Ok I know that I can't prove what I say and that I can say or be anything that I want...here on line.
It does come around and bite you hard....I have done many things bad over the years and only now am I truly trying to ... change.
I never have gone to prison, although I have worked in one. But I was lucky.....I never got caught!! When I worked in the nick I was straight and would do as much as I could for them. though I might add I took no shit off them either. I had a very good Rapport with the cons. This was because I could understand alot of the reasons why they were like they were, and I would talk to them alot...no excuses for them though......
Because of this I was always sent in first to try and calm things down, when it got a little heated and kicked off. 90% of the time I could stop a situation from boiling over and having to use control and restraint...If I couldn't talk them down...(wrist/leg/head, and arm locks, three man team, most of the time with me in the team...Bah... big kick off)
Where was I?...oh yes two years past (from the death of my neighbours) and two months later I slipped two discs in my back...Got through my wall like a hot knife through butter.
Now I have had my share of bad luck as well as good luck,I thought my back was getting better!!Dam it how wrong I was. Two months later the car engine seized and I had to buy a new car...still didn't really think about any connections. We had a very bad storm and the fence blew down ...cost me £500 pounds to have a new one put it. The pipe burst in the bathroom and flooded the kitchen down..still trying to sort that one out !!!(loads of damage)
I dont think that I was being punnished but what a strange turn of events....be careful what you wish for.
This is a true story about my next door neighbours where we used to live.
They were old parents of three girls, the tv was always loud so you could here it through the wall. The old man would shout and swear at the childen ...call them all the names that you can think of.
When we bought the house it cost £58,000 nine years ago which was alot of money. I spent another twenty thousand on it doing it up.
Because of the noise from next door I had to sound proof the walls. This only stopped about 50% of the noise.
The children were not nice ....well one of them was just a bully. She would even try and bully adults. She knew to watch out when I was around though.
One late evening my partner told me to go round and to ask them to turn the tv down.
The old fella answered the door and told me to Fuck Off....then wanted to fight me!!
I had done nothing wrong and I was polite to him at all times...apart from when he wanted to fight me I just laughed. I went home told my partner and the tv got louder next door
I wanted them so dead....I had to eat humble pie and be nice to stop them from doing things to the house and car....we had to move.
First the old man died of a heart attack, six months later we moved as the problem was getting worse.
Four months later the mother died of Cancer, as for the kids I dont know.....
Did I do that? as I had used Magick for my dark thoughts.....or was it to be like that for them anyway?? Who knows?
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