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Okies, so, recently my dreams have been getting weirder and weirder (or depending on the night and what I went to bed dreaming about, raunchier and raunchier. Lol.) Last night, for instance, I drempt that I had been washed ashore on a beach near my old school*, and one of the nuns had rescued me. Then the nun sent me on some weird quest to find my mate who needed to bed fed (not the food kind of fed either, lol). The next thing I knew, I was climbing over some things that they were calling onions. I was climbing over them for miles and miles until I found my mate, and proceeded to feed him. Then I woke myself up by painfully bashing my arm into my window. Mer... I would have much rathered be woken up by my mate calling me.... *sighs* Oh well. ^_^



*My old school was on the bay, but there weren't really any beaches near it (near it being 5 min away).

Eh, life's been a kind of rollar coaster right lately.



I've been looking for a job EVERYWHERE!!! Luckily, theres a new strip mall opening like 2 min away from my house, so i'll be applying there as soon as the space is bought out.



On top of that, we just found out that my dad has cancer for the 4th time. I want to scream, but I can't.



On a lighter note, my mate turned 33 about a week and a half ago, and up until today (much to my surprise!!) we hadn't spoken since then. Here I was getting all worried and shit. He was sick when we last spoke, and I was getting a feeling that something was wrong with him. Well, there was something wrong, but not what I was thinking. It's worse, but it's getting much better. Thank God! So, today when my grandparents took me and my little brothers to Wonderworks, I was very much surprised to feel my phone vibrate and see his area code along with a number i didnt recongnize. It was him!! Woo! I was so excited I could hardly contain myself. I even walked around with a smile on my face the rest of the day. I've missed him so much, you have no idea. I even listened to the messages he's left me on my phone before I went to bed last night. Lol. Loser, yeah, I know...



Mer... my freaking poetic muse came and stayed for a bit last night and gave me some good stuff, but left before I could finish what I was writting. GRRR! frustration to the freaking MAX! gah, but w/e. At least I have something to work with.