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i started my new job.. been a week of training..out of 2 weeks so far.... i now work for Victoria's Secret Direct. we hit the phones for an hour for the first time today...i was terrified.... i dont think that i did too bad.. took four calls... big calls. each one over 150-200 dollars..... and i even upsold items.. i shocked the hell outta myself. but i tell you what... i totally suck at the assessments :(

how can you tell you like someone alot... and hes so far away.

and how do you know the difference between love and lust? when both are usually covered and dripping in lies?

my dilemma: is i like 2 different guys... one i love to call my hobbit... now he is far away and in england.. we both have the same sentiment and long to be together. the other is a musician..who is younger then i am... this i dont mind..because hes awsome people, and he's touring his music. i am trying hard to detach any and all feelings.. but i got used to him here.

*bleh* never wake up at 3am and start drinking... you'll pay dearly. *grabbing head and dies* and now i'm hungry and sleepy too. gahhhh!!!!

i dont know what to think anymore..

all this shit is wierd... cant really explain things so i wont try. (trust me on that)

tonight one of my best friends got into an accident.... god please dont let anything be wrong... i couldnt handle that now.

*cries uncontrollably*