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I am trying so hard to deal with the changing things going on right now.I am finding that my new job is really good but working swing shift sucks. I feel like I am no longer part of my family, and that sucks. I feel as if I should be alone so no one can hurt me and I don't have to be a bother to anyone else. I am so tired of feeling like I have to fight to be "part of", because if I don't I am not included. Why is it that you can try to do what is right all the time, and still be wrong?

I am tired of hearing all of the me's and I's when no one gives a crap about me, just as long as I care about what they want and make sure they get it and they are happy. I do have wants and I do have needs, but no one cares about that, just as long as all of their wants and needs are met.

Is it possible to love someone and hate the things that they do, at the same time??????