and now the ones that aren't old enough to sell alcohol have to tell the customers to leave it in the cart. we can't even touch it. its bull, but whatever. -.- pretty soon they'll have super pissy customers.
I was on the express lane today. It was okay. I was waiting on a lady and the guy who was the third customer was talking spanish and the guy in front of him said "we're in america. speak english". The guy looked at him and said "we do speak English". I think it made the guy feel like a jerk. I hope it did anyway. :) thats like being in mexico and not speaking spanish. "we're in mexico. speak spanish".
ive got orange pants i wear them when i dance but i dont get out that much.
soo im pretty sure lacey knows how i feel about her. ^_^ shes makes me happy.
Maybe this will be longer than a summer thing. (: I hope so. she's amazing! ♥ ♥
how can i tell her that i have feelings for her without feeling like an idiot? I dont usually tell people how i feel about them, unless i don't like them. I just tend to hide this feeling shit.
I'm kind of tired. -.- ldfksjaklsfjldskjdsf huge storm lastnight. there was trees and everything down where my aunt lives. I had to go outside to see if my windows were up and the water was up past my ankles when I was in the street. and this big thunder bang scare us all. it had the kitties scurrying down to the basement.
Charity's a snotty booger face. thats all. :) and i really want lacey back home! >.< i miss her.
off day today. someone broke the toliet in the back bathroom at work today. it was a customer. she fell and couldnt get up. not sure about the details but that's what i know. and i had some booger bitch yell at me cause i didnt put damn bags in her stupid cart. and when i did she got mad at me cause i put them in sloppy. its not her job to put them in there. anyway... i miss Lacey. and hockey camp is in like a week! im soo excited. that means hockey season will come soon enough. that means lacey will be home soon enough. :D :D got to talk to her today. it made me happy. (:
for the first time in months, my heart really hurts. Lacey's going to go be a carnie till the middle of september. -.- I hope times flies by cause I miss her already. :P we just won't think about it and by the time we know it, she'll be coming home.
I have like five dozen cookies and four and half dozen cupcakes. :D guess im in the mood to bake. I've spent four hours in the kitchen. After my cupcakes are done, i'm done baking for awhile. :D though it's been kind of fun.
Roses are red
Violets are bluee
If i could anyone I'd choose you
that's all i got. :P damn writers blcok. >.<
Lacey's leaving tomorrow for a month. >.< She told me lastnight that she's super happy that im in her life. ^_^ she makes me happy. we were talking yesterday and she told me that if ashten and i hang out and she asks about her and me not to say anything cause she likes to ruin things for her and they're kind of fighting. It made me feel weird. I saved the text just because. She makes me happy. ^_^ good day at work i guess. :P i was there till ten after 3 and i got one break. i ordered fives and no one brought them to me. asklfjasklfjalskdfjas
it's been an okay day i guess. :P i painted my nails! they're shiny green. Lacey's leaving saturday and wont be back forever. It's only a month. I'll still be able to text her and stuff. (: I hope.
got to see my lacey today. we didnt talk or anything but she waved. ^_^ she makes me happy.
good day. i saw eldon and his mom. I got a new necklace. however, i was 160 dollars off in my till. -.- im not sure... i got a new movie! we're watching america's got talent. :D
I had a dream that the family and i were driving and Lacey was walking across the street with her dog. We almost hit her. I felt myself gasping and my hands pulling my hair. It was soo weird. I woke up and couldnt go back to sleep. So i texted lacey the dream hoping that she was okay. she texted me this morning. she told me that im beautiful, but i think she's crazy. :p
had some christians in the house tonight. made me feel like an asshole. I was standing there thinking "im not going to feel guilty for being happy right now with life". I didnt say anything. just stood there and let them preach.
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It's always been my opinion (however unwelcome) that religious folk who want others to come to their way of thinking should lead by example. Not by yammering. Someone who walks the walk as opposed to talking the talk makes a much bigger impression on me.
My $0.02.
P.S. If you're happy - screw 'em. Who says the creator of the universe sweats the details? Happiness. Is. :)
soo I'm happy right now. ^_^ life is good. nothing's gonna stop me now. I'm 100% over Britany. which is good. It only took me about a year to get over her. Is that bad? I got Lacey now. :) I wana see her like now. She texted me at midnight telling me she was drunk. not sure if that was supposed to go to someone else, but it came to me, and it made me laugh. I asked how she slept and she said bad. then she told me she's hung over. and charity told ashly that i hung out with them the other night, and i told her that i was 100% over britany and had someone new. her response was "i already know. lacey. right?". it kind of freaked me out.
I got to see lacey today for a few minutes. She was with Ashley and Nikki and Nikki's mom and some guys. It made me super happy, and it made my day even better. ^_^ Though, it was pretty good to begin with. I dont know her that well, but I want to be her girlfriend someday. Maybe in a couple months we can be a couple. She's amazing. :D :D she makes me soo happy.
I dyed my hair today. ^_^ I feel good. Lastnight Lacey told me she had a question for me, but she never asked it. So i fell back alseep waiting for her ask the question. She makes me unbelievably happy. (:
met this girl the other day. ^_^ started texting. hung out with her lastnight. was a blast. (: i want out of here so much. I wish i could just get in my car and leave. never look back. start a new life somewhere in a different state. all my family here's though. Lacey's here. and all my friends are here(except my uppies). I really like Lacey. I found an internship in massechusettes for theater and stuff. and I really want to apply for it. I probably won't get it cause I'm not qualified enough and stuff, but i just want out of here. I love sd and everthing, but I dont want to be here forever stuck in my basement wasting life. blahh sorry i dont mean to be dramatic, im just a little emotional. Giff's in fucking spain and going to paris in a few days! all he has to worry about is finding a way to get there and where to stay. i wana do that.
I really want to go to pride. I'm gonna go to Nyc for pride or san diego. :D :D or minneapolis.
i have no money. -.- i want a better paying job.
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I want a job in general. :P
walmart's hiring for overnights and cashiers! come work with me!
How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad trying hard not to smile though I feel bad I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral can't understand what I mean? well, you soon will I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve I have a history of taking off my shirt
its been one week since you looked at me cocked your head to the side and said "im angry"
dont know the rest without looking up the lyrics. :P and i dont want to.
hope all is well with you guys. ♥ life is going well for me. my shirt got all wet today and everyone was staring at my boob. :P im super tired. I talked to Cayden lastnight for two hours. I fell asleep on him for about 10 seconds. He told me I have an accent. I really don't. :P It was a good talk. he did most of the talking, but it was great. I just layed there nodding my head like i was agreeing. (: I hope to talk to him tonight too ^_^.
so i didnt shave my head cause my mom threw a fit about it. but whatever. i'll grow it out till next year and then shave it off for children's miracle network. I hope it's really long by then. :D
I think I found my prince charming. not sure, but he's totally amazing. ^_^
I tried to have a mohawk today, but it didn't work out that well. Soo i washed it out and i missed a couple spots. I have wings. :P I think i want to shave my head. It'd be something different.
its my day off! we went to walmart and just messed around. it was fun. then we got in trouble for kicking ribbon underneath the displays, but the little girls were throwing it back to us. :P oh well, it was fun while it lasted. :D
sooo i had a bunch of chocolate in my tin today and when i came home, it was almost freaking empty. Macie was the one fucking eating it. I can't wait till she goes home. then she can be a fucking pig at her house.
happy july first you guys! its been a long month, but im glad we're starting a new one. :)
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