This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
Pfftt...personal whatever. Bring it.
If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
One, I'd never cheat. Two, I'd have to be in a relationship first. Three, I'm never getting into a relationship because I'm an Aromantic Asexual. And even if that wasn't the case, I'd still never cheat. But putting this in a hypothetical sense if I were to ever be in a relationship and cheated, I would probably say so because being truthful to your partner is what is best.
The last time you felt honestly broken?
Uh....let's not go there. It's bad enough I get depressed moods at times and feel like nothing in the world matters. I hate getting into those depressive moods. >_>'
Are you craving something?
Yep. Blood. Being a Sang Vampyre, yes I do.
Food-wise...hmmm...I want macaroni and cheese with cottage cheese, chipotle spice, Nutella chocolate spread, balsamic vinegrette salad dressing, and a couple of jalapenos mixed in (all in one bowl mind you).
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
Hmmm...wait I know....A JOB! That pays decently with good hours.
Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
None.
What do you hear right now?
The Weather channel on the TV and the AIM thing telling me I have a new message.
Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
It kind of has the head part of the mattress against the heater part of the wall, which the heater doesn't work anymore because the apartment people have turned off the damn boilers! There's still been a few days (even in freaking end of May) that's been cold at night! ARGH!
What’s on your mind right now?
Lots of things. And wishing I could sleep but insomnia strikes again and I can't sleep at night very well anymore. Ugh.
Are you there for your friends?
I try to be with what friends I have left that haven't left me.
Last person to see you cry?
*glances around* Nope. No one saw me cry at reading the ending of Absolute Boyfriend online. *sweatdrop* It was sad!!!!
What do you do when you get nervous?
Let's see, I fidget and play with my hair, stutter somewhat, get really quiet and shy.....
Be honest, do you like people in general?
I like some people (those that care about me) but those that don't.....meh.
How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
I'm never having kids unless you count fuzzy kitties as my kids. Because that's all I'm having as kids...kitties!! *huggles her kitten* Yusuke's my baby from another mother!
Does anyone completely understand you?
Hell I don't understand myself sometimes! Do you think if even I can't understand me that others will? XD
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
*mischievous grin* Oh you don't ever want to know what I'm thinking.....
Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
*blinks* In that sort of way....uh.....well only Kieran.....
Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
Sometimes I wish....sometimes I don't.
Do you tell your mum or dad everything?
I tell my mom a lot. My dad not so much. He don't understand half the stuff I'm talking about nor would he like to know what I'm thinking.
Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
Seeing as I'm an Aromantic Asexual and don't have a significant other (and never will) I can't answer this. As for friends doing so, that's their choice.
Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
*blinks* I would hope not......not that I haven't been hurt (emotionally of course) by anyone several times.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Pffft....easy. No one.
Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
*blinks* That's a hard one because I remember nothing of my childhood for this life but I recall a few past lives and think about those of what pieces I've uncovered. As for the future.....I'd like to hope it'll be good.
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
Lately very few if any at night (since I'm finding myself unable to sleep at night). As for the daytime, I get at least a few hours but it's been getting harder to sleep even more than a couple of hours at a time too. >_
What Is Your Inner Desire? |
Acceptance Your inner desire is acceptance. You are either a loner or have very few friends. All you truely want is to find at least one person who truely cares about and accepts you, but have so far failed to find them. Have hope though, eventually you will fulfill this desire. |
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What anime vampire are you? >:3 |
Dark Vampire Blood hungry and power craving you've lost everything now your only purpose is to kill them |
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What is Your Inner Element? |
The Element of Earth You are the bearer of the Earth. Earth is the most powerful and influential of the elemental signs. You behold great wisdom, and you could even say, you have an engineering or inventive mind. You ask yourself "How does this work?", with things pertaining to daily ideals, instruments, relationships, and people. You are very practical and stable, borderline on the perfectionist side. Cautious and insightful, you always leave a safety net close at hand. You know responsibilities and priorities, making sure that life will run as smoothly as possible. You are a lover of the arts, and of fine materials. You are very determined, going great lengths to achieve your goals, and are always seeking to know and understand. Because you are the bearer of the Earth, you have a natural green thumb, and also a way with animals and children. Things to be wary of: You tend to have a cynical nature about you, that turns people off, Earth elements have a tendency to get involved in violent situations that have to do with love or money, have a tendency to interfere, critical nature, sometimes unemotional, coldness, or reserve, and are very stubborn and possessive. |
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What Is Your Japanese Name? (girls) |
Shizuka Your Japanese name is Shizuka. Shizuka means "quiet" in Japanese. You are shy and quiet, and are probably a loner. Thats ok with you though, because people tend to make you feel uncomfortable. Your probably a compassionate person and are also very sweet though. |
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What do your eyes say about you? |
Eyes of Vitality Your eyes are already readable. They are full of life and passion. You love life and all those that enter into yours. You love to live and laugh. Your motto is to "eat drink and be merry, for tommorrow we die." |
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COMMENTS
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BlackenedxWings
10:49 May 30 2011
If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
Yes, I would if I ever did. I don't cheat, but have been cheated on plenty.
The last time you felt honestly broken?
August of 2008. Not saying why or who caused it though.
Are you craving something?
Coffee, maybe a ham sandwich.
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
The damn PICC line in my arm removed so I can return to work already.
Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
I want kids but not ten.
What do you hear right now?
My phone's text messaging tone
Last person to see you cry?
An ex. I would love to make her cry right about now but that's enough of about that.
What do you do when you get nervous?
I start playing with my phone a little and stop making eye contact.
Be honest, do you like people in general?
Some but not many. Been burned too many times to freely trust anyone.
How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
I was 28 when my first born son came into this world though he went up for adoption. My current gf can't have children and she makes me feel like no one ever has.
Does anyone completely understand you?
No, and I don't care f anyone does anymore.
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
If it counts to know I have such an amazing woman in my life then yes.
Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
Yeah, but did something which she knew would cause me to walk away.
Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
No. I wouldn't want to even think of reliving some of the pain I endured.
Do you tell your mum or dad everything?
No. There are some things better left unsaid or for that matter, unknown.
Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
She does and so do I, so no.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yeah, but it's better off forgotten.
Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
Equal amount of both actually.
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
I haven't slept at night in years. I sleep during the early morning 'til mid-afternoon so about 7 hours.
Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
It's up against t least 2 walls, yes.
What’s on your mind right now?
My girlfriend, and hoping her mother is alright. She went to the E.R. to find out she had a kidney infection yesterday.