My family is not my family at all!22:32 Jan 30 2006
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So, I went to my grandparents 50th Anniversary party and well, it was shitty! First my aunt comes over and tells my sister that everyone is not happy about her being pregnant and she just sat there and said nothing back. Then my grandpa came over and was bitchin about her making her car payment and stuff when she already has plans for that on Monday. Then one of my uncles, Larry, came and sat next to me and started quizzin me on why my mom was not there. Like he didn't already know! Bullshit! Anyways, so I could see my other uncle, Mike, was listening from standing a few feet in front of me. All I said was that it was my mother's choice not to come and that she very adult-like wrote it in a card to my grandparents and that they are the only persons in need of knowing her reasons. Then all at once, both my uncles started yellin and talkin shit to me on my mom n shit. I was upset and began to cry because they were yellin at ME!!! My sister sat next to me and all she said was that it needed not to be talked about as they continued yellin at me for no reason! Still crying, I got up and made for the door. I realized my grandma was on the way to the door and I decided to tell her good-bye. I could only get out a few words, "I cannot take this anymore." Of course those words were trembly due to me being upset and crying. I made it out of the room and into one hallway. I heard my aunt, Margaret, hollering for me and so I made it out of that hall and into the main hall. I went right and stood there crying. My aunt had followed me there and she began yellin at me. Like I wasn't already upset about what had happened! She went on and on about how my mother was in the wrong and how my mother didn't want to help. Which is a total false! My mother would have helped out if she had been notified. She received only one phone call about it. They called and practically told her that the party was being planned at our house. They didn't even ask, they assumed! How fucking rude is that? I cannot imagine that, but it happened. Then my aunt proceeded to tell me that I have no reason to act this way. Act what way?! Fuck! I told her that if someone was talkin shit on her parents that she would have stood up for them too. Then my grandmother made her way out there too. She said something that I do not recall but I was mad because I told them that my uncles were yellin at me and they tried to say they weren't and take up for them. I was so pissed I just yelled and screamed something and walked outside as they were yellin for me to come back. I kept walking out to the Mustang Community Center gazebo thingy. I made it to a bench and called my mother because I had waited for my sister to come out and check on me and she did nothing of the sort. My mother informed me that my other sister would come get me.
This is the honest truth. I cannot believe my family is so fucked up! The only people there that seemed normal were my cousins, Chase and Lane and their girlfriends. Everyone else seems to always play mind games and want to start bullshit that doesn't need to be there. But that is typical of them I guess. They are always trying to suck someone in. They have had Keeley sucked in for the longest time but lately they have been being rude to her because she is realizing that they play these games all the time and have been with her this whole time.
I honestly do not know how people who are supposed to be your family, and call themselves your family, can treat you so cruel and rudely. I mean, I have friends that treat me so much better than that! It is ridiculous that I do not want to attend any family reunions or anything like that.
For those who know me and how I am under stress like this, you can understand why I cannot take this anymore. I have decided to ignore all phone contact from that part of my family and I have made the decision to in all honesty, cut off all ties to them. They have hurt me so deeply that I cannot put myself in that position anymore. It just brings me down. So, now all I have are my 3 sisters, my parents, and my father's side of the family which is not dysfunctional like my mother's side! It is so odd, how my grandparents and aunt play these mind games trying to hurt us, when in the end, they just hurt themselves. If they need something, will I be there anymore? Hell no! They just lost another person due to their immature actions. As of today, the 29th of January 2006, I do not know any of them. I am definite that I will be happier now.
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