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you lay there like a lump of earth

your muddy skin dull and moist

your many eyes unblinkingly stare into mine

as my desire for you grows



oh tuber of carby goodness...

why must you be so terrible to me?

you make my blood boil

as the glucose levels spike so drastically



i want to eat you in so many ways

mashed

fried

long strips

shredded

pancakes

scalloped

oh potato all i do is want you in my tummy

but you have to be an ass about it

and make my body writhe





i want some damn french fries

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ladySnowStrixx
15:54 Mar 25 2009

ok here,s a idea ! slice then into fries wash in cold water dry place in a bowl add enough oil to coat depending on how many you make add salt and pepper bake in oven at 325 till crispy . must keep a watch so as not to burn stir some . it has lest fat and calories then fried ones and you can also do this with sweet potatoes which is really good.

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MysticalChild
15:56 Mar 25 2009

oo a definite good idea...

i'm not supposed to eat them... not that they are off limits completely, just supposed to avoid them most of the time



that recipe will make them healthier for me... they'll still hit my blood quickly, but will be better in the fats area



thank you!

i believe yams are an okay for me, so i'll have to try it with them!

awesome :)

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Shocker124
18:33 Apr 04 2009

mmmmmmmmmm potatoe



i prefer making my own chips, and if i do end up with the family history thing, it'll suck lol.



feel for you baby girrrr

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i can be anything i want to be

wear a halo when i'm feeling loving and kind and disgustingly good

or watch my appearance disintegrate into a grotesque mask when i purchase a stupid name for myself,just so i can kill the people who call me that name.

i can be a man or a woman, have sex with any male or female willing, many at a time if i wish, or save myself for marriage

i can pride myself in having numerous STDs or i can be protected and keep myself clean

i can be scary or make myself endeared by the children in the towns who will clamor for my autograph

i can steal from everyone while smiling to their faces or i can be a hard worker and build my fortune honestly.

i can choose to be self sacrificing and save the world, or i can choose selfish riches and to hell with every one else

no matter my mood or my desires i can do whatever i want in Albion



i realize Fable II has only been available for five months, and i waited excitedly so long for it... but when is Fable III coming out? because i so need more.

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Shocker124
18:35 Apr 04 2009

haven't heard anything about fable three, but i must say in my own opinion, the needs of the one is the best ending. love the extra cash

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MysticalChild
23:38 Apr 04 2009

i've heard that both fable III and IV are green lighted... but who knows when i'll be able to get my grubby hands on either



the needs of the one left me empty and seething inside.

but only because i was promised more gold than i could imagine and i already had a few million

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Shocker124
02:25 Apr 05 2009

come on, you could bring lady grey back form the dead and have an undead wife. and the thing that made me scratch my head was the fact you could have a child with her if you were male......



what would a half undead child be like... mosyl undead? or partially living.



would marrying the undead give me yet another reason for being excommunicated by the catholic church?



does the fact that i married lady grey in turn make me a necrophiliac, who knows. ..... don't judge me lol

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sometimes what i see in my head is not what comes out in the image

i try to argue with the camera.. i try to convince it that it is indeed possible...

"what if we try this?" i say, that pleading look on my face.

"no." the camera is resolute in it's decision, and nothing i do changes the work.

of course, i'm more persistent with digital.. i can format cards, but wasting film is too costly.

i can almost hear my digital slrs sighing at me.



i must admit, they're always right those cameras of mine...

sure it may start out as my suggestion, but they have the final say in what is produced...

i've learned to respect their vision, it's not failed me yet

they've a better idea of what my art is than i do.

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chrysanthemia
22:07 Mar 20 2009

I'll miss the old avatar. This new one is very nice though. Like the rest of your photography. Smiles.

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MysticalChild
22:11 Mar 20 2009

aw thank you :)

i needed a change, (in fact i'm considering redoing a lot of my profile) but i am sure the shoes will come back eventually, as it is one of my favorites!

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birra
20:03 Mar 24 2009

You know... whatever the camera says, you always have Photoshop...



Just sit the camera on your desk and listen to it cry as you have the final say...

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MysticalChild
10:55 Mar 25 2009

hehe as much as i'd love to put my camera in it's place, i am not proficient with photoshop... the best i can do is some actions that can add to an image, i am not much of a manipulator :(

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there are a few minds that i find myself totally intrigued with... minds that floor me with their creativity and genius..

i feel insignificant, uncreative and moronic in their presence... i am totally lame and left reeling at their feet



minds that overwhelm me and i feel like i'm drowning even while i am elated to be witnessing such an outstanding, imaginative, brilliant, superb thought processes.



i want them

not sexually... it's beyond all physical wants, needs or feelings

i want to be a part of THAT...

THAT brilliance...

however so small

the attraction is on a level i rarely feel and purely mental for all i am astounded and feel so lower than low

not worth less than them...

just never ever could i be on THAT level

but there i am, admiring the minds that bring me laughs, who get everything and aren't afraid to say how it really is...

who make my mouth drop open with every time they show their intelligence on levels beyond anything i have ever experienced

minds who keep doing it time after time

i shrink in their presence, but do not disappear



oh to be one of THOSE minds

to have one of THOSE minds

to revel for one sublime moment in the presence of one of THOSE minds



truly, they are gods, those minds

when i'm doing something mindless and repetitive i let my mind wander... it flits from refining a paragraph in a story to a line of prose to memories and to imaginings of the future and/or past... but no matter where my thoughts wander off to i eventually become very aware that i am humming certain songs



sometimes it's one i heard recently that gets caught somewhere in my brain synapses, but more often or not it's one of a few songs that i haven't actually listened to in a long while..

usually it's certain parts of Sometimes by James, Beer Can by Beck, Fake Plastic Trees by Radiohead or God Of Wine by Third Eye Blind



i wonder what my subconscious makes of that



"sometimes i look in your eyes and see your soul"

i'm cleaning up the past today,

i've finally decided the time has come for many things i have possessed for years and years to go away



it's a little sad as many of the memories attached are quite sweet...

but do i need a thing to remind me?



i am very nostalgic, and even though friendships and loves drift on, change and fade away, i hold to the memories that we all shared.



there were songs and places and people and things...

but i don't feel i need to cling to a physical object to experience the sights, sounds, feelings, scents and tastes we used to share.



this stuff is added to all the STUFF i've already cleared out...

the donation shops are going to love me

synthetic gila monster saliva is not working

does komodo dragon spit have any health benefits?

what? it contains at least four types of toxic bacteria?

well, shit.



i expected great things with this medication, but it doesn't seem to be doing me any good at all.

200 is the barrier i just cannot break through



it seems like everyone i talk to or hear about cuts out a few sodas, eats a salad now and then, walks a bit, takes their medications and it's all magically wonderful



not for me, i'm beginning to wonder that the hell is really wrong with me something in my body is fighting everything i am doing. i drink nothing but water, eat as right as i possibly can, exercise 40-50 minutes everyday, take my medications like an obsessed person and nothing seems to be getting better



it's all so damn complicated.

i don't see how people survive let alone control this

i'm tired of feeling like i am doing everything i am supposed to and still being out of control



what the HECK am i missing here?



exercise could actually be doing me harm..

this is the first i've heard of it, so obviously i have so much to learn STILL.



i suppose i need to make myself bleed more often to see if i am 'okay to exercise'

and what if i never am?

do i go ahead and exercise anyway?



it's all so depressing, i feel i will never be in control





it's illegal to "harass, harm, pursue, hunt, shoot, wound, kill, trap, capture, or collect the Gila Monster" in Nevada and Arizona.

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ThothLestat
16:30 Mar 09 2009

re: it's illegal to "harass, harm, pursue, hunt, shoot, wound, kill, trap, capture, or collect the Gila Monster"



damn.

I guess I'll have to settle for sending them txt messages or leaving snarky comments on their MySpace pages.



damn Gila monsters!

*shakes fist*

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MysticalChild
16:33 Mar 09 2009

hehehe that's exactly the line i was thinking on...



crap it's hard to stalk them animals ;]



i particularly laughed about the pursue part...

what if i say the lizard and i just happened to be running in the same direction, but i move a bit slower?

*shifty eyes*

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ThothLestat
20:45 Mar 09 2009

right... I see... then the Gila monster would be stalking you. Shoe on the other foot, and all that. What to do!



Please note:

it is - apparently - lawful to taunt and mock a Gila monster.

Good to know.

*takes notes*

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MysticalChild
20:58 Mar 09 2009

yes... Monster's stalking me...

if the Monster is chasing me are there any laws in place that say a Gila Monster cannot "harass, harm, pursue, hunt, shoot, wound, kill, trap, capture, or collect humans"?

and what if the party of the first Gila Monster injures the party of the second Gila monster in a battle for food/mates/territory? what happens if both are in violation of State Laws?

and more importantly is there beer at either of the Gila Monster's parties?



hmm and as far as mocking goes, does calling the Gila Monster's mother names constitute as 'harassment'?



this is all very vague, because what i call 'petting', 'tag' and 'keeping safe' the Gila Monster community can claim i am 'trapping', 'pursuing' and 'collecting'

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Shocker124
18:44 Apr 04 2009

what if you come across a submissive Gila Monster, who begs you to take it in as it's dominate? what would than fall under the "harass, harm, pursue, hunt, shoot, wound, kill, trap, capture, or collect the Gila Monster"?



what if you were to raise a herd (are they a herd?) of said monsters? would it be illegal then to harvest said salivia as payment for care and nurturing them?



what if you feel your a Gila Monster trapped in a humans body? and you only wish to reestablish yourself in with your kind?

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i'm thinking about getting a Mac for my next laptop

not that i don't love my Fujitsu, damn i love this laptop



it's big and pretty and makes me happy with all it's cool geeky stuff... except i want i bigger hard drive and have multiple externals for photograph keeping, of course it doesn't help that i keep part of it partitioned for Linux



and i've thought of just getting a bigger internal hard drive for this one....

but there is something about the Macs that attract me greatly sure it will probably end up costing me a thousand or so more than even this laptop ended up costing me... but it might be worth it



i'll have to stop looking at it with my 'ooooo i want that' glasses and get out my technical eyes (and ones that belong to someone else) and look closely at the pros and cons of what i want vs. what it does vs. how much does it cost.

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Scarlett
04:16 Mar 08 2009

i love my huge fujuitsu too.. but i keep looking at a netbook enviously....they are just so cute~ lol i could carry it in my purse....do they make a small mac?

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MysticalChild
20:21 Mar 08 2009

fujitsu is awesome :)



i haven't seen a small mac... but i haven't been looking for one... i haven't seen one under 13 inches... although i wouldn't be surprised if they came out with a tiny one :D

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Fizbop
10:45 Mar 09 2009

Mac's are quite differnt from the PC. Do to your photography it actully is a better choice technically.

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MysticalChild
16:03 Mar 09 2009

that's exactly why i'm considering it

:)



of course the prices put me off a little bit...

i paid about $1,800 for my Fujitsu and the Macs i've been looking at run about $2,500...



there are lenses and other photography junk i want cost that much...



but hey, it's all a tax write off if it's for my photography business ;]

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Shocker124
18:47 Apr 04 2009

i have not looked personally into a mac yet. i like my HP desktop. (bought it for gaming really)



have had a few bad experiences with laptops (they do not survive long in desert environments lol)



the mac does have the terrabit external hard drive. and i do want one of those.

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MysticalChild
23:35 Apr 04 2009

yeah i bet you get sand in places you never knew laptops had ;]

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Shocker124
02:27 Apr 05 2009

lol not really that more like power generators dying from the heat, and shorting out your comp.

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dark thoughts in the dark early morning keep me awake

i slept had fitfully, dreams of almost restless, hopeless quests in far away made up lands. i followed the course set down in lyric by others long ago. i was one of them and i knew it. somewhere along the road i was awakened by disturbing thoughts. all my fears of this life lay heavily upon my thoughts and weighed down my heart.

drowning in what could be, not will be, or should be, no longer would i find the paths the others traveled, they were lost to me in the wakefulness of my body...



i longed to pursue those dreams