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my line manager is back on Monday, i can almost here the bells



*DING DING* Annnnnd in the blue corner



Ah well nearly the weekend, downside of that is my work schedule



midnight tonight - 6am

Friday 9am -??

Saturday 08:30 - 12:00

Sunday 01:00 - 03:00



oh teh joys.

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Sinora
08:20 Mar 27 2009

I'm being sooooo nice to mine just now, it's really messing with his head lmao

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For a change let me post something semi constructive todays lesson boys and girls is gealic



Beag air Bheag = little by little



(Im using thu here as its the more informal)



Ciamar a tha thu? = How are you?



Tha mi gu math. = im well



or



Tha mi gu math, tapadh leat. = im well thankyou





Mar sin leat. = goodbye

You know those days your just too busy? those days where you forget the little things like stop for a moment and eat something? Im having one of those days, i just spoke to a friend of mine when i mentioned that i have a jesus fucked a duck armageddonesc headache she simply replied.



"So when was the last time you acutally ate?"



erm come to think of it, is it bad i cant remember the last time i had anything to eat? i think it was yesterday but may have actually been Sunday.



I've been so focused on work the last 2 days all i know for a fact i've put into my body is 14 cups of coffee (please remember 2 days not just today) and 18 cigarettes



Its kinda scary when i sit back and think about it (when i can think around the fact i can feel my heart beat down the left hand side of my face) that i've been so focussed on work i have well frankly been abusing myself.



Im so focussed on not losing my job atm im doing this to myself... really think i need to take some time out and contemplate a few things.

"True beauty shines from the soul and warms the world with its kindness, compassion , and integrity."



I changed the quote at the top of my profile but like the old one alot.



We went to see Watchmen last night really enjoyed it, best way to describe would be superhero porn, with a murder mystery for good measure.

What keeps you movitaed to dive out of bed in the morning, and launch into a new day?



For me its the challenge to come, the unknowing of what the day ahead is gonna bring. just a bit of a bugger someone is trying to strip that away from me. Drag me back down into the darkness and keep me there.



I wont go back, i dont remember how anymore there is only one way (well two if your feeling pedantic) onwards and upwards.

Gtting a bit sick of the power games in work now,



depsite 3 weeks of great feedback, weekend working and general supermanery on my part my line manager still deems my performance unacceptable and as such despite the "Step changes, positive feedback and good work keep it up" noises she makes i still find my self on a final formal warning...



*looks around * Now where did i put that job paper

Bar the fact i had to work this afternoon i've had a pretty awesome day, my grandparents and my family came for lunch mum and i tanked a 1/ bottle of wine and everyone had a really ood time.



Saw my sister today realised how little we actually talk nowadays.



Wondered how much does it take to be defined as an alcoholic?



Still now ord from the line manager yet, wonder if the bombarding her with good feddback ahs worked? roll on monday to findout

Line Manager - 2

Me - 0



im pretty gutted tbh and its definately making me wonder should i stay or should i go?