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-Just sitting here sipping my creatine laced water listening to some Enigma while contemplating my day. This band's been around for a while. I remember hearing commercials advertising them when I was a kid. Went ahead and bought this album again for my Bandcamp collection. Had to go in and manually turn off the default follow option as I keep those I actually follow down to 13 (the number of completion moons in a year). These default fucking auto-renewal things computers do to help sell something in web services is ridiculous to me then I'm the oddball because I keep my number down to just 13 while everyone else gets thousands and appears so much greater. I got my book in today on Adobe Illustrator and started reading it. Training manual is a stretch in defining it more like a poorly thrown together primer. Reflects well the enshitified product and services marketed now. I'll extract value from it but at the same time I'm studying it my mind will be thinking how I would have written it with better quality. Instead of taking summary notes its injecting more substance into it. The standards sure have fallen far in the world now.

Posted this graphic in the stream today by Buzatron. I like blacklight art. There's a spiritual quality to it. I know many associate it with the trippy drug culture but its more than that to me. Back in the Celtic age in the dawn of humanity the dichotomy between male and female was recognized in night mysteries of violet lantern light as opposed to red. The black light would light up certain colors giving it an ethereal glow while red light would give more depth to black. After the advent of Christianity there developed a different system that became normalized and the Red light districts took on a new meaning. Instead of donating to a goddess' priestess you were paying for a service. The wisdom of the ancients were overshadowed by the new much like the conquering enemies would deface the idols of the subjected ones.

I've been binging on Nikita which is free now on You Tube Movies & TV. I saw that on my computer yesterday as I went over the channels I'm subscribed to see what's new. I liked that series so jumped on to my Xbox which is hooked up to my TV and entertainment center and found it wasn't listed there. So I had to go back to my computer and start watching it there before I could gain access to the que. Only then when I jumped onto the Xbox it was activated. There's fuckery afoot in having to do this.

-A man can never have enough tools. Where to put them all is the thing. I've decided to put Adobe Illustrator on the bottom tool bar. Although there are tutorials I'm actually looking forward to reading a training manual that I ordered. Just seems right to me to have a textbook open off to the side or to read while away from desk. Posted graphic above in the stream today by trustpixels. Broke out some Tetsugaku that did a lot of video game soundtracks like Zelda, Silent Hill and Castlevania to play.

...Later. Today there was a new profile that wrote they were here as a critic from some newspaper after spending 7 days on the site they were giving their opinion. Okay never mind the fact that at the end of a profile it lists exactly when you created it and the last time you logged-in and this one illustrated it was created today. So lie number one about this profile exposed their credibility. Then they start posting in-depth responses in their journal after criticizing this site that seemed like what you get from AI customer service a loop of stringing you along. I gave up on it feeling like my interaction was just data-mining or to teach an AI model free training like you'd give to an intern. These are our replacements in the job market now. Later I see that profile was suspended. I like dealing with real people that think for themselves. I think it is healthy to integrate AI tools but not to replace the human intelligence. There's always a trade off in everything even if it is related to time and how long something lasts.

Went ahead and bought this album. I like this band's energy some serious pagan vibes. Though I don't actually anthropomorphize and connect with cosmic forces through human experience as my mind was retrained to deal with elemental plane I do recognize many occultists do and can partake through them as it applies through the elements of the wise as they are inclusive of human nature.

Well I got Adobe Illustrator today. Lots for me to learn. First on the list was resizing graphics and renaming files. So I downloaded and posted this graphic in Stream after resizing it by I'm-Your-Daddy-Now. A new process but I'm getting the hang of it. Looking forward to doing my own graphics after learning how to use it. This just typing in prompts for AI creations just wasn't working for me. I know what I have in my imagination so can just get it into graphic arts. I got lots of arts and crafts supplies. Leather craft, drawing, painting, jewelry making, blade making, fang smithing and even been looking at a sewing machine to create my own clothing. I got my own style that is just hard to find. I see things on this deeper level in just about everything I apply myself to. Then it feels like a compromise when I get things from others.

Well I got my pantry restocked.

...Later. Okay I put an under construction sign for the main page of my coven. Since its exclusively for my referrals I need to get a lot of content sorted out on it. I intend to use upiori in my journal a lot because just having easy access to material allows many to come in then copy and paste what others are doing. I mean all a person has to do is write my name in referral box when they are level 5 and under rather than actually be pulled from a banner or link. Not that I think too many are actually intelligent enough to do this as the link is only seen in the mobile layout when most seem to use the classic. Right now I'm treated like a pariah but as a pioneer I do know that at a certain point that will change and people will try to hop on my bandwagon. So I have to protect a lot of it then let it out in stages after a person earns trust. Otherwise, some fucktard will come in spying on you to see what you're doing and just copy it and pretend they are the same in their own circle. It's not something you can stop but you can manage it and make it hard for them to do. Take a look at the patterns on vampire rave and you'll see this behavior. They seem more like lemmings to me just following the herd mentality. That has a place in a society but shouldn't be the end all comfort zone that develops degeneration.

Today I experimented with search by post option in the stream. Which is relative to key words not a graphic. So a person that uses the word "demon" will only see it if there is typed wording in the post or a comment in the post. I think most people just use the default main stream rather than the search by user or search my post option. I'll be endeavoring to teach my subjects differently to use their intelligence.