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sadly some of you may say otherwise but this is what i feel. i am sad because i now know why i never tell anyone my feelings or my thoughts. i feel as thought they will run in fear. i feel as thought they will cart me away and cage me. i feel i am a monster for what i am. i feel i am an ugly monster for whom no one can love. thats what i believe even though my heart is sad because it says thats not true. it says your a beautiful man. your a kind gentle sencitive man. you are pure of heart. but yet i still see myself as a monster. i know its not true. but how can i make myself know this.