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If I had a schools of thought section this would be in there...but as I don't it will have to be done in Personal Entries...



What do you mean I hear you say...how can paranoia be a menifestation of guilt?...



Well let me explain to you my school of thought on this subject...then maybe you will understand...for many a year I have wondered why people experiance such feelings as paranoia...



Paranoia as it is stated in the Wikipedia is:



Paranoia is a disturbed thought process characterized by excessive anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion. Paranoid thinking typically includes persecutory beliefs concerning a perceived threat.



I believe that people feel such feelings because of an underlaying act of themselves...to give you a better idea of what I mean I shall say these...



When you think about other people you tend to label them...be it something you do knowingly or not...you will always do it...do they wear the right clothes?...do they work hard enough?...do they have a flash new sports car?...



Can you say you have not once thought these things about another...I'm sad to admit I have...it is human natural to judge others base on their standing in the community...



The normal things people get paranoia about are...the way others see them...the way they perform in day to day life and do they have enough money...and if you can say you have never once thought about yourself you are one of the few that do not feel these common fears...



I can see in this that paranoia is the menifestation of ones own guilt about judging others and the things they do...in this case...



If you still don't understand maybe this will explain it to you more...think about this...



My friend is going out with someone...they have been together for a while...he is abit of a flirt with the other ladies at his college and his other females friends...one day him and his girlfriend have a row and he starts to think there is someone else in her life...although he knows that she loves him deeply...



Thus for I must conclude this...Paranoia is a menifestation of ones own guilt...



Thank you for taking the time to read this...please feel free to leave comments and views on this subject...



Dookz xzx

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zenraven
02:24 Apr 27 2008

i definitly think that parinoia is a large sign of guilt...



but you parinoia could be subsided if the boundrys of trust and not needing o be judged will help in the long run... people dont need to worry about all of the guilt...



i liked the entry you put in there.....

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HunterAja
06:36 Apr 27 2008

Very wise and observing you are - a student of the human condition

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Well I can't really call it living alone as I have Lezard...but it is living indepentently from my parents...who have never been much of a help in my life...I think the best thing they did was get me this place...although at first I hated...I have grown to love the places that surround me...the people around me and most of all Lezard...



I was living here by myself...but one day I found out that someone I knew of was homeless...seem to me to be a way out of being alone...some company...someone to talk to on long cold nights...I told a friend of mine to let him know I was interested in giving him a place to stay for a while...so then it came into being...Lezard came to stay...



At first I was only going to give him a few weeks...just so he could find somewhere to live...although soon after I felt it pointless to tell him to move on...he was always there exactly when I needed someone...always there to hug...someone to fight over the cover with at night...although we dont sleep together in that sense we do sometimes cuddle up...



Yes there are sometimes that I wished I lived on my own...but I would be lying if I said I could see myself living without Lezard...he can tell lies and twist what people say and he can make trouble for others...there is this something about him it is hard to explain...he just knows exaactly what to say when I need him to say it...but I love having him around...the place seems empty without him...



Dookz xzx

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BLOODLIFE
17:55 Apr 20 2008

hmmmm It seems your original idea of doing a friend a good turn has changed somewhat. lol

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HunterAja
06:39 Apr 27 2008

You showed grace to someone. You extended your spirit. Blessings to you

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isistemple
20:34 Jun 03 2008

very nice :-) I think in the end, it's much better to extend generosity to someone. When you do this, you are really being generous to yourself by filling your life with friendship.

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