A wise man learns by the mistakes of others ...a fool, by his own **************************************** Better to be hated for who you are, than loved for who your not...
I have lived many lives, beginning around the 12th century. I remember places, faces, and feelings, none are of this time. My heart, my soul belongs there, my body is here. I will be there again someday. Until then I will continue to look for a way to be close to those who feel as I do......
I am not a very trusting person... anymore. I used to be but I have been hurt too many times, by too many people. I'm an easy person to get along with, and it takes alot to get me mad, but if you do....... I believe that trust is something you must earn, and it is not one way. If you want me to trust you, be honest with me, and I will do the same.
Aloof and animalistic, you belong to the Gangrel Clan. Closely associated with werewolves, you are the shapeshifting vampire. You prefer nature than to live in the city and prefer the company of animals than of humans. You are more known to keep to yourself then to help others. You are the lone wolf of the decendents of Caine.
What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
May 22 to June 21
Adaptable and versatile
Communicative and witty
Intellectual and eloquent
Youthful and lively
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Men/Women LOVE you.
You are very hot. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.
I will tell you all a bit about me I just don't know where to begin......
I am 38 years old, and live in southeastern Oklahoma. In this life, I was born in Massachusetts, and after being divorced there moved to Wisconsin and then Ok.
I am Pagan, leaving my belief in the christian god behind to follow my true faith as I have in lives past. I live with my fiancee' of 4 years, Jezzabell (check out her profile), who I am madly in love with (She just thinks I'm "mad"), and although we feel like we are married we are still waiting to tie the proverbial "knot". I am hoping to find people who accept me as I am, being as I have long hair, 5 piercings (2 in my ear,1 in my tongue, and 2 others, and still want more) and 2 tattoos (an eagle in flight on my left arm, and a purple rose with my lady's name in it on my chest). I am looking to get some more, Just need the time, money and a good tattooist.
News I have a new tattoo! While in Texas for jezzabell's birthday we decided to go get new ink. We found a really good shop,and within an hour we both had new tats. I now have the chinese kangi (symbol) for honor on the back of my neck.
Three of our seven children currently live with us. Two of my children are from my first wife and unfortunately don't live with us, the other five are my fiancee's but they are all considered ours and are loved equally. Their ages range from 20 yrs to 14 yrs old (3 yrs old if you include our granddaughter), and are so different from each other, it is hard to tell that they are siblings. Our granddaughter who also lives with us is most likely the best behaved of all the children. She keeps us quite busy and is a real joy to have around. She is Papa's pride and joy.(As time progresses I will add pictures of them to my portfolio).
As far as pets go, I have three dogs, Varuka...Jezzabell's loveable sometimes very dumb 1/2 bluetick hound 1/4 shepard 1/4 husky mix. Her bite may be as strong as her bark to strangers.(she scares most people with her bark). Sadie.... my sadleback beagle, a gift to me for my birthday 2 yrs ago. There is nothing but love from this dog....and a good bark anytime a mouse farts. Then there is Baby...another beagle, she found us one day last year while we were working out in the yard. Scared of everything, she claimed us as family and has been with us ever since.
My new addition....Captain Jack.... a 6 month old parakeet,( a gift from Jezzabell for Easter), has a friend named Elizabeth. She is also a parakeet, a few months younger than he. We also now have a kitten who is but two months old, his name is Peanut. We now have a new friend for Jack, due to Elizabeth passing away, his name is Pagan.
I currently work in aircraft production. I would really like to get into working on computers. I would love to go back to school for it but just haven't set my mind to it enough to take that step yet.
I am a certified chef and can more than hold my own when it comes to baking. I am a U.S. Marine and damn proud of it, while I served, I was a hydrolic specialist on both the Cobra attack helicopter and the Huey troop transport/gunships. I drove truck for ten years through the nineties. I have been so many other things, it is hard to keep a list of them. Some of them are, security officer, warehouseman, roofer, general contractor, painter(industial/comercial), builder of oilfield products, and for some reason I have always been a problem solver.
I am an empath, and have had this ability for quite some time. I don't recall the first time I felt someone or something wrong happening, but I do know that I have this ability and it has been proven many times. The ability to not only "feel" someone elses pain (or emotions), but to know whether one is honest and true or not, is quite helpful at times, but also becomes a hinderence at others.
3 things I hate
Cheaters I have no time or tolorance for them.
I believe that anyone who wants to cheat shouldn't be in a relationship in the first place. Cheaters do nothing but hurt people and they never win. Most of them will cheat again and again, and sometimes will even cheat on the person they are cheating with. If it means that much to have to have someone else, then GET OUT of the relationship that you are in first. You belong single!!!
Liers are just as bad as cheats(ers). I can not stand to be lied to. I think they are pathetic and so are the lies they tell. If you have to lie to make friends, get/do things or get your way then you have a serious problem. Your not only creating distrust with the people you are lying to, but you are lying to yourself as well. No one likes to be lied to. I hate liers!!!
Thieves are just all around bad. Why would you need to take someone else's things? To impress someone? Does it make you feel good to take things that someone else worked hard for? Thieves just suck. There is WAY too much that can be said about them, so I will just stay with THEY SUCK.
There is a 4th thing that I hate and I can tolorate it a little better than I ever could the other 3.
That one is Laziness......Lazy people like to use others to either do for them or gain what they want with the least amount of effort. They also cheat and lie to stick to their effort of doing nothing.
The burning candle above was created in memory of 6 hunters that were killed in NW Wisconsin in November of '05 due to a horrible chain of events. They were well known and are deeply missed. This event changed our lives in the area that are hunters, family, friends, and many others.
likes or interests (take your pick)
The darkness.. I love the way it feels. I am light sensitive, and have a really hard time dealing with light. The darkness is soothing and comforting to me. I can see without my eyes hurting all the time,and without the headaches.
Renaissance......I have been interested in Ren. since I was about 16 or 17. I attended my first one (The King Richard's Faire in Carver,Mass) at that time . I didn't get to go to another til 2002 and have been going to them ever since. I so love that period of time (1200-1700), although life was alot harder and death generally came at an earlier age, I really do think that it was a great period in time. The music, the people, the formality and the fun that can be had matches no other.My Fiancee' and I go to about 6 of them now and plan on adding more as travel, family and work allow. I am a pirate, and it seem that as either a pirate or swordsman, this is what I am.
Angelina Jolie...She is so hot. I love her movies, and she is very photogenic. I can't say that I have ever seen a bad picture of her, not even in the tabloids.
Uma Thurman.... I really liked her in "Kill Bill" 1&2, and in Batman. She is a good actress, despite what some people say.
Some other actors and actresses (no order to them);
The Rock aka Duane Johnson
Tommy Lee Jones
James Earl Jones
Nature... Nature is wonderful, I love the outdoors(even being light sensitve) and really like being out in the woods where it is quiet and calming. The coolness is relaxing and almost euphoric.
Eagles.... I have quite a love for them, and was told that the eagle is my spirit guide.
Wolves...I also love wolves, they are one of the most beautiful animals, and hunters.
Dragons... They have facinated me for years, they are so incredible and so wonderful.
Pirates... I have had a secret love of pirates since I was a kid reading Robert Louis Stevenson's "Kidnapped", and "Treasure Island". I am currently dressing as one for Renaissance Festivals, I love it!!!
Music... I absolutely love music. I have to have music. I am a rocker, and always have been, but I like so many different types of music,80's rock, blues, techno, swing, classical, celtic folk (one of my favs), pop, even soft rock.
Alot of my favs come from Movie soundtracks, such as the "Punisher", "DareDevil", "Blade", Matrix, and others.
Some, and I do mean some of the groups I like are; Creed
A Perfect Circle
System of a Down
Nine Inch Nails
A F I
There are soooo many more, I couldn't possibly list them all.
Movies...Action, mystery,westerns, sci-fi, fantasy,and horror. I really love horror. The Crow is one of my favs, along with Interview wih a Vampire, The Ring, Queen of the Damned, Halloween, and Amityville Horror.
Other movies.... The X-Men (all of them), Ultra Violet, Tomb Raider, Underworld, Aeon Flux, Van Helsing, Blade, Batman, The Matrix, Spawn, Constantine, The Mummy (all 3 of them),the list is very extensive.
Books....I love reading. I learned at a very young age, and have been reading ever since. I was given a 6 book set of classics at about 10yrs, and it opened me up to so much. I really like sci-fi, fantasy, and horror. I have read all of Steven King's books (except his newest one), Dean Koontz, Dean L. Chalker. to name just a few.
Stormy nights....I just think they are great for all kinds of things. Reading a good scary book, "cuddleing", watching mother nature's light show and even having a party.
Batman......He is so cool. I have been a Batman fan since I was small.(Grandma even made me a cape and mask, I was about 8yrs old) I love the movies(have them all), I have read all the books, and have one of the best collections of comics (some as early as the 1970,1971).
Blade.... Blade is facinating. Caught between two worlds, excepted by neither, and loved by almost no one. All three movies, and the comics are just great.
Jack Sparrow....He has got to be the greatest Pirate I have even seen. Jonny Depp was perfect for the role and I really don't think anyone else would have done such a wonderful job. He (Depp) has come along way from "21 Jump Street".
Jack Daniels....got to have my Jack..
The Charmed Girls......They are just very cool.
Rap music..... I have 2 daughters that like it, I just don't like and can't get into music that you can't understand and they are all the same, sex, killing, sex, drugs and more sex.
Stupid....Be it stupid movies, stupid people, acting stupid. I just can't stand it. I can handle dumb like in a movie, or a dumb joke if it is once, but not a whole movie based solely on someone doing nothing but stupid things. As Ron White has said," You just can't fix stupid"
Asparagus...can't stand it.
Eggplant...even worse..I'd eat the asparagus first.
Judgemental people...I have been harrassed by police at 37 yrs old because I look the way I do (long hair, ear rings, tattoos). It is not what I look like, it is who I am and what I am that matters.
Know-it-alls, that don't...there is one in every crowd. If you don't know what your talking about, SHUT THE F**K UP!
One uppers... you know the ones that ALWAYS have to do it one better than you.
People that whine and let their past ruin their present...... If something happened to you I am sorry. I know we all carry part of it with us, but don't let it be the controlling factor in your life. Example; If some men did you wrong in the past, it DOESN'T mean that all men are bad, just the ones that hurt YOU.
Ignorant people......Ignorance is not always bliss. Playing dumb, or being so dumb that you can't or won't deal with reality or the hard issues in life is wrong. Ignoring a problem will NOT make it go away.
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Your Personality Profile
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.
Legardored is your Vampire name.
You are one hell of an insane Vampire. Anyone who
messes with you is out of their minds.
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
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