the best thing about being your age? What’s the worst?





Well I'm nineteen almost twenty(less than a month.) Let's see the best thing about being my age is I've done and seen more than the normal nineteen and a half year old. I've been to seven different countries. I've sang 3000 mexicans screaming "otra otra otra!" which means encoure in spanish. I've worked with kids in a swedish school, but they were from Iraq, Somalia, and Iran fleeing their country. I have friends allover the world, from japan to china to ethiopia to denmark to germany to new york to california to even in south dakota. I've been in the Globe in Stockholm and performed for 1,200 vattenfall associates. That's the best thing about my age. I've seen the world and worked with people other than american.



Let's see what's the worst about my age? I'm not sure... I'm almost 20 which means i'm almost two decades old. :P That's not that bad. I like the way my life is going and i plan to do more of that stuff before i settle down and go to college. xD

9. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?



I see myself at almost 30 working with up with people as roadstaff, whether that's a techie or something else. I also see that I haven't settled down yet or have a family. I also see that I did online classes for photography. :) I see that I have a lover, but they travel with me as staff. (: that's where i see myself in ten years.

23- Do you care about people living in the third world? Should more people care and do things like donate to charities, ect?





I do care about people living in the third world. :) I think they should care more do more things like donate because they're people too. I put my clothes on and eat, and so do the third world countries. I would sooo donate to them because I'm that kind of person. ^-^

wyoming plans = canceled



aberdeen plans = maybe



rose parade plans on tv = definitely xD



fucking weatherman. -.-

I got a remote control car for christmas. I love it! Though it needs a bow or something so people know that it belongs to a girl. xD

8. Write about the first moment that comes to your head when you read the words “childhood memory”



I was sitting on the glass table at my aunt's. It was in her basement house and they told me that I was going to fall off if i didnt get down. That was when i was or two or three.

24- What do you think is the most backwards thing of today’s society? In your view, how could this be changed?



To be honest I think the most backwards thing in today's society is same sex marriage. I can have eight marriages and a million kids, but my bestfriend johnny can't have one marriage and no kids because he's a homosexual. Johnny wants to be happy with Billy and he wants to purpose to him, but he's afraid to because society is against it.



Just let homosexuals marry and we'll be good to go. :) that's all i want, but I know that it wont happen for a really long time. I'm willing to fight it for it though. :)

i have almost 1,000 dollars. =\ I have almost 1500 with the 500 in the bank. that's a ticket to slovenia! but 480 of that goes to my car payment and my tags. but still that makes me happy. (:

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Oceanne
04:16 Dec 27 2010

Thats kool.But dont forget that alot of countries will not let you in unless you have a certain amount of money on you or available to you.

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MyBleedingReaction
16:13 Dec 27 2010

well 1,100 of that would go towards my plane ticket cause i'm flying from sioux falls. so that would only leave me 400 dollars, and it'd be on my debit card. (: So they wouldnt know how much i have on it.

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7. Think of the last person you hugged. What would you do if they vanished completely?





I'd be quite happy if they vanished. He hates my guts because I'm different and a real bad influence on his kids. :)

25- What would be the best thing that could happen in your life right now? Is this possible or just an unrealistic dream?





Well there are a ton of things that would be best for my life right now. up with people. peace corps. travel. I really want britany back in my life. -.- That's an urealistic dream because she hates my guts. All the other dreams are possible. ^-^ i just have to make them happen.

happy holidays to all!

6. Talk about a recent experience that has effected you greatly and how.



I got in a real bad car accident about two months ago. It greatly affected my driving, my not having a car, and i wear my seatbelt every once in a while. :P anyway... it greatly affected me because now i'm afraid to turn the long the way just incase i get hit again...

26- Honestly now, if you could change three things about you (looks, personality, ect.) , what would they be and why?





haha if you wouldve asked me this three to five years ago I wouldve told you my weight, my nose, and my feet. At the moment it's just my nose and my openess to people. :P I dontt think everyone needs to know that that I have to pee. :P and my nose is just weird. :P

I have this whole weekend off! I'm not sure how i feel about that... :p haha. I'm not looking forward to it at all because my aunt and her family is here. -.- we dont get along all that great.... our views are completely different. all the more to love them. right? no i dont think so. :P



have a great holiday! enjoy it.

5. Pick a song that projects the same mood as your day or week and explain.





well I'm kind of pissy at the moment, so i dont really think there's a song for that. :P

27- Do you get jealous of your friends easily? If you do, how come?





No I dont get jealous of my friends. (:

28- Do you tell it how it is, or keep your thoughts to yourself? Which do you think is best?





I do both I guess. Sometimes I think it's best to tell it how it is. Sometimes I think it's best to just keep your thoughts to yourself.

4. What do you think it means to be in love?



I dont know. I dont think I've been in love yet. (:

why bother with people here? I dont have anyone here except family... I want out of here. I'm going to raise money and go back out with up with people in 2012. I need about 10,000 dollars and then after my student semester I'm going to be staff. I'm going to do that for forever. xD Then i'm going to travel more after uwp. that's all. All my friends are in college or have forgotten me, so why not go do something amazing for the world. (:

29- How do you think your friends judge you? How would a complete stranger judge you? Why?





I'm not sure how my friends judge me. I have a wide range of friends. :) I think they judge me as super quiet but I slowly open up once I get to know someone. :) I think I'd have a stranger judge as someone that loves people but im super quiet. that's the way I am. (:

Where have you been spending your time lately? Three/Five/Ten years ago would you have expected to be there?



I've been spending a lot of my time at home or at work. >.< well, three years ago i was fourteen and i didnt have a job. five years ago i was twelve and i didnt have a job. ten years ago i was nine and i couldnt have a job. Soo yes I would have expected to be at home those years.

2. Who are you? In comparison to who you used to be. What made you change?



I used to be super quiet and very emotional. I'm still quite emotional but i'm not super quiet. I smile more and I laugh a lot. I believe Up with people changed me. We had to get along with people from allover the world and we had to see them everyday. That quiet shell just seemed to break after our second to last city in Mexico. I opened up more and I talked more.

30- Do you keep a personal journal? What sort of stuff do you put in it? Do you care if others see it?





When I was on tour with up with people I kept a journal about pretty much everything. I dont do that much anymore. I do have a journal though but i dont write it in. However, I do have an online journal and people read it all the time. I really don't mind if people read it. I pretty much tell everyone stuff that comes to mind, even complete strangers. My feelings are something that i tend to write about a lot, and britany.

31- Do you think when you work hard for something you really want, that the reward is worth all your hard work? Or is it better to just get what you want, when you want it?





I used to think it's better to just get what I want when I want it. That thought process changed lastyear in July. :) I think when I work really hard for something the reward is worth it in the end. :) Cast B worked so hard for that final show and when it finally came we kicked ass. Our staff was crying like babies because there was so much energy and we were so amazing. They could feel the energy we gave off and they could see that we worked so hard for that. :) So I think that if one works really hard, the reward is better in the end. :)

I think I'm going to work backwards on this one. soo 31 to 1!





1- What do you think about dreams?

2- How well do you do around blood? Does it make you squirmy?

3- What are some things that can almost always make your day better? Do you find yourself having a lot of bad days, or mostly good days?

4- What are your thoughts on globilization?

5- To you, what is art? What classifies something as abstract art?

6- How would you describe the city you live in? How’s your neighborhood?

7- How would you describe your clothing style? Is there a specific reason you dress the way you do?

8- What bugs you most about your generation? What do you like most about your generation?

9- What are you attracted to most in the same/opposite sex? Are you more for looks, or personality?

10- What are you least attracted to in the same/opposite sex?

11- What do you think our planet would look like in 10 years? How about 20 years?

12- Are you into the green movement? Should being enviromentally friendly something everyone should be a part of?

13- Do you think you’d be able to put together and preform a decent stand up comedy act? What would you talk about?

14- What would be the hardest and most fearful thing you would ever have to face in your lifetime? Why does this scare you so much?

15- What do you honestly think about your looks? Do they cross your mind much?

16- Whats your biggest piss off/pet peve? Why?

17- Do you believe in social classes?

18- How would you like your life to change over the next few years? How come?

19- Do you think it’s better to have a few close best friends or to have a lot of acquaintances? Which do you have?

20- How has your school life been throughout the years?

21- Do you ever really learn from your mistakes?

22- Whats the best thing about being your age? What’s the worst?

23- Do you care about people living in the third world? Should more people care and do things like donate to charities, ect?

24- What do you think is the most backwards thing of today’s society? In your view, how could this be changed?

25- What would be the best thing that could happen in your life right now? Is this possible or just an unrealistic dream?

26- Honestly now, if you could change three things about you (looks, personality, ect.) , what would they be and why?

27- Do you get jealous of your friends easily? If you do, how come?

28- Do you tell it how it is, or keep your thoughts to yourself? Which do you think is best?

29- How do you think your friends judge you? How would a complete stranger judge you? Why?

30- Do you keep a personal journal? What sort of stuff do you put in it? Do you care if others see it?

31- Do you think when you work hard for something you really want, that the reward is worth all your hard work? Or is it better to just get what you want, when you want it?

1. What happened today? If it was the last day of your life, how satisfied would you be with your final hours?





Today I worked 9-5. I was on register 3, which is a 20 items or less register. I had one customer come through with 80 itmes. I told her I could wait on her only if she could be patient with me, if not than she'd have to go somewhere else. She said that was okay she didnt haven anywhere to go. that made me happy. we talked and it was nice. I ran completely out of 10s and 20s. I wasnt very happy. Finally heather came and she said "oooh! you really were out of everything huh"? I love that woman, but sometimes she drives me crazy. We got really super busy and all the registers were open. We still had lines of pepole waiting. Then my lunch came and i was so greatful to get away from the craziness. It was a good hour away from work. ^-^ I came back and had some snotty customers. I had my review with jeff today! I got a 40 cent raise. I was happy. (: He'd like to see me try the service desk. I'm not sure how i feel about that. :P My break came and went. Then i had an hour and a half left. I ran completly out of pennies. Jackie finally let me go 20 minutes later. I got 20 minutes of overtime. I hope they dont do that me too much this week. i can't afford it. :P maybe ill actually get 40 hours. xD thats about it. I came home with the family's christmas presents. i got them a pillow and a blanket. (: they can deal with it. :) I had a grilled cheese tonight. It was yummy. You know if this was my last night I'd be very satisfied with the last hours of my life. (: I've had a very fufilling 19 and 11 months of my life. I've met so many people and ive been to six different countries. Not a whole lot of people can say that.

1. What happened today? If it was the last day of your life, how satisfied would you be with your final hours?



2. Who are you? In comparison to who you used to be. What made you change?



3. Where have you been spending your time lately? Three/Five/Ten years ago would you have expected to be there?



4. What do you think it means to be in love?



5. Pick a song that projects the same mood as your day or week and explain.



6. Talk about a recent experience that has effected you greatly and how.



7. Think of the last person you hugged. What would you do if they vanished completely?



8. Write about the first moment that comes to your head when you read the words “childhood memory”



9. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?



10. Did you have a good day or a bad day? Where do you think that defining line was?



11. Do you feel protective over someone?



12. If you could trade places with anyone for one week, who would it be and why?



13. Where do you see your best friend in 10 years?



14. When you are stressed, what can you use as an outlet? Why do you think it helps you?



15. What do you believe in? And not just God or atheism.



16. What are you passionate about?



17. Who was the last person you kissed? (If you are still with them now, pick the person before them.) What would they say if they saw you now?



18. Talk about your extended family. Why do you think they are the way they are?



19. If you could be anywhere in the world, but you had to be there for a certain cause, where would you be and why?



20. Again, pick a song that projects the mood of your week or day.



21. Look back. Why did you choose this challenge? Do you think it says anything about you?



22. How do you think people see you? Be a little negative and a little positive.



23. Explain your life plan for the next month, then the next year, then three years, then five years.



24. Are you more social or independent? Why do you think that is?



25. What do you think it means to be a good parent?



26. Talk about a moment where you were truly happy. What was happening? Who were you with?



27. Is there a friend you are worried about? Why do they have you concerned? Do you think they’ll be okay?



28. Would you rather someone tell you the truth up front but gently, or be lied to to spare your feelings?



29. If you could be doing the same things you do now, only in your own way, how would a normal day in your life go?



30. Look back on this last month and talk about it.

I got a 40 cent raise today for my review. xD it starts in Februrary after my start date. yayy im excited!

I finally got the right parts for my computer. ^-^ yes! noww I dont have to use my mom's. xD I'm soo excited. I think this is better than having a cellphone.

I've been in the states for a whole year. I'm not sure how I feel about this. I miss cast b alot. I got to see a few uppies this year when I went to Minnesota and Mexico. ^-^ That final show of cast a was amazing. I knew exactly how they felt when they did the last song together. It made me happy. I got to see my staff and some of my castmates in Mexico. It was amazing. Dave didnt actually believe me when I told him I was coming to Mexico for the final show. anyway... I really miss cast b right now. I miss our touchiness. (:

I had a good day today. they put me on aisle 12, the cigarette aisle. -.- gross

woww it's been a few days since ive written in here. sorry. lets see. yesterday was just kind of a crappy day... they put me on aisle/till eight and i was on it all day. thankfully i didnt order change or anything. i got yelled at for making two seperate transactions, one as check, and one as cash. god forbid. mom said nothing else but the stuff that was on her list. i got an apple and gum so i hadda pay cash for that. that was after my lunch. i had five dollars for lunch yesterday and thats not much when you're used to having ten dollars for lunch. anyway... i had just enough money to get a sandwhich and a bag of chips. walmart's expensive and we're suppose to "save more and live better" with them. not so much.... anyway... i had a good lunch. ann sat with me and so did nina(nyna). it was nice because 99% of the other time no one sits with me. Then I came back to my register until break time which was about 5:45. I didnt come back until 6:02. ooh that can get me in trouble. =\ anyway... my last sale had alcohol. i cant sell it. >.< so i have to call someone. and to make a real long story short, i got in big trouble because it was ten minutes over my time and I dont have permission to turn my light off until a supervisor tells me i can go. bullshit. it was a long night.

i woke up at 2:30 and texted darrell "sleep well love" and was up for a while. :P haha.





i have a plant that withers when it needs to be watered.

it's like 60 degrees in the house. -.- i think the furnace is dieing! ack!



i wish i was in mitchell with the squirt hockey team. I wont be able to see a game until january. -.-

long day at work.... i was on two all day. that's right by the door. I didnt freeze though.



I looked at my schedule and I have 19 and a half hours for the week of christmas. thats stupid! maybe they shouldnt have so many cashiers. >.< there goes my paycheck.



My till is a dollar short. oops. oh well. they'll get over it. I actually didnt tell the css' that i was leaving. I just signed off and left. I'm going to do that tomorrow too. (:

Eight crazy nights makes me cry! is that a bad thing?

saw britany tonight. she looks good. her hair has gotten longer. I laugh everytime I see her. She lost someone amazing because of her stupidity... Oh well. moving on would be so much easier if she wasn't here. I miss her like crazy though. I still think about her and i every once in awhile. My mom hates britany's guts cause she lied to her on the phone one night. she lost all respect for her and she doesnt know what i saw in her. she was the first girl that actually showed interest. she made me happy.

Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and supportive personalities of the Life Colors. They live from their heart and emotions. Their purpose for being on the planet is to give love, to teach love and to learn that they are loved. Their priorities are love, relationships, and spirituality. Blues are the most emotional personalities in the aura spectrum. They can cry at the drop of a hat. Blues cry when they are happy, hurt, angry, sad, or for no apparent reason at all.



this is the color of my aura. i think it fits me well...

i wana go to slovenia! i was all hyped up on going and i have a medical bill that's like 29w834023984230498029348 dollars. soo nevermind the trip. -.-

today's been a good day. xD boring but good. (:

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i'm bored doing the whole quote thing. sorry. im done with it. :P

work went by fast. xD yayy!

Music is love in search of a word. ~Sidney Lanier



Country music is three chords and the truth. ~Harlan Howard



Music is the medicine of the breaking heart. ~Leigh Hunt



Life is one grand, sweet song, so start the music. ~Ronald Reagan



The pause is as important as the note. ~Truman Fisher



The city is built

To music, therefore never built at all,

And therefore built forever.

~Alfred Lord Tennyson



Silence is the fabric upon which the notes are woven. ~Lawrence Duncan



Music produces a kind of pleasure which human nature cannot do without. ~Confucius

I think I'll do a month of quotes or something. xD yayy



Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower.

Hans Christian Andersen



Life is a ticket to the greatest show on earth.

Martin H. Fischer



The miracle is not to fly in the air, or to walk on the water, but to walk on the earth.

Chinese Proverb



We must learn to live together as brothers or perish together as fools.

Martin Luther King, Jr.



Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once.

Lillian Dickson



Where there is love there is life.

Indira Gandhi



If you cannot be a poet, be the poem.

David Carradine



In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back.

Charlie Brown

new thing this month! like my daily letter. it'll be quotes or something. xD

pretty sure i called the green stocking lastyear when mom bough all this christmas stuff. :P

today was a good day. :) i worked from 6:30 am to 2:30 pm. it went by real fast. yayy! i got tomorrow off, so im good to go. (:

aww. my thirty day letter challenge is done. :( im sad.

Dear self,

Where do i begin? I'm happy with the way life is going right now. I really don't know how to write a letter to myself. It's kind of weird. Jen made us write a letter to ourselves in Berlin. I just felt weird writing to myself. :P My heart is happy right now and I saw Britany today and got all super excited. She even said good morning to me. (: I like the way life is going. I'm not sure which gender i'm into right now... but I'll figure it out eventually. I think i'm leaning towards gals, but im not sure. anyway... what am i suppose to say? I dont think I'm beautiful. I'm self conscious. I'm clumsy. I'm not normal. I get all tounge tied when the girl I love talks to me after three months. I felt like a complete dunce this morning. :P I'm loud. I'm quiet. I love flying. I miss my up with people peeps. I want to travel. I want to go to school. I want to find someone that will love me for me. Eventually I'll find that. anyway... i'm not sure what else to say. This letter thing is just kind of weird. :P haha i'm done for now.

love,

Rachel

i just shared all my letters with facebook. im kind of scard to see what people say. :P

I don't think I have a letter for this day.... I tell people everything.



Dear Hans,

I wish we would've gotten closer during the tour. I wish you and I could be like Dave and I where I told him pretty much everything on my mind when we talked. :) Maybe it would've been weird if we got close like Dave and I did. It probably wouldve been weird. :p sorry. anyway... I love you and I'm glad that I got to know you a little bit over the semester. We're south dakota siblings. xD We're just cool like that. I love you and I miss you bunches.

your south dakota sister,

Rachel

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Anachronism
22:07 Dec 01 2010

I think your whole letter idea is pretty nifty!

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happy december first ya'll. :)

I got my car! xD I'm excited.

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UnInterficioDeOffesa
02:08 Dec 01 2010

Congrats.. :)

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