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From happiness to despair all within 1 year
Being told to help
While being yelled at to get out of the way
So many contradicting things

Being told i'm worthless
While being told i'm a blessing
I have no idea what i'm doing
Yet everyone tells me i must know what i'm doing

To be yelled at and beaten
While being told i love you
Going from hate to depression
I have slowly started to give up

I'm slowly becoming numb
Not even noticing that others have left
Not caring that they use me or abuse me
I have become numb, and I don't care anymore