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to all those who can't see the truth...you push others down when you can't see the light. you can't stand to be on the bottom of the fight. So you scratch and you claw not caring about those you leave behind. And you never see the monster growing in your own fucking mind. Your new goal is clear and that's to tear us apart but I can tell you now that you can't touch my heart. I thought I once knew you, that I could call you a friend. But you have to know that this fight's gonna end. You won't be on top when you're faced with your lies. So as one last line to you this is my forever Goodbye.

You tore my heart to pieces.

You said you didn't care.

You took some else's

And you left me on the stairs.



You'd sworn you'd never hurt me.

You'd sworn you'd never leave.

But now you say I'm not needed

For you have her on your sleeve.



My arms and legs are sliced open.

Now I feel so bare.

I lay here bleeding on my own.

Just because you didn't care.



All out happy memories

Are starting to fade away.

As all the life runs from me

I'll never see the new day.



I can see my parent's now.

They sob and then they stare.

My body's now a bloody mess.

All because you didn't care.

I sail alone on crystal wings searching for a place to belong. As my tired eyes look upon your utopia I am filled with agony. I weep with silver tears that are never seen for no one can see me...I turn my eyes towards heaven searching for an answer. And as my first tear falls my question is released heard only by the ears of the angels. But as my soul seems to whither away it seems I am filled with light. And with one last warm glance at the world I vanish for I am free.

Here, my love, no one cares, and no one sees all the pain inside of me you were the light that made me smile you were what I sought, but you are so high above me, that I cannot reach, so I turn my back on your never ending light to protect you always

Inside my darkness i shall retreat because i just cant make you see my burdens I will bare alone my pain and heart ache like a massive stone your light will not shine on my heart so cold ...and deep inside I cry some more

All my life I never knew, what it was to feel what I feel for you your eyes they haunt me all my days and in my dreams you always stay yet you are so far away like the stars and the moon in the milky way so to your heart I do aspire my one true love my hearts desire.

My Broken Heart





I thought I’d never see you again

But my heart wouldn’t let you go.

My tears began to fall like rain

My emotions started to show.



My body ached with unknown pain.

My heart just kept on breaking.

I shed off my murderous side.

A softer me was waking.



Then I found where you had gone.

My eyes were blind with sadness.

I’d do anything to get you back.

Just to stop this madness.



Then that monster stood in my path.

Tried to take you away

But the next few moments...

I’ll never forget that day.



I drew my blade to claim you as mine.

But I was so blind I couldn’t see.

You tried to save my life that night

The scene’s burned in my mind.



In the flash of a second my world was destroyed.

Your blood burned on my hands.

My heart went from an endless void

To beating in your still hands.



I cried as I’d never cried before.

The worst pain I’d known all my life

Was that horrible awful, fateful day….

That I destroyed your life.



My heart was eternally scarred that night.

I’ll never live down the guilt.

The horrible feeling continues on

Until the day…I…am killed.