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Done coming here only when I need to whine pretending anyone will care when that's the only reason I come.

I plan to continue on here with more to offer than plenty of bitching about cravings. There's more to life, to me, than just whining.

So, welcome Sharne, to Vampire Rave, and to acceptance. Of myself.

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nips
05:31 Aug 19 2012

cool and enjoy

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Am I only going to come to this community when I'm feeling. . .like I'm feeling right now?

I just. . .

I'm kinda hungry/thirsty. I've been coping on my own, without the need for an outlet for quite awhile now. I didn't check the date of my last journal entry, but I'm sure it was sometime last year.

I found this weight loss calorie counting site last December. Dec7, actually. The point of mentioning this here is that it's got a wonderful feature that keeps track of my vitamin/mineral intake.

I found out using this tool that I had been consistently low on iron. A key ingredient in blood. So I've been craving iron, my mind is just genuis to go past the generic "I want meat!" Thing and go directly to the source.

So that's a win.

I've been controlling the problem with VegLife vegan iron supplement in 25mg tiny lil pillsies.

They've been working well. I usually only take 1/4 to 1/2 pill and I'm perfectly fine most of the time.

except for tonight.

I'm having a definite craving.

Took an entire iron pill this time-very unusuual.

Not. Fraking. Helping.

If I could just. . .hm. I have no EviL plot that doesn't present a hole before the thought finishes crossing my mind. The stereotypical blood bank scenario. The whole cops coming after the crazy lady with tazers, pepper spray, and amused grins. Getting a friend to be a donor-yuh-huh. That'll go over with the crowds I'm around.

Don't get me wrong, all very good people.

None of them would understand.

Except maybe the lycan.

Who doesn't talk to me anymore.

Everyone's drugged in one way or another. Who wants to drink poisons, really?

So I'm sitting here watching Drag Me To Hell giving a nice long explination as to how I've been controlling my cravings.

A 'how' that isn't working anymore.

Any advice other than going all Drac in a back alley?

I think I'm just screwed.

So. . .I would like to go with it. Soon enough I'll have to. There is more to heaven and earth. .. .blah.

From Squigglez the clown to Sharne the bloodhunter. Find a 12 step for that.

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LadyRain
05:45 Sep 04 2012

I understand what you are saying here!

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