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I'm starting to hate it here. I love the college, the classes, and the teachers. It's the students I can't stand. I haven't managed to make a single friend here. For once, I'm trying. Believe me, I'm trying. I'm being nice and sweet, saying hi to people, wearing jeans and shirts, nothing like I usually do. I'm trying to be more social, but the anxiety makes it really difficult for me to go to the big group events. I go to class, come back to the dorm, and study. That's it. What else am I supposed to do? I don't stand out in anything here. Not newspaper, not academics, not theatre. I don't have anything I can call mine. I can't handle being ordinary, I feel lost.