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22:42 Jan 31 2009
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There isn't a whole lot to say about my stint as a magazine CEO but it's part of my larger role in the political field and a neat bit of extra something, I dunno.



I figure since my brain hasn't been working all that much recently I should start writing about all the big and little things I've done or been apart of.



So, around 2004 I was approached by some people in Texas. They wanted to start up a monthly magazine to be part of the Southern political movement. After several months of planning the company was registered in Texas and I had the fun job of CEO.

The mag. focused on historical happenings during the War Between the States and paralleled them with what was going on today. There was a section for modern political activities, historical articles (of course) and a whole lot more. Soon after it began we started gobbling up smaller publications (the largest was based in Michigan actually) and within a year we had subscribers all over the US, Canada and several European countries.



When I started getting sick I folded it into a division of my political network and then handed it over to some other folks. Today the mag. is dead lol. But, some of it's remnants remain and can be seen in one of only 3 regular publications that deal with Southern politics. It's now only distributed online.



In 2006 I had so many projects going it was insane. The plans for the future were amazing to say the least. Once I started getting sick, investments began to dry up and now the only thing that's left of a massive multinational effort are occasional web mentionings and archives. Funny how things that were so difficult to begin are so easily squashed.

I've asked myself a few times "Why not let someone else take over everything?" The truth is no one I knew could have successfully taken over and push things forward. Besides, it was my baby, my creation, how could I put it in the hands of another person.



One day, I'd like to revive just about everything and get back in the game, as it were. Of course I have no clue how that's going to happen.



I forget just how many people read it each month but like I said we were in several countries and had to use multiple facilities to print everything.



See told you it was a boring story lol


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XxLDRxX
XxLDRxX
05:49 Feb 01 2009

Smiles hehehe but it was still an experience .





 

08:23 Jan 28 2009
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I'm kinda freaked out. Yesterday the high here was around 40, the National Weather Service says it's 37 in Nashville right now however, in Murfreesboro (where I actually live) it's 61. On the south side of town it's around 35-41 but it's 61 right here.



It's supposed to snow tomorrow. I've got the window open and it is definitely warm. Never seen a patch of air 30 degrees warmer than the outlying areas in the middle of winter without a warm front moving in or out. There has not been a drop of warm air here this week. The chars say that the temp here has increased nearly 20 degrees in 2 hours.



Is the world ending? lol


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moonkissed
moonkissed
15:52 Jan 30 2009

it was warm here too, nut right now i am running the heat because my tootsies is freezing.



*tootsies~my cutish referance to toes*





XxLDRxX
XxLDRxX
03:39 Jan 31 2009

hehehe well da man will be freezing his butt when he coems to your neck of the woods then heheh. Now ya all know how I feel up North lol You be nice to him Doc I want him back in one peice lol





 

01:54 Jan 27 2009
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I wonder if I should start putting my dreams in here (well DrJay's journal). Just to see how they evolve or if they do over time.



I need to better control how I react (personally not in public) when I come across a person who is educated but acts and sounds like a total fool. Especially when they confront me, I tend feel like I've been slapped and I don't know why. For whatever reason I can't forgive, or even pretend to like, someone who has had some sort of education and yet fails to understand the most basic of things. Not meaning they don't know how to pump their own gas but they lack the ability to use logic, understand the differences between periods of time in a conversation things like that, I can at least get along with people who have IQs under 100 lol.



If another "stimulus" package gets passed or Obama doesn't stop acting like a socialist, even for one day, I think I'll revoke my citisenship.


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moonkissed
moonkissed
15:53 Jan 30 2009

i would be most intrigued with seeing how these dreams evolve.





XxLDRxX
XxLDRxX
03:45 Jan 31 2009

What you don't luvs me no more ? Wait I can pump my own gas I just prefer not to... lol Yes, I would also love to read the dream journals as well.





 

07:27 Jan 26 2009
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Stupid bad dreams. For once in ages I got to sleep before the sun came up and then I get woken up by a dream.



I won't go into the details of the dream just the last part. It ended with a bunch of people (who I cared about in the dream) going to an amusement park, one of the rides goes nuts and kills most of them. What woke me up was when I parent came to identify the body of a young guy, he had been thrown maybe 50 feet away. Se took the plastic cover off his face and I saw it all cut up, skin pulled off, eye dislodged etc.



As for graphics it wasn't anything I hadn't dreamed before but the fact that I "knew" them I guess made it worse. I almost never wake up from a dream, it ticks me off.


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XxLDRxX
XxLDRxX
03:42 Jan 31 2009

Okies Doc your starting to scare me here. I diod to also havea dream of some of us at an amusement park.. *shivers*





 

10:03 Jan 24 2009
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Went out with a friend tonight. We saw the new Underworld movie which was alright. Some things were rather predictable yadda yadda. Funny thing happened though. While in line for popcorn one of the cashiers looked at me, pointed and said "Hey it's Bruce Wayne!" I looked at him kinda funny, not sure if he was talking to me, and he tapped the other cashier to look at me and said again "Hey Bruce Wayne." I smiled and waved hello. For those who don't know "Bruce Wayne" is the public persona/real-self of Batman, billionaire playboy dude.



People have called me a lot names like that, Johnny Cash, Elvis, Johnny Depp, Bruce Wayne and several others, I take them as complements. Then there are the people who have actually seen ME before and strike up a conversation. Ah, to be sorta public :)



Got Saw 5 and about to watch it now.


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moonkissed
moonkissed
22:19 Jan 24 2009

i am glad you had a good time, you deserve it.

jealous about Saw 5. :P





 

02:25 Jan 23 2009
Times Read: 866


I had an interesting night last night. Fell asleep around 12-1 AM and had a pretty average series of short dreams with obvious meanings, woke up at 4 AM randomly used the potty (yes you must know that! lol) and it was oddly the exact time I had to take a med. So on the way back to sleep, which was taking a while, I tried playing some rather nice songs in my head.



About 45min-hour later I was in that strange half awake/ half asleep phase and was thrown wide awake by the sensation of the skin over my heart hitting the blanket with each beat. There's nothing strange or bad about having a heart beat that you can see slightly externally in fact it's pretty normal however, when I put my hand over the area it felt like a humming birds wing. I couldn't count my heart rate if I wanted to, it was insanely quick.



Now, my mom and grandmother have what's called super ventricular tachycardia which is a random disregulation of your heart beat/rhythm making it soar as high as 250 beats per minute. If kept in check there is little danger but, the longer it goes the greater and greater risk of a heart attack and sudden death. I used a quick medical trick for slowing down/ stopping the event and after a few minutes things were back to normal. I'm really hoping it was just a random event and not a sign of a hereditary disorder.



By the time I actually got to sleep I ended up having a dream in which 2 vampires and I were flying around, following the path of a small river. Toward the end the dream turned very violent, changed in tone and was actually quite frightening. The oddest thing was that throughout the entire dream there was a very strong scent of freshwater fish.

Now I've never had a dream about vampires, don't eat fish and have never had a dream where I smelled something.



I'm very used to violent and intense dreams but it's not often they actually scare me and they usually follow one of a number of types/patterns of dream.

So long story short (too late I know) I'm very tired, a bit scared over the heart thing and I'm trying to find the will to finish the final series of paperwork for my disability which needs to be in the mail by tomorrow.



My internet and phone was also out for most of day, have no idea why. I'm not looking forward to another 2 months of cold weather, unless it's presently snowing I despise the cold, almost pathologically lol. I don't want to step outside, period, until late March, of course I doubt that'll happen.

I miss being on here all day *cries* :)



This thing over Obama and the oath is getting pathetic. Technically he was President before he even took the oath because things ran long. I was a bit upset that it was botched and I'm glad that he took again (today I think) but since he didn't use a Bible the second time now people are yelling over that. Yeah, it should have been common sense and kinda stupid to not have used it but it makes no difference in the eyes of the law and we have bigger things to worry about. Same thing with keeping the queers from getting married. I mean seriously if you chose to work to keep gays from having equal rights (as mandated by the Constitution) over working to solve the economy, education, war and 556,980 other things more important I (personally) think you should try out the pointy end of a bullet moving at high velocity.



Is it strange that I still enjoy the show "Home Improvement"? And now I think I'm rambling.



--X


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XxLDRxX
XxLDRxX
02:51 Jan 23 2009

hmm doc ... onteresting that you dreamed of fish some where in your dream. I sure as hope I dont dream of fish.



Yes this cold is unbearable I so agree 3 days now my car wouldnt start because of this cold. Well, hmm , no its not strange that you still like home improvements I like it too.





xXPoisonousAddictionXx
xXPoisonousAddictionXx
03:12 Jan 23 2009

that sucks about the heart thing, maybe it was just a weird one only kind of thing.

My sister has a heart mermer, and may have to get a paste maker.





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
08:27 Jan 23 2009

hey that means joe biden was president for a day and no attack happened on his watch lol





Sinora
Sinora
17:29 Jan 23 2009

Hmmmm don't worry bout the heart racing hon...it's usual for guys to experience that when thinking about me....*smirks*





 

00:12 Jan 19 2009
Times Read: 880


I really feel the urge to move away. Being treated like a lazy 17 year old is getting, well, old. Plus I am so tired of being in the city, I miss being able to step out the front or back door walk 10 steps and not be able to see my hand in front of my face for the trees.

Of course I wouldn't turn down an ocean front view either. This cold weather is reeking havoc on my knees and I don't like having to wear 20 pounds of coats just to go check the mail.



It looks like my little silver experiment is going pretty well so far. It'll still be a long while before the profit I make can really do much but it's nice to be able to work for myself, go at my own pace, make a few bucks and ship pretty coins all over the world.



I'm getting set up with a medical group which will allow me to get various blood tests and only charge a tiny amount. It's been over a year since my last full work up and god knows I need another.



There hasn't been a whole lot for me to do when it comes to research. It's not that I don't enjoy thought experiments and talking to one or two people, doing a few equations etc but I miss having the ability to have large amounts of input, run computer sims and so on.



Seems like Jenn is enjoying my old job with the VA. Of course if she weren't I'd have to hurt her :) K and I have been able to share some of the more deeper/darker aspects of my life. Not sure what I think about that, it's nice to be able to actually talk to him and not just chat (chatting after 2 years is really pathetic) but on the other hand I'm still a very closed person. He of course couldn't start a conversation if his life depended on it haha.



It would be nice to punch out 1 or 2 more poems, doubt it'll happen anytime soon.



This would be the end of this entry, looks like I'll be able to start being on here as much as I used to *yay*



Toddles my homies!


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XxLDRxX
XxLDRxX
02:59 Jan 23 2009

Oh we are moving ! yaya ! I'll stop and grab CD. jumps up and down , please pick some place warm! We are only gonna need two bedroom. Me and Cd can share one oohh la la la. Oh we shall have so much fin all taking care of each other lol

Can we have a cabana boy ?





Xzavier
Xzavier
03:08 Jan 23 2009

I'm thinking Florida, Key West maybe :) As for the cabana boy why only have one? hehe





XxLDRxX
XxLDRxX
03:53 Jan 31 2009

Hmm Key west huh? The ole man says it way to warm down there. How about central florida, not that it would even matter.. Pfft because I am ignored and unloved anyways. I mean Geezus I could be standing right behind him and he wouldn't even notice me ... ( hehhe ) Hmm yes, we will need a cabana boy for each of us. Hope he can make a stiff drink lol and NO Cd will not be drinking, it is FORBIDDEN.





 

09:11 Jan 14 2009
Times Read: 904


(Proud accomplishment this month, read on.)



Spent a few hours with my friend Robert tonight which was enjoyable as always. He brought a mini-set of UNO Cards where he beat me 3-0, ashamed I am lol.



Right now I'm watching "The Story of India" the golden age episode, so far it's quite interesting. It's always nice to learn a bit before falling asleep. India and it's history is painfully misunderstood and sits in ignorance to most Westerners. Sad to say that so many have no clue what India gave us, from zero to the Vedas and so on.



This month marks my second year clean from cocaine. I was never addicted and stopped cold turkey without so much as a single craving despite taking massive amounts. I'm very thankful that I did not become addicted and was able to come to sanity and stop that most absurd and stupid period of my life.



Cheers and good night :)



--X


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
12:01 Jan 14 2009

You truly rock my friend.





XxLDRxX
XxLDRxX
02:55 Jan 23 2009

Gives you a huge hug ! I am so proud of you. Mine is 02/24. You have been missed my friend.





moonkissed
moonkissed
20:19 Jan 23 2009

Happy two year birthday, sorry it is so late.





 

01:59 Jan 13 2009
Times Read: 931


Every once and a while I get a wave of pride and happiness over being gay, I'm gay for gay! lol



Don't really know why, it's not like one day I said "hey I'm going to be a fag from now on, good choice." I dunno I just really like it.



Their strong bodies, deep and bright eyes. Beautiful hair, smooth chest, tender skin and full lips. Gorgeous abs and powerful thighs. Quick witted, gentle dispositions...awesome n juicy jiggly bits *shivers* I just really love boys! lol



Ok I'm done now :D


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chrysanthemia
chrysanthemia
02:06 Jan 13 2009

Oh wow--intriguing description, to say the least. Lmao.



Feel pride for whatever you want--don't think about reasons, just be proud. You enjoy it more that way. Haha.





MBK
MBK
02:11 Jan 13 2009

X is getting pervy! =P





 

01:14 Jan 10 2009
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I am rather enjoying correcting and answering "Wiki Questions." Plus, I get to learn some things which is always good.


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23:13 Jan 09 2009
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Went to the dr yesterday, gained another pound this month to put me at 120-121ish woot!



They hired a new doctor, a neurologist, and she was completely condescending and rude. I usually really like neurologists after-all I was on my way to becoming a neurosurgeon before my hand tremors started kicking in a few years ago, but she was a bitch.



One of the first things she said to me was "Why don't you have insurance? Oh, I know why, it's because you're young." Wanted to cunt punt her :)



So needless to say nothing really happened yesterday.

For the second time my pharmacy had to do a partial fill of my methadone (which technically there not really suppose to do) but I got the rest today. Not really a big deal just odd.



Oh, I may have an abdominal hernia. Remember the lump I wrote about a few months ago? Well I had Miss Jackass look at it and she said I needed to have it checked out asap, which I will just don't know when. There are two general types of abdominal hernias, the ones that are just bothersome and the ones that cut off blood supply to part of your gut killing it in 6 hours and end with you having massive scar across your abdomen from the surgery *yay* lol.

I have no clue how I could have gotten it. There is a tendon that runs in the same area as this lump so it could also be that being hyperstimulated (thats what I've been thinking it was for the past while).



I'm still not really "feeling it" as for being online hours at a time. Generally every few months or so I'd just take a few weeks off from VR and then come back but I don't want to do that since I have several responsibilities on here. Oh well, we'll see.



Just got the movie "Cloverfield" heard good and bad things about so now it's my turn to decide.



See y'all later



--X


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04:53 Jan 09 2009
Times Read: 965


I can't stand these Shalanda Marquis Mokutuku Smith type names. I'm all about keeping in touch with your actual roots (not, I'm from Africa so Africa is my culture, or I'm from Europe so I'm going to start taking Finnish names) but this whole make it up as we go naming is total crap.



You can take your roots and shove them up your ass you pathetic boobs.



Blacks may be from Africa but a single black person is from a specific region of Africa. Africa is a continent not a solid culture. Bunch of freaks.



My long name comes from my real, known, family heritage and at least sounds normal lol.


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birra
birra
05:08 Jan 09 2009

Part of the problem is, a lot of Africans in America don't know where their actual roots are from. Their ancestors may have been forcibly taken from their homes, enslaved and shipped across the Atlantic.



Now their decendents only know their ancestory is African... so, they make it up as they go.



If you didn't have a solid ancestoral or cultural identity, you might do the same...






Xzavier
Xzavier
22:57 Jan 09 2009

I can understand that, I really can. It just seems as though some would pick names that are at least truly African instead of combining various words. And then of course there are those that have no real drive to understand their heritage and simply make up names that only sound "African." The ones that are totally made up and just ~sound~ like it are the ones I really take issue with.





 

21:38 Jan 02 2009
Times Read: 984


I took a slightly more scientific personality test, the Jung Typology Test.



http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes1.htm



And after answering the questions, truthfully the results were:



My type INTJ

11,50,50,56



Here's the profile of the INTJ personality:



Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging

by Marina Margaret Heiss

Profile: INTJ

Revision: 3.0

Date of Revision: 27 Feb 2005





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To outsiders, INTJs may appear to project an aura of "definiteness", of self-confidence. This self-confidence, sometimes mistaken for simple arrogance by the less decisive, is actually of a very specific rather than a general nature; its source lies in the specialized knowledge systems that most INTJs start building at an early age. When it comes to their own areas of expertise -- and INTJs can have several -- they will be able to tell you almost immediately whether or not they can help you, and if so, how. INTJs know what they know, and perhaps still more importantly, they know what they don't know.



INTJs are perfectionists, with a seemingly endless capacity for improving upon anything that takes their interest. What prevents them from becoming chronically bogged down in this pursuit of perfection is the pragmatism so characteristic of the type: INTJs apply (often ruthlessly) the criterion "Does it work?" to everything from their own research efforts to the prevailing social norms. This in turn produces an unusual independence of mind, freeing the INTJ from the constraints of authority, convention, or sentiment for its own sake.



INTJs are known as the "Systems Builders" of the types, perhaps in part because they possess the unusual trait combination of imagination and reliability. Whatever system an INTJ happens to be working on is for them the equivalent of a moral cause to an INFJ; both perfectionism and disregard for authority may come into play, as INTJs can be unsparing of both themselves and the others on the project. Anyone considered to be "slacking," including superiors, will lose their respect -- and will generally be made aware of this; INTJs have also been known to take it upon themselves to implement critical decisions without consulting their supervisors or co-workers. On the other hand, they do tend to be scrupulous and even-handed about recognizing the individual contributions that have gone into a project, and have a gift for seizing opportunities which others might not even notice.



In the broadest terms, what INTJs "do" tends to be what they "know". Typical INTJ career choices are in the sciences and engineering, but they can be found wherever a combination of intellect and incisiveness are required (e.g., law, some areas of academia). INTJs can rise to management positions when they are willing to invest time in marketing their abilities as well as enhancing them, and (whether for the sake of ambition or the desire for privacy) many also find it useful to learn to simulate some degree of surface conformism in order to mask their inherent unconventionality.



Personal relationships, particularly romantic ones, can be the INTJ's Achilles heel. While they are capable of caring deeply for others (usually a select few), and are willing to spend a great deal of time and effort on a relationship, the knowledge and self-confidence that make them so successful in other areas can suddenly abandon or mislead them in interpersonal situations.



This happens in part because many INTJs do not readily grasp the social rituals; for instance, they tend to have little patience and less understanding of such things as small talk and flirtation (which most types consider half the fun of a relationship). To complicate matters, INTJs are usually extremely private people, and can often be naturally impassive as well, which makes them easy to misread and misunderstand. Perhaps the most fundamental problem, however, is that INTJs really want people to make sense. :-) This sometimes results in a peculiar naivete', paralleling that of many Fs -- only instead of expecting inexhaustible affection and empathy from a romantic relationship, the INTJ will expect inexhaustible reasonability and directness.



Probably the strongest INTJ assets in the interpersonal area are their intuitive abilities and their willingness to "work at" a relationship. Although as Ts they do not always have the kind of natural empathy that many Fs do, the Intuitive function can often act as a good substitute by synthesizing the probable meanings behind such things as tone of voice, turn of phrase, and facial expression. This ability can then be honed and directed by consistent, repeated efforts to understand and support those they care about, and those relationships which ultimately do become established with an INTJ tend to be characterized by their robustness, stability, and good communications.





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Functional Analysis

by Joe Butt



Introverted iNtuition

INTJs are idea people. Anything is possible; everything is negotiable. Whatever the outer circumstances, INTJs are ever perceiving inner pattern-forms and using real-world materials to operationalize them. Others may see what is and wonder why; INTJs see what might be and say "Why not?!" Paradoxes, antinomies, and other contradictory phenomena aptly express these intuitors' amusement at those whom they feel may be taking a particular view of reality too seriously. INTJs enjoy developing unique solutions to complex problems.



Extraverted Thinking

Thinking in this auxiliary role is a workhorse. Closure is the payoff for efforts expended. Evaluation begs diagnosis; product drives process. As they come to light, Thinking tends, protects, affirms and directs iNtuition's offspring, fully equipping them for fulfilling and useful lives. A faithful pedagogue, Thinking argues not so much on its own behalf, but in defense of its charges. And through this process these impressionable ideas take on the likeness of their master.



Introverted Feeling

Feeling has a modest inner room, two doors down from the Most Imminent iNtuition. It doesn't get out much, but lends its influence on behalf of causes which are Good and Worthy and Humane. We may catch a glimpse of it in the unspoken attitude of good will, or the gracious smile or nod. Some question the existence of Feeling in this type, yet its unseen balance to Thinking is a cardinal dimension in the full measure of the INTJ's soul.



Extraverted Sensing

Sensing serves with a good will, or not at all. As other inferior functions, it has only a rudimentary awareness of context, amount or degree. Thus INTJs sweat the details or, at times, omit them. "I've made up my mind, don't confuse me with the facts" could well have been said by an INTJ on a mission. Sensing's extraverted attitude is evident in this type's bent to savor sensations rather than to merely categorize them. Indiscretions of indulgence are likely an expression of the unconscious vengeance of the inferior.



Famous INTJs:

Dan Aykroyd (The Blues Brothers)

Susan B. Anthony

Arthur Ashe, tennis champion

Augustus Caesar (Gaius Julius Caesar Octavianus)

Jane Austen (Pride and Prejudice)

William J. Bennett, "drug czar"

William F. Buckley, Jr.

Raymond Burr (Perry Mason, Ironsides)

Chevy Chase (Cornelius Crane) (Fletch)

Phil Donahue

Michael Dukakis, governor of Mass., 1988 U.S. Dem. pres. candidate

Greg Gumbel, television sportscaster

Hannibal, Carthaginian military leader

Veronica Hamel (Hill Street Blues)

Angela Lansbury (Murder, She Wrote)

Orel Leonard Hershiser, IV

Peter Jennings

Charles Everett Koop

Ivan Lendl

C. S. Lewis (The Chronicles of Narnia)

Joan Lunden

Edwin Moses, U.S. olympian (hurdles)

Martina Navratilova

Charles Rangel, U. S. Representative, D-N.Y.

Pernell Roberts (Bonanza)

Arnold Schwarzenegger, Governor of California

Josephine Tey (Elizabeth Mackintosh), mystery writer (Brat Farrar)

Rudy Giuliani, former New York City mayor

Donald Rumsfeld, US Secretary of Defense

General Colin Powell, US Secretary of State

Lance Armstrong

Richard Gere (Pretty Woman)

Katie Couric





U.S. Presidents:

Chester A. Arthur

Calvin Coolidge

Thomas Jefferson

John F. Kennedy

James K. Polk

Woodrow Wilson

Fictional:

Cassius (Julius Caesar)

Mr. Darcy (Pride and Prejudice)

Gandalf the Grey (J. R. R. Tolkein's Middle Earth books)

Hannibal Lecter (Silence of the Lambs)

Professor Moriarty, Sherlock Holmes' nemesis

Ensign Ro (Star Trek--the Next Generation)

Rosencrantz and Guildenstern (Hamlet)

George Smiley, John le Carre's master spy

Clarice Starling (Silence of the Lambs)



Copyright © 1996-2007 by Marina Margaret Heiss and Joe Butt

There are at least two forums for INTJs:

The INTJ List

http://intjforum.com



Type Relationships for INTJs:

Identity Pal Complement Contrast

Supplement Anima Suitemate Cohort

Companion Tribesman Advisor Pedagogue

Enigma Novelty Neighbor Counterpart





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19:21 Jan 02 2009
Times Read: 987


My new year totally sucked. I won't go into it in detail but lets just say I was uber sick. I'm feeling a lot better today but still a wee bit weak.



Usually I spend the days before and after new years in deep contemplation. Thinking and assessing what has happened and what the future may hold. This year I haven't done any of that. It's just another year and there's little special about it. Perhaps I'm a bit jaded but in all honestly no year has any more significance except what we make of it. Besides we all know it's 2012 that holds the key ;) lol



I don't do new year resolutions, never have, but if there was something that could be considered a resolution it would be to not spend 2009 how I spent 2008, regardless of health.



I hope everyone had a great time and will take this year as a new time and new chances to do more and be better.



--X


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moonkissed
moonkissed
17:25 Jan 04 2009

i hope you are feeling better hon.








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