The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Well here I am in October and I still haven't sired this profile yet. What I hadn't realized was just how small this site actually was until I actually looked for myself to see what members actually got to level 20 to be inductable. Apart from this is factoring in a profile I created in the past when I first joined the site around 2010 and seeing it no longer exists having deleted it that wasn't a lifetime which seems you can resurrect if you have the correct email address and password for but that number would probably be pretty small in my estimate. So all in all I'd estimate the total number of members that has ever created a profile on Vampire Rave is actually only about ten thousand. That is really small in the grand scheme of things when considering the size of the world wide web. That's not even mentioning how many of those are just the same members with different accounts. Anyway, after going through all those members and rating the ones that were active to about a month prior I only found I had rated 400 profiles. I had expected the revenge raters and the so called karma raters that give back what they get in return (which to me is merely an intimidation ploy) to bring my profile score down and lose bonus points for but what I didn't expect was just how small the actually number of members Vampire Rave has actually had in it's 20 years of its existence. What advanced me like six levels (92-98) quickly at these later stages was the page views which I got when hunting for the active members to rate. I pride myself on not milking the system like many do to advance in level that is taken as normal procedure. If that were the case I'd have rated every profile rather than just the active ones or rated the database rather than just things and services I have owned and used to give an informed account of and like so many given everyone a ten to get the like in return for friends and journal favoring bonus. No, I stick to my own principles because I perceive the mechanics beneath the surface that others don't and act accordingly. Meanwhile, also having constant influences from elemental sources. I strive to orient myself in context to anything.

So here I am no longer getting those page views to advance quickly in level but rather moving at a snails pace again. On top of this I've also been dealing with occult attacks from a certain witch on this site. I can't just retaliate because I don't know if what I'm picking up is just normal interaction that I deal with as an empath and what actually constitutes a concerted effort toward me. I've determined it was the latter and must now do something about it. All while keeping in mind that this site is merely a limited resource I've committed myself to and therefore strive to keep the spirit of. I am not very happy with it but still believe what Vampire Rave was created for in the main page (resource for the vampire subculture) will just create my own society built from resources I have worked on bringing and work from this place). That's what I've been working on with the delays dealing with occult matters now dealing with individuals with their wills working against mine. It's really their egos I have to contend with as their image is what they want to protect and something I will definitely expose. When I first joined this site I was looking for like-minded people I could socialize with and as a vampire find a clan or fraternity whose ideals and principles matched my own. Thought I found that but rather just found individuals that were selling that image without actually following it themselves. Like a product that uses false advertising to sell itself then when you actually get it find yourself greatly disappointed so too were these individuals that promoted these vampire clans then when you get close to them find them completely falling short of it without correction to save face. I had already seen the character flaws as normal things in individuals to patiently endure, no, I mean the very principles you do not compromise which they portrayed as the cornerstone to their society not being practiced. Just too much corruption. So now I've committed myself here and must create the very thing I looked to find from others that is real rather than a glamour to promote themselves well beyond their actual place in reality. I don't think I can create much myself but what I do create will be real and authentic rather than hyped like so many do to promote themselves using misdirection and blatant deception.