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Many have loved her, driven by lust.

Ashes to ashes, and dust to dust.

Engulfed with fear, drenched in bliss.

She takes their soul, sealed with a kiss.



Only she, the ravenous.

The teller of dreams.

Daunting, Yet wicked.

The maker of screams.



No one can resist, her tempting ways.

With crystal eyes, and a heart of gold.

Within her soul, you will only unfold.

Endless nights, and burning days.



Illusions of heaven, she'll show you the way.

Delusions of grandeur, she'll make you her prey.

Draining the light, from out of your eyes.

Everything within you withers and dies.



Carrion, the perfect weapon.

And a hunger so deep.

Supple, yet dangerous.

With a kiss so sweet.



Angelic beauty, surpassed by none.

In her eyes, she captures the sun.

With enough light, to light the world.

But care for you, she does not.

I lay in my darkened room, sleeping,

as you silently invade my dreams.

Restlessly tossing, I reach out for you

and awaken only to find an empty place.

An emptiness that touches my soul.

My heart cries out for you, to you,

as I envision your smiling eyes

and gentle, loving embrace.

I whisper your name softly.

Wishing and praying,

hoping against hope.

I curl up and fall back to sleep,

wondering...

Oh Man of my dreams,

Man who invades my whole sense of being.

What have you done to me?

You've turned my world upside down

and all I can do is think of you.

Mon Amour, never before have I loved

and I find the experience disturbingly tantalizing.

Just the sound of your voice and the thought of you awakens in me a sensuality I never knew existed,

a desire I never felt before.

A deep aching overtakes me as I yearn for you.

Internally begging for that which I crave,

for that which only you have been able to bring out in me.

And I moan, both in sadness and in pleasure.

You drive me wild with your whispered encouragement.

You drive me over and above,

taking me to the heavens and back,

only to make me soar again.

Your angel flies,

calling out your name to join her.

In unison, our world explodes in passion

and we collapse, safe in each other's arms.

Limbs still entwined in remembered embrace.

It's only you who can fulfill me

and make me content.

It's only you who can make me whole.

For without you, I am but a shell,

empty and alone.

Without you, I am nothing.



I would sacrifice everything and live in misery for the rest of my life to gain but a moment of pleasure with you.

Tiedan, etta elama on taynna haasteita. Taytyy vain loytaa ratkaisuja, silla haluan paasta paamaaraani.



I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.

I feel my fate in what I cannot fear.

I learn by going where I have to go. Theodore Roethke



Man dies as he dreams. Alone. Joseph Conrad



“And pleasant is the faerie land

But an eerie tale to tell.

Ay at the end of seven years

We pay a tithe to Hell;

I am sae fair and fu o flesh,

I’m feared it be myself.” Young Tam Lin



Down the hill I went, and then,

I forgot the ways of men

For night-scents, heady, and damp and cool

Wakened ecstacy in me. Sara Teasdale



You whom I could not save

Listen to me. Czeslaw Milosz



For I have sworn thee fair, and thought

Thee bright.

Who art as black as hell, as dark as night.

William Shakespeare sonnet CXLVII

What say you at journey's end?

A kiss? A hug? A good-bye?

And will you remember this stolen moment?

In time. In space. A forgotten why?

Shed not a tear for forbidden host.

For all is lost but this phantom ghost.

In I came and out I go.

A silent memory at the most.

A burning flame, we'll never know.

Lit our sky and made a name.

So ends our journey from the stars.

Heaven's waste and pains gain.

Saturates my blood's stain.

The bond we shared has been broken.

All because of the words I've spoken.

Now I must say good-bye

For the time is right and you know why.

Good-bye.

Winter whispered secrets

on a cold, starry night.

You have struck in me a desire

both immoral and immortal.

Captivating my heart and my soul.

I drink deeply of your essence,

basking in your fiery glow.

Your name, I ask...

Azazel.

O Azazel

You were once an angel only to be

cast from the heavens for refusing to obey.

Saying,

Why should the son of fire fall down

before a son of clay?

You lusted, my love, after mortal women.

And taught us vanity.

You revealed heavenly secrets not meant for man.

Azazel, O Azazel

I long for you, for your touch,

for you caress.

You invade my dreams

and haunt my days, my nights.

Awakening in me a fire.

The same fire that consumes you.

And I burn with a passion

I never knew existed.

Take me, my dear Azazel

and make me one with you.

Fill me and ease this pain

that burns deep in my loins.

For you, O Azazel

and only you can quench my thirst,

my desire, my yearning.

And I will kiss your ass, O Azazel,

to gain a measure of your strength.



Written for AZAZEL... March 3, 2005