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Why am I poking around on here? I'm supposed to be reading for my Intro to the Study of Language (Linguistics) class. I'd better get back to it.

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sippa
06:43 Sep 01 2018

coz you miss me so much lmfao!!!!

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NLW
06:45 Sep 01 2018

Haha! Cause I'm a procrastinator!

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And it's been another year. My brother's birthday was the 9th. He never bothers to try to contact me. Will I ever stop feeling guilty for not reaching out to someone who didn't care the last time I talked to him? Part of it is feeling lonely, I think. No matter how good your friends are, you can never actually be family to them, even if they say you are. Real family comes first. I get it. I know I'm not the only one, but sometimes I just get hurt, angry, I don't know what, because I always come last. Maybe I'm being selfish for wanting to matter more to someone. Maybe it's a good thing I don't. I don't know.