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When life is hard

What do You do?

What do You do

When You miss people that never will come back



I am alone this weekend and I miss My sister more then ever. I found a ring that Out mother gave Her on Her 15 birthday. She got love and I got nothing.



But I got stuff this year I got stuff, I got a necklace from a new friend and I got a anime dvd-box from My Master.

I have been thinking alot, love or not, being hurt or being lonely. I don't know the anser for that...

I have been thinking alot about My nightmares, I think I know Why I have them, but I don't know how to make them gå away. I don't think they ever will be able to do that. And it all have to do with love. It isn't much in this world that makes Me scream, not in fear anyways.



When I'm not with Him, I feel lost, I feel empty. I do know that He won't love Me back. Not now, not ever... And that hurts. And that makes me wake up in the middle of the night, screaming and sometimes I cry.... Why?

This is a song that really is true to Me. It got right to My heart... the little bit of a heart I got left. And the piece I have left is really hurtning.





The World of Midnight

Someday I want to run away

To the world of midnight

Where the darkness fill the air

Where it's icy cold



Where nobody has a name

Where living is not a game

There, I can hide my broken heart

Dying to survive



There, no one can see me cry

The tears of my lonely soul

I'll find peace of mind

In the dark and cold world of midnight.

More and more Death... When will it end? I don't know, but I do know that everything will end soon.