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the strangest thing happened tonight...

I get a phone call. From a Modeling Agency!!!

she asked for me... then tells me she was from John Robert Powers Modeling Agency. *face went white* told me that my name had been referred to them by someone.... i asked her who and she said she couldnt say.... wanted to set up an appointment for an audition... i have to call her back soon.. i'm like WOW.. it's like a childhood dream of mine. its crazy.... I LOVE IT!!

well i was fine all day till my roomate got home from work and rather then approach the sleeping dragon with caution...she got in my face and was yelling at me because she is stressed out over being the only one working at this time... it is the only time that she has been the only one working since she moved in 5 yrs ago in may... she freaked out on me...so i yelled back at her to get the fuck out of my room and she wouldnt so i beat the shit out of her... she tripped cause she didnt expect me to do it after telling me to my face if i want to hit her to hit her... so i did, needless to say she wont let that shit happen again.. now i am fucking so pissed off that i feel sick to my stomach... why couldnt she just approach me in a different way? dammit!!!

i wanted to hate people today... but because a few people made me laugh i'm alright. now i just want to scream i'm soooo nervous. i have an interview with a big company and its my chance to shine and land a real job... i'm so tired of not making ends meet and being nickle and dimed to death...bastards. wish me luck.

People once believed that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead..but sometimes, something so bad happens, that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the bird can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right.



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