I really don't know what to say anymore. I have spent the better part of the last year and some trying to be in a relationship I thought would work, only to find out that love exists only on one side of the relationship. I know that I really have no right to bitch, we made promisses to each other that we wer not going to look for anyone else and we would just be taking a break. This is kinda hard to do when you are still sleeping together. I have given myself completly to the man of my dreams only to find out he has a relationship with someone else who is half way arround the world and yet we still sleep together. Am I dumb for feeling like this, for devoting myself to one man and his entire life and the fact the we have a child on the way? I love this man but what am I holding on to? The hope that he will wake up and see what he has? Does he really see me when we are in bed together or is he busy dreaming of her? I really don't know and I can't figure out why I can't just deal with the fact that again I am not good enough.
You stupid little cunt. You actually think I am afraid of you?
You do not scare me, as for the being in the medical field...I am a part of it myself.
You might as well give up on all your little mind games with Ren because they will not work.
While you are at it you should just give up on yourself as well...the world does not need another pathetic waste of space like you.
Stupid little bitches think they are all that and yet really they are nothing.
Block me all you want supperfreak its ok with me.
HA HA HA
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