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It's 10 pm on a Thursday night after a 9 hour shift at the local diner. You stood at your post all day feeding the putrid and degenerate filth that walked through the door cashing in the only reason you could stand their presence. The yelling, screaming, and cursing went in one ear and out the other all day as it usually did. Your boss' threats of firing you for the millionth time though she never followed through. Calmly you stand and accept it, going into your happy place inside your head where nothing evil exists. Your feet hurt and the walk home doesn't help. It's fairly dark, muggy and cloudy, with no moon. Looks like rain tonight. You hear a gun shot in the distance and put on your head phones, listening to one of your favorite songs. You know the one, with the mellow chorus that makes you smile every time you hear it. A breeze blows right through you and you instinctively pull your jacket close and yank the hood down over your head, trying to hide your face. You eventually reach your drive way and see your step-asshole's car in the way. You sigh and wish that he will already be asleep. Your shadowy passage through the front door drops your hopes as you see him awake and drunk (again) on the couch watching the television. He turns to you as you pull off the head phones. His hand gestures in that way you know all too well... right as he tell you to come and see him. You slowly make your way over and confront him. He speaks his usual drunken babble to you about how should respect him and how you should appreciate all of the crap he's done for you when you know all too well his very presence is the reason your life is shit at home. Eventually, after you're covered in his stench and he forgets why you're even near him, you ascend upstairs to your haven within hell. Through your door and onto the bed your body falls like a fresh corpse. Old sheets that always seemed to smell nice no matter how dirty they got. You kick off your shoes and strip down, ready to hit the shower. It's about time you got the cake of humanity off of you. A fresh towel and warm bed later you get a text on your phone from a friend. You haven't seem him much lately but you're both good friends. He wants you to meet him at the park a few blocks down from your house. It's late and you politely decide to decline but you're curious as to why so you ask. He says he's got a surprise for you. You ask what but he says you'll never know unless you come with him tonight and only tonight. Curiosity gets the best of you and a few minutes later you find yourself dressed and sneaking out the back door. You meet him at the park on the swing set and demand that your trek had better be worth it. He assures you it will be. The two of you catch up on the latest gossip and a few minutes later a van comes down the street parking on the road near you. He takes your hand and leads you to the vehicle. Inside are two of his friends, one you know, the driver. The other is a mystery. Many questions in the van lead you no closer to discovering the surprise but a half hour sitting in the back eventually the group ends up in the mountains outside of town. The van stops and you're at the look out that has a view covering the city. You'd been here once before but never really had a reason to come back. A quick glance shows that tons of other people are around with their cars all shut off and hanging out around a bon fire. It's amazing that the cops haven't showed up yet with all the fire hazards and what-not. A few of your best friends are near the fire so you go to join.



(to be continued)

As it is often important and often even necessary for one human being to have certainty and a clear understanding of the intentions, desires, motivations, and needs of another, I offer this testimony in trust and sincerity.



I am a dominant man. I am just that. I am not dominant because of any superiority on my part. Not because I feel more intelligent or wiser.



I am not dominant because of the strength or the mass of my body.



I am not, nor would I want to be dominant with all women.



Yet, to you I am Master.



I am your Master only after earning your trust and I embrace your submissiveness. I have looked into your heart and mind, and clearly see your desires and passions. You have thrown away your desires and passions. You have thrown away your fears and inhibitions. You tell me of the needs of your heart and body. You have given me total access to your soul, and I accept the responsibility and honor. You are a woman. You are not weak or inferior because of it. You are a treasure to be cherished. We are not equal. I have the strength of body and mind and the instinctive need to protect, possess, defend, and provide for you. You are a woman and instinctively stronger of will and heart. Your belief in me gives me courage and direction. Your strength disperses my doubt.



Your needs and desires encourage and give purpose to my efforts. We are not equal. We are halves of a whole. We complement each other and make each other complete. My desire to dominate you is instinctive. It is not to degrade you nor is it degrading to you because you are secure in being totally feminine. We each recognize and accept our worth, and our need for someone to trust and fulfill our needs.



You are sure, strong, and proud in your womanhood. You do not submit as acceptance of inferiority, but from strength and passion. You expect a man to stand strong and be a man. You desire and flourish in the strength and control of a man. In return you present control of your body, unqualified trust and honesty, and the faithfulness of your heart. You submit because I have earned your trust. Because I have opened my heart and soul to you. Because I have listened to your word with my ears and heart and have learned to anticipate your needs and emotions. And because I have proven worthy in your eyes, you have given me the only true treasure of life; you have given me dominance over you. What you give is not abnormal, but pure, natural, and the rarest gift a woman can give a man. You have given me complete and unshakable assurance of your commitment to me. Your submissiveness is a magnificent gift and sacred responsibility. I accept this from you with humility and joy. I understand the rarity and purity of this gift.



I recognize it is your body, mind, and soul. I dominate you only because you have allowed me to, and when I see your body kneel before me in my mind and heart, you are raised above all other women and all the treasures of the earth.



Within the bounds of our relationship…it is my duty to protect you, and that you will know, that under my care; NO harm will come to you as a result of actions taken by Me..or you. That is my responsibility, to protect you..from yourself if necessary. What you give freely cannot in reality be bought.