How long will I allow myself to play the fool?
[11:11:53 PM] blueskys(edit): once married, itd be JLM/JLM
So once married eh babe? No IF we get married? Matching up names already? LOL sorry I had to put this up here and make you blush!
Truth is you turned my world upside down. You are constantly on my mind and even if I wanted to get you out my head, it would be an impossible task. Words cannot express the emotion that you fill me with, but every night you seem to fill me up even more then I could have imagined. All it takes is a few simple words and your smiling face to turn my worst days into my best days, and for that I will be forever grateful.
I love you Lyn. Now remember, I'll take care of everything, you just show up LOL.
A feeling all too Familiar. As if I am being warned. Not again...I hate this feeling. I hate the scenery my mind creates while I slumber. Perhaps it had to do with the last thing I thought of before my eyes closed. Perhaps it is more. Either way...my day is ruined as my thirst for answers cannot be quenched....at least not now. As to achieve answers ..I must ask questions. And asking those questions may offend or cause a rift. And I am not ready for such an entanglement of emotions. At least not for the time being.
Not willing to tear down what I am building.
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There is so much more to you than I even realized years ago. I guess back then I had my head up my ass. You really write so beautifully, I wish I would've read this back then. I'm sorry for being such a shitty friend.
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fr4gil3
12:19 Sep 30 2012
You should perhaps snap out of it then...easier said then done huh :/