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As it's October, and all the spooky season things are going on, Logan and I have been trying to figure out fun things we can do together, as this is likely our last Halloween here in California. I've always wanted to go to Knott's or Universal for their nighttime spooky stuff, but man, is that shit expensive. $70+ for a single ticket, plus parking which, depending on which park we're at, could cost $40+, then you have food, drinks, any merch... It all adds up. Even the even at the Queen Mary is still around the same price for a ticket, plus parking, food and drinks... It all adds up. So, I don't know. While I've always wanted to go to one of these things, I don't know if it'll happen. Part of me is a bit sad about it, but then the other part of me is like, we could stay home, eat candy and watch scary movies with Masque. And honestly, that sounds like an amazing idea. He also let me know that Willow invited us to their Halloween party on Halloween, which might be fun to go to. Or maybe not. Parking in the Hollywood Hills is bad on its own, add on that it's a holiday, it might just be too much of a hassle. So yeah. While I'm eager to do fun spooky things with Logan, I just don't know if it's really worth it to drop the kind of cash it would take. A couple hundred bucks doesn't seem like a lot, but that's just for one event, for one single evening. And with everything going on right now, I just don't think it's really worth it. Maybe we'll just go do some mini golf again like the first Halloween we were together.

There's also the whole thing with Christmas that we still have to figure out, as well. Since I've cut so much of my family off recently, I don't want to be around people who don't respect me as a person. So, meh, I'm not doing Christmas Eve with my mom's family this year. And maybe not ever again, if I'm being completely honest. I don't want to be around people who think so lowly of me like some of my cousins do. I also don't want to be around the blatant racism and antisemitism (blaming "the Jews" for literally everything bad happening, despite us being from a Jewish family) they're all so comfortable showing these days. That's not what I'm about and I'd just rather not attend than try to play nice with people who think people like me shouldn't exist. So yeah... Yay, holidays...