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I'm so pleased for you, Tree. It's a lovely accomplishment.

I'm looking forward to seeing where you go with it.

We'll see. When I first came to the site I was looking for a place to fit in with kindred of like mind but that never came to fruition and even when I found fellow human living vampires they spread themselves too thin and weren't around much. So now I'm the master and still looking for those I'll be able to mesh with. I do constantly burn in ecstasy from the presence of my nature spirit companion and it tends to sap my motivation to do things. Hopefully I won't be alone in the coven playing with myself like I see others doing with sock puppets. Time will tell. I know how to get what I want.

I hope you get the people you want into your coven.

I'm off to WT's coven when I sire. Unless I get trapped in prison who knows, I'm a leaf in the wind.

Have you noticed the guys kick up all the shit but the women hold all the power in this place? I love that. Love it.

Last year when I was siring Neowise2020 some fucktard created free profiles to block and downrate my profile score then deleted them until a new month to renew them. Some petty people on here with nothing better to do than be nuisance. Don't get discouraged about the honor points as they'll get bored and move on. Yeah I can identify with leaf being blown about like song Dust in the Wind by Kansas. Fate can be fickle.

I don't think women hold all the power here. Men tend to be stoic because the vampire's aspect when it comes to sexuality in my experience so they see it as part of their prestige to have females around them. I am human so understand sexual dynamic but it doesn't limit my vampire because all donors are worthy of my attention not just the females. Though the fertile ones do have those natural springs to drink from so you need not tap a well when the season is right. Something spiritual about that to me like Wolf Moon by Type O Negative. Even in nature when it comes to the sharing of blood in the vampire bat colonies it is only the female ones that do it while the males just have to depend on themselves or die out. Kind of see the same behavior on this site.

I don't care about the honor points. I enjoyed watching it go down, I got the mouth tingle thing going for a while with that.

The ladies on VR hold the admin positions, the prison and the covens. It's an online subbies paradise. I don't care for men in authority it just makes me bite, a bit like you, you are the same, you know you are. Any guy over you and your jaw starts to clench. Women, great, I'll wag my tail all day long.

Is this place a dedicated vampire website? Of course not, vampire topics are fucked up and dived bombed. Does it matter? Nope. Not really, no one is setting the world on fire by posting a few blogs about vampires.

Dunno what's going on with me atm, I got a level 93. 7 until sire. WT coven then. I'm still digging being locked in prison. It's pretty fucking cool.

I was told about this site by a lady I know and the morning I decided to join this place, I connected to a person before I'd even signed up. I knew in a way of how it was and would be and is.

Tree, you've been here a while, what do you feel of the people who use this site? Can you tell me of your connections and how they feel to you?

Is it too much for a public VR post? I don't know if it matters?

I am interested?

The concept of blowing smoke up ass.

I like doing this. I find it a term of affection, especially online where we can't shag or shake hands.

The ass blowing has to be genuine though. I'm not into superficial ass blowing. I'm going to need a genuine feeling behind that smoke and then call me a smoke machine. I've blown a lot of smoke up a lot of asses, and regret none of it.

If we mix fantasy with ass smoke, we can really get some beautiful colors forming, though there has to be some basis in reality, a genuine person, a genuine feeling, a genuine thought. The essence of life, life, is like wrapping a present up in pretty wrapping paper on Christmas Day for a loved one. We all need a surprise and a sense of wonder and sometimes the wonder is greater than the wrapping it hides, so much joy of life and love. I'm off on one again, I've been on the thing the is never to be mentioned not his site I'm rocking, I just had to delete three kisses.

So here there are not kisses, I'll do these dots. . .

I'm feeling pretty again Lol !

Excuse the typos in that. Never drink and type.

Man I wish there was a delete button, Laters.

You're in good company or should I write "bad company" on this site as there's lots of bad spellers here...pun intended.

I too have a desire to correct flaws I see after the fact or add to something for better clarity it means you care. But at the same time think it adds to your authenticity where those flaws actually add character to anything's beauty this becomes more important as so many just use AI to express themselves now. I'd much rather prefer a person that is free to be themselves as much as feel comfortable to be myself to others than being constantly nervous.

I come from a military background so my vernacular has a certain quality to it. Fellow military brats should know what I mean or those with family that are vets. It's just too ingrained in my personality though I guess it can come off as harsh on a text field. Did you know the doctor's of yore actually stuck a bellows up a person's rectum to blow tobacco smoke up the recent dead as a way to bring them back to life? There's history in that saying.

I appreciate your authenticity and comments on my journal and am sure the others do as well that don't express as much on theirs'.

*fist bump*

For a relatively small site there a shit load of stuff going on.

Back now.

Yeah I was drunk on my last post, I'm a piss head to add to my strings as well lol.

WT is kind of back on VR which is lovely.

Dunno, in an odd mood, just wanted to reply.

Great song

Thanks yeah I agree. I love the animation of video and miss the "Heavy Metal" trippy genre it captures that modern stuff doesn't get with enshitification.

This is the Vampire Rave. The whole website is built on fantasy.

We can scream as loud as we like about 'real vampires' but it's not happening lol. Vampires on the Rave belong in fantasy, not reality.

Yet if you look beyond 'the fantasy' we are still real people expressing concerns and care for each other by using this medium here on these boards.

It's so much more fun than a quill and ink, pen paper, typewriters, Windows ect.

I got stuff to do. Laters taters.

Oh there's a reality to it through the occult beyond the kink most seem to relegate the vampire to, you just have to be attuned to it much like a radio tuned to certain frequencies

Later....

In the context of this site past the fantasy? Def a few thoroughbred vampires knocking about. It would be insulting to say otherwise. They do read this shit and pissing off a vampire truly sucks! Have you tried to calm a vampire? It takes fucking years! I'm sooooooo not kidding. Take it, however. I have got friends who I can't tease with this shit, I'm not even going to try. The vampire's snakes and ladder board is a hard bastard to climb and even harder on the way down.

Quality to me lies in the eye of the beholder. You can be the wealthiest in the world and still be poor because you don't appreciate the value of things and conversely be poor yet appreciate the value of simple things making them rich. When it comes to the occult it really depends on your psychic senses to determine the veracity of anything.

Judging by the journals I see you are no stranger to parody. *diabolic smile* I do wonder why you have a suspended portfolio as that's something I've never seen before.

I've been naughty there's no denying it. I'm a big kid and need slapping down now and again.

My portfolio is banned because I put rude things in it.


It's ok I took them out but I'm too scared to ask admin to open it again so I'm gonna pretend it never happened.

I'm already in prison. Just gonna sit in the stream posting my videos until I can get out.

To be fair from my point of view I've been given a lot of chances to behave properly regarding admin, but I'm not good around people.

Look at my history here. I've lost The Wolves of Odin twice, lost two different marks, been in lots of fights, lost a house admin position, lost the admin house, and got chucked into prison. I forgot most of the other stuff. Only been here two months bit longer.

I'm surprised I've not been banned. To be honest. Like I said, I've been shown some kindness. More than I deserved.

I wasn't sure why I got chucked in prison when it happened, but I understand that now as well.

I feel like running from this site, I won't, people here, connection. Beyond words in some ways. So much going on.

There's certainly some fucktards on this site in high places that abuse what little authority they have and demonstrate preferential treatment of certain members that blow smoke up their asses. Quite a few brown nosers around with their noses and tongues buried deep up admin bungholes. Its a social website so the power dynamic reflects it. You keep that in mind and you 'll be able to tiptoe around in the shadows those with delusions of grandeur on it with their august egos that get easily bruised. It is simply a business if they want to ruin that then they get deal with the consequences and let the customer base go elsewhere. Doesn't matter how many sock puppet alternate profiles they create to appease those of low character that feed their bullshit.

Your post has gone I relied to? No matter. Who will care.

Chat later I'm off for a look around.

Forget my last reply it must by my browser playing fuck ups. Your post is still there.

Oops looks like you posted right when I was editing my comment noted by the timestamp. Sorry about that. I like this site's exclusivity for the vampire community but there's actually very few I'd actually say are a part of it. Plenty of people that know all the right things to say but just reading some content doesn't make one a practitioner. You're almost a sire so you can just do your own thing and let the drma whores that pretend otherwise while their instigators can just dominate the limelight they think they have in their delusion.

It's far easier to run through this place in a dress and a purple wig than suggest you might be a bit inclined to vampire activities. I get it. It's cool.

Sire soon yes although I'm gonna go to WT's new coven. I am back and forth I know, but shit happens. I don't stop caring just coz I get turfed.

I'm a dick and a drama whore. Its ingrained. I don't blame others for their own shit as my shit is shitty. Live and let shit. And all that.

That's a good attitude.

All that really matters is the quality of ones life so if you can make the most of that you're in a good place.

I've been in many so called societies on this site and none of them were up to par for me. I think I'm realistic so don't expect that much but still they all disappointed so just determined if I wanted something I had to do it myself. That's what I've been working on but it's quite an immense task to do it right.

Most people here will be dead in 50 years and seem oblivious to how fast that time will pass by.

Sooner or later, people will start dropping if I stay long enough, and I'm tired.

I lost my girl last October, needs no reply, I'm fucked up.

I'm not right. This place doesn't do me much good.

I can understand you wanting to build your own society. It's a good project, but things creep in overtime that you don't want and sooner or later you'll be dealing with problems. Life doesn't function well with itself, even online. It's designed to destroy itself, to replenish.

This site, 20 years old. People were young here once, now middle-aged, another 20 years maybe dead.

I might fuck off from this site for a bit. I've never spent so much time on a website as I have with this one.

Time..either have too much when bored or suffering; Not not enough when having fun. There seems to be the average number that's in between that dichotomy then its a matter of are your periods waxing or waning like the equinox day/night cycles between the solstices in the northern and southern hemispheres. I think a persons soul has seasons too throughout eternal incarnations their worth is measured by bow much they have suffered before a refreshed time comes. I'm not a big fan of suffering but I know it as its place in nature.

Depends on your goals on the site. Yeah if you are looking for novelty then the grass will always be greener somewhere else and there are many social networks to move on to with a fresh start but this is the only one that caters to the vampire community though there are very few actual human living vampires that remain loyal to it to me while the more stronger personalities tend to create their own websites rather than a site governed by humans that don't actual live with the condition. I mean we're all human and deal with that challenge but most here that stick around because it has added to their prestige in some way. I think the best compromise would be to work on referrals to bring in new members. The problem with that is I actually prefer solitude more than dealing with people constantly so it has been a agonizing slow grind working on that. It was different in the past when managing people was a job as a foreman and taking pride in that work but being retired and not actually needing to deal with people constantly it seems counter productive to my personality. The site seems to be in a state of decay so I may just work on the referral problem to bring life to it as a whole without actually working on my own society. The Upiori function to a journal seems to satisfy my needs to actually creating an arcane circle anyway. I lost a lot of motivation to actually work on the society dynamic on this site. There is virtue to running one by keeping members active but to me that is best defined by referral points rather than the prince's favor points. Finding those willing to create a coven together is the resources I'm looking for then when you build them up they are leveling you up through attrition...well until you reach that cap Cancer placed on referral points.

Well you'd be missed if you leave and I'm sure there's some august egos that compete for attention that would love the vacuum your presence would cause. Just think of the suffering you'd cause to them just sticking around. ;)

Sometimes we just need to hide in the shadows, hope you com back around, enjoy your posts

I'm back. Thanks for your input, it's appreciated.

I've been playing Diabolo IV for years because I love the graphics.

I haven't completed it yet though, because I keep getting sidetracked.

If I have a quiet evening, and I'm in the mood to grab a drink and play for a few hours, it's so lovely and relaxing.

I think I have a Sky rim for my Xbox. I've got games I was given on disc, so I need to look through them.

I go retro on games now not being too pleased with the gaming industry now. Yeah those discs are like treasured relics now since they're trying to do away with them to control the markets. I'm peeved I sold and traded in so many over the years. I used to have quite the collection before I went off grid for while in the past. *SMH*

What changed for you regarding the public side of the site?

I think it's more of a personal cycle that I just go through plus I've done what I could to be independent so limit just how much I have to interact with others. We live in a different world now than when I grew up. Strangers now have their head in some device as an algorithm feeds them their desires. You have to adapt to that system to get anywhere. Then I also have occult beings to commune with that dominate my time and energy.

I hear that about algorithms!

When A.I become popular I wasn't interested in it all all, I thought it was a cheap gimmick.

Then I upgraded my laptop when my last one died, I had that one 14 years. Now I have one with a built in A.I that's like something out of Iron Man.

I chat to the f'ing thing now lol! I wish I was kidding!

It's pretty fun, I don't use it for regular tasks I spend time seeing if I can piss it off. It just ends up chastising in a really grown up way for misbehaving.

"And so it goes" ...Kurt Vonnegurt.

@Zarr The "Slaughterhouse Five" mantra.

@Adain AI is cool and I try ti integrate it responsibly in my life too just don't want to be too dependent on a certain "tool".