I have spent the past few days, wishing for slumber that never comes. My mind reels with visions of things that are vile and sleep runs from my being. I don't know how much longer I can take these most unpleasant dreams. When I do find myself asleep it is fitful as if I have been in battle as in my dreams. If the night must claim me, I will fight, my soul is not for the taking.
Here it is another day and there is nothing that I can say of it. You get up, you toil and you put on this most intolerable smile so everyone around you thinks that all is right with the world.
Some people are just blind idiots. They are so wrapped up in their life of who has what, what they want, they money they don't have yet they spend what little they do. When I am asked about what I do outside of the drone world, I always reply, I go home to my dog and birds, and nothing more. If only they really knew what lay in the deep recesses of my mind, they would walk away quite fast indeed.
I spend so much of life not fearing time or wondering where it goes, sometimes it goes nowhere. It's at that very moment when everything seems that it has stopped and you look around and it leaves a bitter taste in your mouth. You wonder why certain people exist that shouldn't have existence and what one could do to extinguish it. Everything is just a matter of time, its when your time comes, where will you be?
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