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I don't know what is wrong with me lately. I feel so out of place and I feel like I am not meant for anybody and that the one person I care about, does not even realise that I exist anymore. I know he knows I am there but I don't think he understands how lonely I really am without him to call my own. People say I don't need a man in my life to be happy, well those people can kiss my ass for all I care. I do need someone and I want someone to share my life with and have that closeness with. Being friends is fine and all but it is not the same closeness as the relationship part. I miss this very much and I just don't know how to tell him this anymore because I am afraid that by forcing him to make a decision I will loose him altogether. I really don't want ot loose him, but I really don't know how much longer I can go on feeling this way before I loose it. I am a very paitent person but I just feel like I can't wait anymore and then there is the question of "will I be abel to give my heart to another without having it broken yet again"?

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BathoryBabe
02:02 Aug 14 2009

OH girl I so know how you feel I have sort of the same situation going on in my life and it sucks and whether you need a man or not is besides the point you want one to share you life with. Hang in there and call me any time would be fun to hang out again.

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